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The Philosophers Who Solved the Meaning of Life

A three hour, forty two minute anthology of nine thinkers who each tried to answer one question: what does it mean to live well. Aperture moves through Carl Jung and the shadow, Jung again on addiction and recovery, Sigmund Freud and the invention of therapy, Fyodor Dostoevsky and the man who fought death and won, Carl Sagan warning Congress about a warming planet in 1985, Friedrich Nietzsche and the death of God, Alan Watts and the illusion of time, Diogenes the cynic who owned nothing, Charles Bukowski on the cost of the nine to five, and Marcus Aurelius on stoicism. It rebuilds each thinker's actual machinery, from archetypes and the id to slave morality and the dichotomy of control, and names the honest cracks in each philosophy where the video names them.

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This is a three hour, forty two minute anthology of nine thinkers who each tried to answer one impossible question: what does it mean to live well. Aperture moves through them like chapters in a single book, Carl Jung and the shadow, Jung again on addiction and recovery, Sigmund Freud and the invention of therapy, Fyodor Dostoevsky and the man who fought death and won, Carl Sagan warning Congress about a warming planet in 1985, Friedrich Nietzsche and the death of God, Alan Watts and the illusion of time, Diogenes the cynic who owned nothing, Charles Bukowski on the soul cost of the nine to five, and Marcus Aurelius on stoicism and the dichotomy of control.

It is not a survey from a safe distance. The video rebuilds each thinker's actual machinery: Jung's archetypes and individuation, Freud's id, ego, and superego, Dostoevsky's fake firing squad and Siberian prison, Sagan's verbatim greenhouse testimony, Nietzsche's slave morality and eternal recurrence, Watts's Zen, Diogenes's barrel, Bukowski's letter to John Martin, and Marcus Aurelius's Meditations. Two recurring devices hold it together, an interview thread with practicing analysts and the channel's own narrator confessing where each idea hit home. Read straight through, it is a guided tour of how the West has tried to make a life mean something, told in the order the video tells it, with the honest cracks in each philosophy named where the video names them and the full assessment saved for the end.

Carl Jung: the man who mapped the soul

The film opens with a question almost everyone recognizes. Why do certain people instantly irritate you. The loud one starting a dance circle, the friend who hogs the spotlight, the kid who never stops being cringe. Jung's answer is unsettling: the thing that grates on you in others is often the part of yourself you refuse to see. He called it the shadow, and learning to face it is the doorway into his whole psychology. The warning is blunt. Confront your shadow, or you will slowly become the very thing you despise.

Jung was a Swiss psychiatrist born in Kesswil in 1875, the son of a pastor whose rigid religion felt too confining to carry into adulthood. That first clash between faith and skepticism planted the seed. He spent his childhood alone, daydreaming, which he later called his first encounter with the unconscious. In his mid thirties he went through what he described as a horrible confrontation with the unconscious, seeing visions and hearing voices, worried he was sliding into psychosis. He survived it, and in 1900 went to work at the Burghölzli psychiatric hospital in Zurich studying schizophrenia. There he found Freud's work, wrote to him, and became Freud's protege and chosen successor.

But Jung would not stay inside Freud's frame. Where Freud reduced the mind to repressed sexual desire and childhood trauma, Jung saw the psyche as a self regulating system reaching for balance, built in three layers. The ego is the conscious self, the voice in your head right now telling you that you are watching this. The personal unconscious is your private storage of forgotten memories and suppressed emotion. And the collective unconscious, his real breakthrough, is a deep universal layer shared by all humans, filled with archetypes, the primal symbols and motifs that surface in myths, dreams, and stories across cultures that never met. Dragons appear in cultures oceans apart. That is an archetype.

Four archetypes mattered most to him. The persona is the mask we wear in public, shaped by what society expects. The shadow is everything we deny, reject, or hide, the home of repressed desire and impulse. The anima and animus are the inner feminine in men and the inner masculine in women, which integrating brings psychological balance. And the self is the goal of it all, the union of conscious and unconscious into wholeness. He named others too: the puer aeternus or eternal child, the person who refuses to grow up, sometimes called Peter Pan syndrome, and the senex or wise old man, the mentor figure like Obi-Wan Kenobi.

The friendship with Freud broke over exactly this. Freud insisted sexual desire was the primal driver of behavior; Jung thought that far too narrow, arguing that myth, spirituality, and the search for meaning shaped the psyche just as much. The rift never healed. Freud's path became psychoanalysis; Jung carved out analytical psychology, centered on personal growth and the internal journey toward self discovery.

EGO the conscious self, the voice you hear thinking PERSONAL UNCONSCIOUS your forgotten memories and suppressed emotion COLLECTIVE UNCONSCIOUS archetypes shared by all humans across cultures PERSONA SHADOW ANIMA / ANIMUS SELF individuation = uniting all of it into wholeness
Figure 1. Jung's three layer psyche and his four core archetypes. The ego sits on top of a personal unconscious, which rests on a collective unconscious shared by everyone. Individuation is the lifelong work of pulling persona, shadow, anima or animus, and self into one whole.

The shadow, and shadow work

The shadow is the psychological junk drawer where we stuff the traits we find incompatible with who we think we are: jealousy, greed, spite. Out of sight is not out of mind. The shadow leaks back through projection. You see the loud person at the party and feel a flash of contempt, and that contempt is the shadow recognizing a repressed quality of your own in someone else. The video's clearest example is a mother who scolds her bold, outspoken daughter. On the surface she is just harsh. The shadow tells a different story: she was once exactly that bold, got punished for it in a small town where tall poppy syndrome cut down anyone who stood out, lost a job for outshining a boss, lost friends for being too much, and buried that part of herself. Now her daughter's boldness stirs the buried thing, and instead of facing it she lashes out. "The greatest tragedy of the family is the unlived lives of the parents," Jung said. Our judgments often reflect inner wounds, not objective truths.

The cure is shadow work, which Jung framed as befriending the monster under the bed rather than slaying it. Facing the disowned parts reduces their grip and reclaims the energy spent suppressing them. In practice it looks like journaling about moments of strong emotional reaction and asking what part of me this is reflecting, or working with a therapist trained in Jungian analysis, or guided meditation and dream analysis. The point is not to become a new person. Against the entire self help genre of reinventing yourself, shadow work moves you toward wholeness by embracing both the light and the dark in you.

Individuation, and the loneliness in a crowded room

Then there is the ghost feeling, standing in a room full of laughter and feeling unseen, surrounded but unknown. Jung read that not as simple isolation but as a fragmented self longing to be whole, and the antidote is individuation, the lifelong process of becoming your true self. It is not self improvement in the ordinary sense, not polishing your weak spots; it is uncovering and integrating the most desperate parts of yourself, the things that make you say I would never do that in a million years. When ego, shadow, anima or animus, and self align, you move toward wholeness. When they are rejected, you drift from your essence and try to fill the hole with attention, admiration, and validation, which never fixes it.

Social media intensifies the trap, rewarding main character energy where your life is curated for an audience and you become a performer desperate for applause. Jung's counterintuitive move is to look outward to dissolve loneliness: strike up a real conversation with the people who fade into the background, the delivery guy, the shop owner, the ones you treat as NPCs. As you learn to see others deeply, you mirror that attention inward. Solitude matters too, but the productive kind, the solitude of being in tune with the unconscious through meditation, journaling, and creative expression, which weaves the fractured self back together. His concrete steps: make art for exploration rather than for a masterpiece, do depth therapy, practice mindfulness and ask what part of me is being activated here, build authentic relationships where vulnerability is allowed, and keep a dream journal by the bed.

The criticism Jung still draws

The film is honest that Jung is contested. Critics say his theories are too metaphysical to test. Where Freud kept an empirical scaffolding, Jung leaned into symbols, myths, and dreams, which struck many as speculative. His mysticism made it worse: he took astrology, alchemy, tarot, and the I Ching seriously, and built a theory of synchronicity, the claim that meaningful coincidences reveal a real connection. The author Richard Noll, who wrote The Jung Cult, argued Jung resembled a religious leader more than a scientist. The abstraction is also hard to apply: next to the clear, structured techniques of cognitive behavioral therapy, individuation can feel slow and vague, an introspective exercise with no obvious steps. And the anima and animus draw fire for reinforcing gender stereotypes, femininity as emotional and passive, masculinity as strength and logic. Yet his reach is undeniable, woven through cinema by directors like Christopher Nolan, George Lucas, and David Lynch, and through Joseph Campbell's hero's journey that structures everything from Star Wars to The Matrix. Jordan Peterson carries his ideas to wide audiences, with the usual argument over whether that popularizing dilutes them.

The man who solved addiction: Jung and recovery

The second chapter returns to Jung through a different door, addiction, framed around the roughly 53 million Americans diagnosed with a substance use disorder in 2023. The hook is the gap everyone feels in miniature: you tell yourself no phone after 10pm, and there you are scrolling; you swear off junk food and it pulls you back. The brain usually self regulates, but addiction is a hijacking. Drugs flood the nucleus accumbens with dopamine, the chemical of motivation and pleasure, fixing attention on the substance, while connections to the prefrontal cortex that govern judgment and self control are weakened. The first drink is voluntary; what comes after often is not.

But neuroscience explains the how, not the why, and that is where Jung comes in. In his famous correspondence with Bill Wilson, cofounder of Alcoholics Anonymous, Jung argued alcoholism stemmed from a spiritual thirst. "You see, alcohol in Latin is spiritus, the same word for the highest religious experience as well as for the most depraving poison." He thought addiction could only be solved by a spiritual awakening, and the core of that work was confronting the shadow. The shadow is not evil, just unacceptable, shaped by family, culture, religion. Ignored, it can dominate the personality, feeding addiction, compulsion, narcissism, violence, prejudice, and extremism. Addiction becomes an attempt to numb the pain of the shadow rising, and then the lying and harm of the addiction get repressed too, deepening the split. The more a person hates the addicted part, the stronger the shadow grows and the more substance is needed to quiet it. A vicious cycle. So confronting the shadow is a key step in recovery, and Jung called the suppressed talents that come back up alongside the dark traits the golden shadow.

Jung also read addiction as a mythological arc through archetypes. The orphan or rebel feels alienated and tries substances to fit in or to act out. The trickster deceives and rationalizes, just one drink won't hurt. The shadow or destroyer brings chaos, lost jobs, broken relationships, failing health. At rock bottom comes the wounded healer, based on the myth of Chiron, who suffers deeply and transforms that suffering into healing, which is why so many in recovery become counselors and sponsors. Finally the wise old man and the hero, giving meaning to others. Reframing addiction this way turns it from shameful into purposeful, a journey rather than a life sentence.

The narrator pushes his interview partner on the science. The brain is always learning through neuroplasticity, normally how you learn to ride a bike or remember a name, but in addiction that learning runs in the wrong direction, building stronger pathways to chase dopamine and eating away at other interests until people, places, and emotions become triggers. Both Jung and modern neuroscience agree on one thing: addiction is not a failure of character, it is a trained habit, and habits can be unlearned.

That leads to the disease versus disorder debate, illustrated by two houses, one with an obvious gaping hole, one that simply feels off without an obvious break. A disease is structural damage with a direct treatment; a disorder is a functional disruption, subtler and harder to define. The American Medical Association and the National Institute on Drug Abuse call addiction a chronic brain disease, but the film leans toward disorder, because the brain is neuroplastic and the changes are reversible, and because calling it a disease implies a person is helplessly at the mercy of biology when behavior and mindset clearly drive recovery. Healing means forming new connections and weakening old ones through exercise, therapy, reconnecting with natural rewards like a good meal or a game of fetch, emotional regulation, and mindfulness, which itself enhances neuroplasticity.

From the Jungian angle, addiction is a blocked individuation process. Substances offer a counterfeit wholeness; because addiction can feel like wholeness, it cuts a person off from the real thing. Recovery is becoming whole through self awareness, which is why Jung influenced the 12 steps and their surrender to a higher power, though that power is usually best understood as inner wisdom, the self, rather than a deity. The film is candid that Jung's evidence is thin, especially synchronicity, the scarab story, the car you decide to buy and then see everywhere, which both narrator and guest admit is probably ordinary pattern recognition, your brain focusing on what you have primed it to notice. His insistence on spiritual transformation can also feel unattainable to someone just trying to survive the day, and modern medicine and therapy can help without it. Still, Jung was one of the first to frame addiction as connected to a person's inner life rather than a moral failing, decades ahead of his time, and the practical takeaway is that recovery is real and can produce a better life than the one before.

Sigmund Freud: the man who invented therapy and destroyed himself

The Freud chapter opens at the end, a Saturday in Hampstead, London, an exiled old man on an invalid couch feet away from his legacy, the psychoanalytic couch. Seventy years of work running through his mind, jaw destroyed by mouth cancer from a lifetime of cigars. The pain is unbearable, so he asks his doctor to end it, and on September 23, 1939, a lethal dose of morphine does. The film frames his life as the myth of Icarus, the ambitious mind who flew too close to the sun, comparing his fate to Marie Curie dying of her own discoveries. The chapter is built around interviews with psychoanalyst and filmmaker Karen Doherty of the Toronto Psychoanalytic Society.

Freud was born May 6, 1856, a Jewish outsider in the Catholic town of Freiberg in what is now the Czech Republic. He embraced atheism and treated religion as wishful thinking, the desire for an all powerful father, an idea he laid out in The Future of an Illusion (1927). His household was unusual, his mother twenty years younger than his father and intensely close to him, dynamics that may have shaped his later theories of family. At medical school at the University of Vienna, starting 1873, he saw himself as a scientist first. Working with Josef Breuer, he learned of the talking cure through the patient Bertha Pappenheim, known as Anna O. Doherty calls listening to the patient the revolutionary act, the heart of all good psychotherapy: when patients feel heard, they tend to get better. Out of it Freud built free association, the patient on a couch talking freely while the analyst listens out of sight.

His structural model of the psyche is the spine of the chapter. First the unconscious mind, the radical claim that much of what drives us is hidden, a reservoir of repressed memory and desire that still shapes behavior, surfacing in dreams, in conditions like depression and anxiety, the return of the repressed, and in Freudian slips. Then the three part structure: the id, primal and driven by instinct and immediate gratification; the ego, mediating between id and the outside world; and the superego, the moral, judgmental part learned from parents and society, the source of shame and guilt.

waterline · conscious above, unconscious below EGO reality, mediator SUPEREGO morality, guilt, the inner judge ID instinct, desire, immediate gratification
Figure 2. Freud's psyche as an iceberg. Only a sliver of mind is conscious; below the waterline the superego, ego, and id contend out of sight. The id wants now, the superego forbids and shames, and the ego brokers between them and the real world.

The film does not soften the controversies. The Interpretation of Dreams (1900) split dreams into manifest content, what you literally see, and latent content, the symbolic meaning beneath, with a snake reading as repressed sexual desire. Against that the video sets the self organization theory of dreaming, better supported, where dreams are the byproduct of a sleeping brain sorting itself and consolidating memory. The Oedipus and Electra complexes, unconscious desire toward the opposite sex parent, draw the sharpest fire, and Doherty notes the irony that a man theorizing about infancy never analyzed a single child. Worse, the concept of penis envy ignores the obvious social reality that women were denied status and freedom, not anatomy. And the film raises the seduction theory controversy, the argument that Freud reframed real childhood sexual abuse reported by his patients as innate incestuous fantasy. Doherty pushes back on the caricature, arguing there is a lot of Freud bashing by people who do not know how much he revised, and that the claim he simply disbelieved women is not true.

Then the death drive, arguably his strangest idea, that humans carry an innate drive toward death and destruction. "The aim of all life is death," he wrote, conceived amid World War I and the death of his daughter Sophie. He paired Eros, the life drive of survival, reproduction, and pleasure, against Thanatos, the pull toward an inorganic state, rooted in entropy, expressed as aggression, self destruction, and the compulsion to repeat trauma, as in WWI soldiers reliving combat in dreams. Both drives, the film notes, are abstract and short on evidence.

The personal cost mounts. Freud's bond with Jung, sealed in a thirteen hour first meeting in 1906, was the father and son relationship that broke in 1913 over sexual drives, after which Jung wrote "the rest is silence." Then the deaths, Sophie from pneumonia in 1920, his grandson Heinz in 1923, and four of his sisters murdered in Nazi concentration camps after he himself, with help from Princess Marie Bonaparte, fled Vienna for London in 1938. Through all of it, the cigars, more than twenty a day, more than thirty surgeries over sixteen years, never quitting, because Freud could not admit he was wrong. Doherty's verdict on whether Freud is obsolete is sharp: not obsolete, just radical today, because a culture of TikTok and quick fixes is almost the opposite of the long, slow, expensive commitment real psychoanalysis demands. You do not get ill quickly and you do not get well quickly. His fingerprints are on Don Draper in Mad Men, on Fight Club, on Black Swan and Inception, and on the entire path from the talking cure to modern therapy.

Dostoevsky: the man who fought death and won

The Dostoevsky chapter begins with a tap on a cell door at 10am. A young man is told his execution is set for that very morning. He cannot form words, only "it is so sudden." Tied to a pillar with a bag over his head, seconds from the shots, he is released. His imperial majesty has granted us our lives. The whole thing was staged, psychological torture by the Russian state. One prisoner went insane from it. The young man was Fyodor Dostoevsky, and he came out of it embracing life like never before: "I see that life is everywhere. To be among people, that is the purpose of life."

Dostoevsky grew up at Moscow's Mariinsky Hospital for the Poor, his father a physician, surrounded by the sick and the destitute. He published Poor Folk in 1845 to immediate success, drifted into circles of utopian socialism, and suffered from epilepsy, seizures preceded by déjà vu and followed by crushing fatigue, that shadowed his whole life. His membership in the Petrashevsky Circle brought him under the suspicion of Tsar Nicholas I, who feared revolution, and after the mock execution in 1849 he served four years of hard labor in Siberia.

He turned that hell into The House of the Dead (1862), narrated through Goryanchikov, where the deepest cruelty is not the labor but its uselessness. As the narrator says, to crush a man utterly you would give his work "a character of complete uselessness, even to absurdity." The camp denies human dignity, makes monsters rather than reforming anyone, yet the prisoners find scraps of agency, smuggling alcohol to trade. Dostoevsky's lesson: our need for freedom is what makes us human. In Notes from Underground (1864) he attacked the dream that human behavior could be fully calculated and a utopia built on it, insisting people would go mad rather than be reduced to predictable machines, because what gives life meaning is the capacity to choose. The book seeded later dystopias, Yevgeny Zamyatin's We (1924), and through it 1984 and Brave New World.

In Crime and Punishment (1866) he put ideology on trial. Raskolnikov theorizes that extraordinary people like Napoleon may transgress morality to make progress, then tests his theory by murdering a pawnbroker and a bystander, and is torn apart by guilt until a Christian sex worker, Sonia, leads him to confess and repent. The film notes Raskolnikov's theory echoes Nietzsche's higher and lower types, though Dostoevsky never read Nietzsche. The Idiot (1869) drops a Christlike figure, the epileptic Prince Myshkin, into 1860s Russian society and shows it cannot tolerate genuine purity. Demons, here called The Possessed, attacks utopian socialism and enforced equality as the enemies of individual dignity. And in his last book, The Brothers Karamazov (1880), the chapter The Grand Inquisitor stages Christ returning during the Spanish Inquisition, only to be arrested by an Inquisitor who says people do not want freedom, they want security, held captive by "miracle, mystery, and authority." Dostoevsky, a believer who kept a working skepticism ("if someone proved to me that Christ is outside of the truth, I should remain with Christ rather than with the truth"), criticized both the Catholic Church and the socialists for imposing authority on people deemed too weak to choose. His Russian Orthodox faith was the religion of the common people, and Christ's silence in the chapter, ending with a kiss, is his refusal to override free will.

How he fought death and won: facing certain execution, surviving the camp, losing two children and his first wife and brother within months, he could have retreated into the craving for control that trauma breeds, and instead came to cherish life more and to insist on human dignity, freedom, and moral responsibility found in the common man rather than in intellectual scheming. The film draws the line into the present, Leninism realizing the nightmares of Demons, worker exploitation eroding the freedom to choose a life. You need not share his Christian worldview to take the core: there is nothing more important in this world than the living, so do not diminish a human being for the sake of an ideology.

Carl Sagan: the man who predicted the end of the world

The Sagan chapter is the most literal in the film, the near complete text of Carl Sagan's December 10, 1985 testimony to the United States Congress on the greenhouse effect. It opens on the present, flowers blooming in Antarctica, Antarctic hair grass and pearlwort growing faster than ever, glaciers melting, and the framing fact: when Sagan spoke, atmospheric CO2 was 346 parts per million; today it is 421. Everything he said forty years ago could have been said yesterday, because nothing has really changed.

Sagan explains the physics with the clarity that made him famous. The Sun heats Earth; sunlight arrives in the visible spectrum, and Earth re radiates it as infrared. Run the simple energy balance and Earth comes out about 30 degrees Celsius too cold, because the calculation leaves out the greenhouse effect. Gases like carbon dioxide and water vapor are transparent to visible light but strongly absorb infrared at wavelengths like 15 microns; if your eyes saw at 15 microns the air between two people in a room would be black. So sunlight comes in but the outgoing infrared is blocked, and the surface must warm until balance is restored. He is careful: a little greenhouse effect is what makes life possible, without it the oceans would freeze solid. The danger is the delicate balance, and we are pouring methane, nitrous oxide, and halocarbons from agriculture, refrigeration, and aerosols, plus enormous CO2 from burning wood and fossil fuels, into that balance with little concern for the long term.

His calibration is the other planets. Venus, nearly Earth's twin in mass and size, has a surface temperature around 470 degrees Celsius, about 900 Fahrenheit, not because it is closer to the Sun, its bright clouds reflect so much light it should be cooler, but because of a runaway greenhouse effect from an atmosphere almost entirely CO2, ninety times more than Earth's, confirmed by Soviet and US spacecraft that landed and measured it. Mars, Jupiter, and Titan give more cases, and the fact that the same theory predicts all of them correctly is the reason to trust it for Earth.

Earth, no greenhouse Earth, actual Venus surface about -18 C about +15 C about 470 C Venus: a runaway CO2 greenhouse, 90x Earth's CO2. Sagan's warning case. CO2 in 1985: 346 ppm to today: 421 ppm
Figure 3. The numbers behind Sagan's 1985 testimony. The greenhouse effect lifts Earth from roughly minus eighteen to plus fifteen Celsius, which makes life possible; Venus shows what a runaway version does. Since he spoke, atmospheric CO2 has climbed from 346 to 421 parts per million.

Sagan's closing is the part the film most wants you to hear, because it is moral, not just physical. Greenhouse warming is an intergenerational problem: because the effects span more than a human lifetime, the temptation is to call it not our problem, not on my term of office, let the next century worry, but the time constants are long, so if you do not act now it is too late later. It is also global: it does no good for one or two industrial nations to act while others, China developing rapidly on its vast coal reserves, generate the problem alone. He names real options, cutting fossil fuel subsidies, solar power, safe fission, and eventually fusion, none of which vent infrared active gases. And he ends on the line that gives the chapter its weight: what this problem requires is "a global consciousness, a view that transcends our exclusive identifications with the generational and political groupings into which by accident we have been born, because we are all in this greenhouse together."

Nietzsche: the man who killed God

"God is dead. God remains dead, and we have killed him." The most quoted line in philosophy, and, the film argues, the most misread. Nietzsche was not cheering atheism. He was diagnosing a crisis and an opportunity. The full passage ends with the real point: "Must we not become gods simply to appear worthy of it." With belief in God collapsing, humans would have to become creators of their own values, which some found liberating and others, the video notes with Oppenheimer's "now I am become death," used to justify atrocity.

Nietzsche was born in 1844 to a line of Lutheran ministers, lost his father to a brain hemorrhage at five and his younger brother six months later, and grew up steeped in Christianity even as he turned from it. At university he discovered Arthur Schopenhauer, whose pessimism held that the will is an aimless, insatiable striving that always wants more and therefore always suffers, an idea Schopenhauer drew from Buddhism. His first book, The Birth of Tragedy, mourned the loss of Dionysian energy, the sensual, spontaneous, emotional side of life named for Dionysus, arguing the West had grown too logical since Socrates and could be revived through art and the music of Wagner, Beethoven, and Bach. His admiration for Wagner curdled, and in Human, All Too Human he turned toward a science grounded outlook and the aphoristic style that suited both his restless mind and his brutal, lifelong illness.

In The Gay Science he declared God dead, taking atheism as a given and focusing instead on the long shadow its absence would cast. Without God, the morals of Judeo Christianity lose their foundation, and the philosophers trying to rationally re justify them are naive. In On the Genealogy of Morality he traced slave morality to the resentment of slaves against masters who had a happiness they could not reach. Masters once judged by good and bad, by exceptionality; slaves inverted it, condemning the masters' values as evil and calling their opposites good, prizing equality, humility, selflessness, and forgiveness. He thought biblical values were not only irrationally founded but psychologically harmful, because guilt works like indebtedness, internalizing into a craving for self punishment that ends in the ascetic priest's victory, where people no longer merely endure pain but thirst after it.

Crucially Nietzsche was not a nihilist, he fought nihilism, because living in a valueless state leads to despair and suicide. He held perspectivism, that we have no access to a god's eye objective truth, only perspectives, so values must be created rather than discovered, almost as an artistic act, and judged by whether they produce a healthier psyche. His central value is affirmation, saying yes to all of life, the pain and joy alike, finding what is necessary beautiful (amor fati). Not hedonism, which treats pain as evil, but the embrace of pain as instrumental, the sickness that lets you appreciate recovery. He tests affirmation with the eternal recurrence: imagine living your exact life over and over forever; can you say yes to your most painful, embarrassing memories. The test pushes you to live a life you would be willing to repeat eternally.

In Thus Spoke Zarathustra the prophet prepares his disciples for the Übermensch, not a race destined to enslave but simply a person who affirms life to its fullest. And affirming all of life means embracing the will to power, the ingrained drive toward growth, strength, and expression, the happiness of overcoming resistance. This is the most controversial piece: it encourages self mastery but seems to license domination of others, which is why many blame Nietzsche for Nazi Germany. The film corrects the record: Nietzsche opposed the big state, nationalism, and antisemitism, refused to attend his sister's wedding to an antisemite, broke with Wagner partly over his hatred of Jews; Hitler read little of him and found his ideas useless. After Nietzsche collapsed in 1889 trying to protect a horse from being whipped, his sister Elisabeth, back from a failed Aryan colony, assembled his notes into The Will to Power with her own agenda.

His other values: truthfulness, brutal honesty about life, balanced against the danger that too much truth breeds nausea and suicide, so he allowed art as a necessary illusion to make life bearable; and pluralism, using many competing perspectives to approach knowledge, "the more eyes, different eyes, we know how to bring to bear, the more complete our objectivity." His values deliberately support and limit one another, which is why they do not form a tidy system. Above all he did not want disciples, telling readers through Zarathustra to "lose me and find yourselves," to become free spirits who create their own values rather than worship his, since fanaticism is the opposite of what he wanted. The film is candid that his obscure, aphoristic style carried real risk and invited misreading, but suggests the ambiguity was almost necessary: had he been concise, people would have taken his word as law, defeating the entire project of self created meaning. His influence runs through Freud and Jung, Alfred Adler's self actualization, the postmodernism of Derrida and Foucault, and the existentialism of Heidegger and Albert Camus, who like Nietzsche urged creating meaning despite life's inherent meaninglessness.

Alan Watts and the illusion of time

The Watts chapter is the most personal, opening with the narrator's own confession: when he started the channel he fixated on the day it would succeed, stopped seeing friends, and even when he did go out spent the whole time daydreaming about a future that would never come, because there is always something bigger to chase. Most of us live this way, haunted by the past, dreading the future, "obsessed with time." But the future and the past do not exist. Only the present does.

A clock measures movement, the Earth's rotation, not time itself; there is only the present, moving forward. The past is reachable only through fallible memory, which grows less accurate each time you recall it and can be edited into believing things that never happened, or through recordings that capture a sliver without the first person feeling. The past is just a previous experience of the present; it does not exist. The future has not happened, forecasts are often wrong, careers rarely go as planned. The ability to bind time, to carve a spear today for tomorrow's mammoth, is exactly what let humans build complex societies and survive, but the price is happiness and peace of mind, because we are too stuck in the future to be at ease now.

The British philosopher Alan Watts called this the big lie: we tell ourselves we will be happy in an imagined future, but when it arrives we are already living in a new imagined future, our minds chasing forward until the body has no pulse. It is a donkey chasing a carrot on a string; from the outside the donkey is foolish, from the inside we see only the carrot. Memory limits the present too, telling us we cannot do something because we could not before, declining offers that conflict with a past based identity, people dying clinging to a self image of self sufficiency tied to a past that does not exist. School trains us to climb the next ladder and treat the present as beneath us; we invent productivity gadgets that promise more time and use them to escape the now, and for fifteen years the smartphone has been the ultimate tool for fleeing the present, filling idle moments with plans, news, and the curated lives of others. Sitting still gives us anxiety because preparing for the future and anxiety are wired together, but we have evolved past the point where survival must always occupy the mind, and relationships, which live entirely in the present, suffer the more we escape it. Even the plans meant to strengthen them, saving for vacations and retirement, are plans for a future moment of presence we will not be present for when it comes.

Watts studied Buddhism, Zen, Daoism, and Hinduism, and distilled them for the West; not a strict scholar, but a prolific writer and lecturer. His focus was Zen, which holds that permanent enlightenment is impossible and the most we can reach is fleeting moments of pure presence called satori, when we are so completely in the present that past and future cannot enter, when we no longer see chairs as chairs but simply see. Words, logic, and schematic thought fail to capture Zen, which is why masters answer questions by raising a finger and Watts would strike a cymbal, demonstrating rather than explaining. Zen is not nothingness but affirmation, direct contact with the mind to give peace, and in it the past and future, being only forms of structured thought, have no way to enter. The lesson: we are not doomed to be stifled by time. Carpe diem, seize the day.

Diogenes: the man who had nothing but changed everything

The Diogenes chapter starts in a classroom in Athens. Parmenides is arguing that motion does not exist: if motion existed the universe would have a beginning and an end, motion would have had to be created from nothing, and nothing comes from nothing. It sounds wise, but of course motion exists, your own life proves it. One student found arguments like this so elaborate they missed the obvious realities of life, so to prove motion exists, he simply got up and walked out. That was Diogenes the cynic, the film calls him the craziest philosopher of all time.

Diogenes was born in the Greek colony of Sinope, in present day Turkey, and lived from roughly 400 to 323 BCE. Where most philosophers were respected sages, he lived in a large ceramic wine jar, begged for food, urinated, defecated, and spat in public, and pleasured himself in the open, on the principle that what is not shameful in private should not be shameful in public. Called a dog and pelted with bones as an insult, he walked over and urinated on them, then asked why a man would be surprised that a dog acts like a dog. He believed philosophers made life harder than it needed to be by inventing rules that block human nature, and that people who blindly follow pointless rules show they have no self mastery. Once, ignored while speaking wisdom, he started making strange noises and instantly drew a crowd, and observed that nonsense draws attention faster than wisdom, which the narrator notes is the state of social media exactly.

The name cynic and his philosophy came from a simple observation: watching a mouse scurry without anxiety for a place to sleep or fear of the dark, he saw that humans need very little to be happy, and that the endless pursuit of wealth led nowhere good, even for philosophers attached to their fame. Cynicism in his sense is the fear that most relationships are transactional, that friends and lovers stay for what they can get. Yet he thought people inherently good and society the corrupting force, and he broke customs not for chaos but to prove a point, usually at the expense of someone's prestige. Asked if life was evil, he said "not life itself, but living an evil life." He claimed to be a king among men despite being effectively homeless, because he felt no need to possess wealth at all. He walked a marketplace with a lantern in daylight saying "I am looking for a man," because no one in Athens was human enough.

His underrated core is self sufficiency and autonomy. He begged in front of statues to get used to rejection, and rolled in hot sand to harden himself against misery, the same logic as a modern cold shower, conditioning yourself against discomfort so that whatever life sends, the warmth of sunlight, the company of a dog, lands as the most beautiful gift imaginable. Even captured and sold into slavery he never considered himself less than the men buying him, reasoning that even slave owners need masters, and when asked what he was good for, replied "ruling over men." His teachings survive only as actions, his writings lost, and the film suggests that may be fitting. He critiqued conventional values, highlighted our growing distance from nature, and used humor, paradox, and shock to provoke thought, deeply influencing the school that followed him, the Stoics.

Charles Bukowski: why you are doomed to the nine to five trap

The Bukowski chapter is the film's labor critique, framed by his line that most people "simply empty out their bodies with fearful and obedient minds." The aching eyes after a day at the screen, jelly legs after a shift at the register, skin gone gray under warehouse lights: the nine to five diminishes morale and humanity, and the question is why we are doomed to it. Charles Bukowski, raised in 1930s Los Angeles amid abuse, poverty, and bullying, fell early into alcohol dependence, failed to launch as a writer in New York, and spent nearly a decade as a postal clerk, a job he detested. His autobiographical novel Post Office launched his career and made him a literary sensation at age 51, and fifteen years later he wrote the famous letter to John Martin about how nine to five work empties the body and drains the worker of any essential life.

The history is sharper than the cliché. The eight hour day came through activism. The Industrial Revolution moved labor out of the home into factories, raising living standards but stretching the workday to ten to sixteen hours and putting children on the floor. Activist Robert Owen proposed a ten hour day, and by 1817 the slogan crystallized: eight hours work, eight hours rest, eight hours recreation. The reform improved conditions and productivity, foremen learning that healthy workers produce more. But the tidy division does not survive reality, the film argues. Your eight recreation hours dissolve into meal prep, commuting, laundry, housework, child care, and errands, and what is left goes to TV, doom scrolling, or games, while smartphones bleed the workday into the night with emails answered in your pajamas, and none of it exempts you from clocking in at nine. Even the self help movement, the film says, secretly optimizes you into a better participant in capitalism, atomic habits and manifestation aimed at professional goals, a point it credits to Jia Tolentino's essay "Always Be Optimizing," where every part of modern life, from workout crazes to salad bars, is geared to produce a more efficient you who is never off the clock.

The dark consequence is "going postal," the wave of US postal shootings in the late 80s and early 90s that killed at least 35 people. The shooters, often middle aged men facing economic anxiety or termination at the peak of their earning years, are called workplace avengers, committing murder by proxy when colleagues become symbolic of the institution that wronged them. The postal service's internal review found no single cause, but one telling finding: rural postal workers were happier than urban ones, because rural workers set their own schedules and decide how to do the job, while urban workers negotiate workload with managers under pressure for maximum efficiency. That one variable, choosing how you complete your work, is a determining factor of happiness, and when profit is king there is no room to restructure work to support people. Bukowski likened work to slavery for this reason, and unless you have generational wealth or accept a monkish life, work is inevitable, often isolating and repetitive, your body a machine generating money, your humanity denied for forty hours a week through cognitive dissonance.

Bukowski escaped only by luck. In 1969 John Martin offered to pay him to quit the post office and write full time; Bukowski wrote, "I have one of two choices, stay in the post office and go crazy, or stay out here and play at writer and starve, and I have decided to starve," then finished his debut novel in his first month and published with Martin's small press for the rest of his life. Since that rescue will not come for most people, the film offers what coping it can: say no to work when you can and protect your work life balance, take your lunch and breaks, refuse unpaid overtime, know your worth, and use unions to enforce rights collectively. Structures are changing, a four day work week trial in New Zealand raised happiness without much productivity loss, and remote work returns commuting time and a sense of control. Above all, reclaim free time that means exactly nothing productive, walking, picnics, reading, staring into space, the alone moments that build a self outside work. You were not put on earth to work; you owe it to yourself to build the best life you can inside the constraints of the nine to five.

Marcus Aurelius and the guiding principles of stoicism

The final chapter is the philosopher king. In 165 CE the Antonine Plague swept the world, claiming as many as 18 million lives and nearly destroying the Roman Empire. Under Marcus Aurelius it survived, and the film attributes that to his Stoic philosophy. Regarded as the last of the five good emperors, a term coined by Machiavelli, he set ego aside during the plague, surrounded himself with talented public servants rather than aristocrats, hired the best physicians, and steadied the economy by canceling debts, selling imperial possessions, and taxing the upper class. When his old friend and general Avidius Cassius declared himself Caesar and rebelled, Marcus waited to give him a chance to come to his senses, then ordered him captured but not killed, saying it is best "to forgive a man who has wronged one, to remain a friend to one who has transgressed friendship."

His philosophy was compiled in Meditations, his private diary, shaped by Seneca and Epictetus. Its keystone is the dichotomy of control: he could not control what happened around him, only how he responded. From it the film draws five lessons.

Stoic lessonWhat Marcus meantThe example
Perception is power"The things you think about determine the quality of your mind." You can dispense with misperception at will.Car won't start, no promotion: anger accomplishes nothing. Train perception not to be moved by what is outside your control.
Refuse imitation"To refrain from imitation is the best revenge." Do not despise the one who despises you.He forgave the rebel Cassius rather than make a brutal example of him.
The obstacle is the wayA rational being turns each setback into raw material, as nature works around every impediment.Struggle builds character and resilience; perceive an obstacle as a test of virtue, not a knockout punch.
Love your fateAmor fati: accept what fate binds you to and love it, wanting nothing to be different.Epictetus, crippled when a master broke his leg, said wish that what happens happens as it does, then you will be happy.
Remember death"You could leave life right now. Let that determine what you do and say and think." Memento mori as motivation, not morbidity.Seneca, ordered by Nero to take his own life, accepted his fate and opened his veins, stoic to the end.
Figure 4. The five lessons the film pulls from Meditations, each anchored to the dichotomy of control. They run from how you read events, through how you treat enemies and obstacles, to loving your fate and using mortality as fuel for a virtuous life.

Marcus's whole reign rested on the first principle. He faced Germanic invasions and internal uprisings he could not alter, and found his real power in how he perceived them, seizing his own mind and making just decisions free of emotional attachment. Despite being one of the most powerful men alive, he kept reminding himself of the fleetingness of his life and of all those who greedily accumulated power and left nothing behind, using mortality as inspiration to live with virtue and gratitude. The film closes the chapter, and the entire anthology, on his line: "Waste no time arguing what a good man should be. Be one." There are things in your control and things that are not. Which will you focus on.

Key takeaways

Chapters

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0:00:00 Countdown 0:00:59 The Man Who Solved Life (Carl Jung) 0:34:41 The Man Who Solved Addiction (Jung on recovery) 1:14:20 The Man Who Invented Therapy and Destroyed Himself (Freud) 1:46:21 The Man Who Fought Death and Won (Dostoevsky) 2:12:19 Carl Sagan: The Man Who Predicted The End of the World 2:29:43 The Story of Nietzsche: The Man Who Killed God 2:58:49 Alan Watts and the Illusion of Time 3:09:00 The Man Who Had Nothing but Changed Everything (Diogenes) 3:19:22 Why You Are Doomed to the 9-5 Trap (Bukowski) 3:30:57 Marcus Aurelius and the Guiding Principles of Stoicism

Notable quotes

Everything that irritates us about others can lead us to an understanding of ourselves. Carl Jung, quoted at 0:35

The greatest tragedy of the family is the unlived lives of the parents. Carl Jung, quoted around 6:00

You see, alcohol in Latin is spiritus, the same word for the highest religious experience as well as for the most depraving poison. Carl Jung to Bill Wilson, quoted around 0:42:00

The aim of all life is death. Sigmund Freud, on the death drive, around 1:33:00

I see that life is everywhere. To be among people, that is the purpose of life. Fyodor Dostoevsky, after his mock execution, around 1:46:00

It once came into my head that if I were desired to reduce a man to nothing, to punish him atrociously, it would be necessary to give his work a character of complete uselessness, even to absurdity. Dostoevsky, The House of the Dead, around 1:54:00

We are all in this greenhouse together. Carl Sagan, to the United States Congress, December 10, 1985

God is dead. God remains dead, and we have killed him. Must we not become gods simply to appear worthy of it? Friedrich Nietzsche, The Gay Science, quoted around 2:30:00

One pays a teacher badly if one always remains nothing but a pupil. Now I bid you to lose me and find yourselves. Nietzsche, Thus Spoke Zarathustra, quoted around 2:53:00

The obstacle is never in the way. The obstacle is the way. Marcus Aurelius, paraphrased from Meditations, around 3:40:00

Do not seek for things to happen the way you want them to. Rather, wish that what happens happens the way it happens. Then you will be happy. Epictetus, quoted around 3:38:00

Waste no time arguing what a good man should be. Be one. Marcus Aurelius, the closing line, 3:42:00

Where it stands

This is a video essay anthology, not a peer reviewed lecture series, and it is honest about that more often than not. To its credit, it names the weak spots itself: that Jung's synchronicity is probably ordinary pattern recognition and that his mysticism cost him scientific credibility, that Freud's death drive and Oedipus complex lack empirical support and that he never analyzed a child, that Nietzsche is endlessly misread and was not the proto Nazi the caricature claims. Those internal corrections are the film at its best.

A few things a careful reader should hold lightly. The chapter titles ("the man who solved life," "the man who solved addiction") promise more closure than nine open questions can deliver; these are competing visions, not solutions, and the film knows it even as the packaging oversells. The Sagan chapter is the strongest because it is almost entirely his own verbatim words and the underlying physics is settled science, the surface temperature of Venus and the rise from 346 to 421 ppm are not in dispute. The historical chapters compress real scholarly debate into clean narrative, the seduction theory and Elisabeth Nietzsche's editing of The Will to Power are both more contested than a single pass can show, and the labor chapter blends documented history (the eight hour day, the postal shootings) with a strong editorial thesis about capitalism that viewers will weigh differently. The transcription also carries small errors in spelling of names that this remake has corrected against the historical record. Taken as what it is, a serious, well sourced tour through how nine very different minds tried to make a life mean something, it earns its three and a half hours. The thread that actually unifies them, stated by half of them in different words, is that meaning is not found lying around in the world but made: by facing yourself, by choosing, by affirming, by controlling what you can. That is a conclusion worth three hours.

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Full transcript
Most people go through life looking for comfort. These men weren't most people. They didn't run from the chaos. They stared into it. Into the madness of the mind, the silence of the stars, the meaning of suffering, and the absurdity of modern life. Some were scientists, some were poets, some were emperors, some lived in gutters. But all of them asked the same impossible question. What does it mean to live well? This is a journey through their minds, their philosophies, and their battles. These are the men who solved life. Carl Jung, a man who believed that truth hides in our dreams, our shadows, and the ancient symbols buried deep within us. He didn't just explore the mind. He tried to map the soul. Everything that irritates us about others can lead us to an understanding of ourselves. Carl Young. Do you ever stop to wonder why certain types of people just instantly piss you off? Maybe it's a kid in class who never stops being cringe or people who sing all the time or a friend who constantly hogs the spotlight. According to the philosophy of Carl Young, there might be something deep within you that's just like that annoying person. It's the part of us that we refuse to see, our shadow. But embracing this part of us might bring forth answers to questions about ourselves we've always had. In this episode, we'll dive into Carl Young's groundbreaking ideas about the human mind, exploring the hidden world of the unconscious. You'll learn how to confront your shadow. Because if you do not, you will slowly become the very thing you despise. Imagine what it takes to be the kind of person willing to spend an entire lifetime digging into the depths of the human mind. Does such a person become more human or do they trade their humanity in the process of finding meaning? All the great thinkers throughout history likely encountered this dilemma as they dug deeper into the human psyche. A man who wasn't spared from that fate is Carl Young, a Swiss psychiatrist and psychoanalyst. Young is pretty well known as a pioneer in his fields, particularly because he did a lot more than study the mind. He mapped it out like an explorer charting unknown territories. His work laid the foundation for some of the biggest ideas in technology today. From personality types to concepts like the inner child. At least that's how textbooks describe him. However, he wasn't some sage who found understanding after a week of meditation to understand why he was able to provide reliable insights for many people. It's best to take a peek into the life that led him down a road that he paved with his own hands and perhaps extra hands some of you may be familiar with. To help guide us through this journey, I've brought along my friend Noah, who will take it over from here. Young was born in 1875 in KZwell, Switzerland. The son of a pastor, Young respected his father, but found that his rigid religious beliefs were too confining to follow into adulthood. This was the first clash between spiritualism and skepticism, planting seeds that would allow him to genuinely explore his eventual fascination with the unconscious mind. Young spent a lot of time alone as a kid, often daydreaming and reflecting on his own thoughts. He later described this period as his first ever encounter with the unconscious, a theme that would go on to dominate his life's work. Originally pursuing medicine, Young had no inclination towards clinical psychology, but an interest in mental illness led him to psychiatry. How this sprung up is fascinating. At some point in his mid30s, Carl Young experienced what he described as a horrible confrontation with the unconscious. One where he saw visions and heard voices. It got to the point where he even began to worry that he was menaced by a psychosis or doing a schizophrenia. It makes you wonder if his knowledge of mental illness wasn't advanced, would he have had the chance to emerge from this confrontation? Or would he have succumbed as another nameless victim of his time? Thankfully, we got the former. Due to these events, in 1900, Young decided to transition into working at the Burke Hololey Psychiatric Hospital in Zurich. It was here that he began studying patients with schizophrenia. This location was also his first encounter with Sigment Freud's work. Soon after looking into Freud's ideas, he made contact with him and the two began exchanging letters. Quickly, the pair gained a friendly and intellectually stimulating relationship. They would often engage in strong debates on Freud's work. And over time, Young rose through the ranks of psychoanalysis and became Freud's protege. He evolved into the man that Freud believed was fit to carry on his legacy. But Young didn't stop at Freud's theories. He expanded on them, sometimes in radical ways. While Freud was fixated on repressed sexual desires and the influence of childhood on individuals, Young believed that the human mind was more than a fleshy storage unit for past traumas. He envisioned the psyche as a self-regulating system that strives to maintain balance and develop itself. He also believed that it consists of three layers. The ego, this is the conscious mind or the part of us that interacts with our world. It's your sense of self. It's the voice that you hear when you're thinking. Like for example, right now, you aware that you're watching this video and that voice in your head is telling you this. The personal unconscious. This is sort of like a personal storage unit for forgotten memories and suppressed emotions. It's highly unique to each person. And finally, the collective unconscious. Now, this is where Young really broke new ground in psychology. This concept is one that is centered on a new approach. One where the personal unconscious is the product of a deep universal layer of unconscious that all humans share. This collective unconscious is filled with the archetypes that can be found among people. In other words, primal symbols and motifs that appear in myths, dreams, and stories across cultures that have never made contact with each other. For example, you'll find some variation of dragons as a myth in cultures located vast oceans away from each other. That's an archetype. However, for Young, these archetypes help to better define human behavior. Among the many archetypes that Carl Young defined, there were four that he identified as the most influential on human behavior. the persona, the mask that we wear in public. It's the version of ourselves that we present to the world, one that's shaped by societal expectations, the shadow, the part of ourselves that we deny, reject, or hide. It's the thing that is behind our repressed desires and impulses, like the culmination of everything that we would never admit that we are. or animus. The inner feminine side within men is thema while the masculine side within women is the animus. To young, integrating either aspects as they apply to genders could lead to a better psychological balance. The self, this is the ultimate goal of young psychology. The self is what represents a union between the conscious and unconscious mind, creating wholeness and individuation. [Music] But before we look further into that, let's take a peek at some of the interesting archetypes proposed by Young. While those four are the most well-known, there are others worth learning about as you dig deeper into Youngian philosophy. An archetype that might quickly grab your attention is the pternos or eternal child. This archetype reflects a person that resists growing up, much like the fictional character Peter Pan. In fact, some psychologists actually refer to it as Peter Pan syndrome. You most likely know a Peter Pan in your life, the person who peaked in high school and can't seem to let the past go. They avoid responsibility and are stuck in a rebellious teen phase. While these people can inspire wonder and creativity, if left unchecked, they can become stuck in a loop of escapism. Often lost in a fantasy version of who they are, unable to put in the work that it takes to make their ideas a reality. If you can relate to this, recognizing the traits of this archetype can be the first step towards personal growth. Another intriguing but less popular archetype is the SunX or wise old man. one that serves as a symbol of wisdom and guidance. You'll often find these figures in dreams or stories as mentors, like for example, Obi-Wan Kenobi in the original Star Wars trilogy. This archetype can help individuals find direction during periods of tough time or uncertainty. Despite finding a tight-knit friendship, the nature of their works mixed with individual brilliance meant that there would be disagreements between Young and Freud. But it wasn't just because of professional disagreements that they grew apart. It was tied to how Freud believed that sexual desires were the primal driver for human behavior. But Young thought that this was far too narrow, maintaining that the idea could go further than that. Young argued that myths, spirituality, and a person's search for meaning played just as important a role in shaping the human psyche. These ideological differences became a rift that never fully healed. With some hard lines drawn, it was clear that Young's departure from Freud's circle was much bigger than a personal matter. It was more like a split between the field of psychology itself. Freud's legacy would eventually evolve into psychoanalysis. Meanwhile, Young carved out a completely new path called analytical psychology. This approach was quite broad, emphasizing the importance of personal growth, simple interpretation, and the internal journey towards self-discovery. Understanding who Young was and how he developed his theories is helpful when looking deeper into the concepts we'll explore later in this video. From shadow work to individuation, the Swiss psychologist's ideas offer a road map for anyone seeking to understand themselves better. But his theories weren't flawless ideas accepted by all psychologists. Toward the end of this episode, we'll take a look at the resistance that Young faced, especially from Freudian circles. For now though, let's take a leap of faith into the shadow where the hidden parts of ourselves await in hope and misery. You're at a party when you meet a loud, attention-seeking person who wants to start a dance circle. You've always disliked when people try to make themselves the main character out in public. You're not quite sure when it started. In some ways, you feel like you've always been this way. You roll your eyes thinking, "I could never be like that." But what if that reaction wasn't a simple bit of annoyance? What if it was a reflection of something hidden and buried deep inside you? This discomfort you may start to feel is a doorway into one of Carl Young's most compelling ideas, the shadow. One of the four core archetypes. Young described the shadow as a part of our psyche where we stuff away traits, emotions, and desires that we find incompatible with who we think we are. It's kind of a psychological junk drawer that holds parts of ourselves that we'd rather not acknowledge. You know that stuff that you never want to see yourself as jealous, greedy, or spiteful. But out of sight doesn't always mean out of mind. The shadow has ways of sneaking into our lives, such as showing up in projections. Like the moment that you see that person at a party, and for a brief moment, you see your repressed qualities in other people. A mother scolds her daughter for being outspoken, confident, and friendly with people. On the surface, it might look like this mom is just a mean and harsh person, but the shadow tells a different story. The mother could have been much like her daughter early on in life, but that changed when she faced rejection for being too much. Growing up in a small town where tall poppy syndrome was a thing, a term used to describe bringing down successful individuals who stand out, she lost a job for outshining her boss, and her friends abandoned her for being a pickme because she was outspoken. With such experience in her youth, the mother buried those parts of herself, learning to value quiet humility instead. Now, seeing her daughter embody that same boldness stirs uncomfortable emotions, and instead of confronting the shadow, she lashes out. Unbeknownst to her, it's not her daughter's behavior she despises, but the echoes of her younger self, a person she works so hard to repress. The greatest tragedy of the family is the unlived lives of the parents. Carl Young. This is how the shadow dances in our lives, slipping through generations and relationships. It's a strong reminder that our judgments often reflect inner wounds, not objective truths. Once we recognize these dynamics in our relationships, empathy can quickly replace frustration. The mother's scolding is more than a harsh reaction. It's an invitation to heal. By acknowledging the hidden parts of ourselves, we soften our edges and inch closer to self-acceptance. But what do we do once we encounter the shadow to young? Confronting this part of ourselves could unlock growth and more self-awareness. This process is known as shadow work. Shadow work isn't a fancy term to lucid dream your way into defeating your inner demons, as cool as that sounds. Instead, it's a bit like befriending the monster under your bed. By facing the parts of us that have only known darkness for so long, we reduce their hold on us and reclaim the energy we once spent suppressing them. In practice, it looks like this. journaling about moments where you had strong emotional reactions, asking yourself, "What part of me is this situation reflecting or working with a therapist trained in yian analysis?" Yes, you can engage with professionally trained therapists on this topic. Modern psychology has embraced shadow work as a tool for healing. And you'll often find therapists who guide patients in exploring unresolved childhood experiences or repeated patterns in relationships. Helping trace these patterns back to unagnowledged parts of their psyche. Even outside of a therapist's office, people tend to use shadow work as a form of personal growth, exploring guided meditations, self-reflection exercises, and even dream analysis. all to engage with their inner self. At its core, the concept of shadow reminds us that growth isn't about becoming a new person. Contrary to the popular advice about reinventing yourself, shadow work encourages us to move closer to wholeness by embracing the light and dark sides within us. Do you ever walk into a crowded room filled with conversation and laughter, yet you feel like a ghost? You're present but unseen. It's like everyone else is plugged into something greater and you're not. Instead, you stand apart, disconnected. This peculiar loneliness, this sensation where you're surrounded but unknown, is one that points to something much deeper than mere isolation. To Carl Young, it reveals a fragmented self, longing for integration. The antidote to this, individuation. Now, individuation sounds like a fancy word to justify selfisolation. If you listen closely, though, it might just help you discover ways for you to be your most authentic self among others. In many ways, individuation is a lifelong process of becoming your true self. It's the process that people go through as they achieve a distinct and stable personality. It's not really about self-improvement, at least not in the conventional sense. With individuation, you're not adopting new habits or polishing aspects of yourself that you consider weak. Instead, it centers on uncovering and integrating the most desperate parts of yourself. You know, the thing in you that sees something and makes you automatically think, "I'd never do that in a million years." The ego, the shadow, thema/animus, and the self are all integral to this delicate dance within. Once these elements are aligned, we are able to step a little closer to wholeness. However, if they are rejected or ignored, we drift further away from our essence. This amplifies feelings of alienation. And the worst part about that is constantly trying to fill the hole with things that will never truly fix you. Individuation isn't a one-sizefits-all solution, but with it, you stand a chance to handle your inner turmoil with strengths you haven't truly realized are there. Loneliness is often a signal that this inner work is being neglected. Because of that, we attempt to fill this void externally by seeking attention, admiration, and validation. We start to hold on to the hope that if others notice us, maybe the ache inside will subside. Social media doesn't help with this tendency either, encouraging main character energy where one's life is curated for an audience. We slowly become performers in our own stories, desperate for validation and applause. Yet, Young argues that this pursuit is hollow. How is this possible? For one, individuation teaches that fulfillment doesn't come from being seen, but from seeing ourselves and others with clarity. Mix that with a healthy dose of compassion and things start to make a lot more sense. Let's use this example. You scroll through your Instagram feed, occasionally pausing when you're looking at a perfectly curated life of an acquaintance. As you stare intensely at their photos, you feel a twinge of envy arising. Rather than dismissing this bitter emotion in embarrassment, consider this moment as an invitation to experience individuation. What could be the unmet desire or repressed quality that this envy highlights? Do you envy their holiday photos because you're secretly longing for adventure? Do you talk down about them returning to their ex for the third time because you're secretly scared nobody loves you enough to want to keep trying? Do you have secondhand embarrassment for their weird Tik Tok videos because you've had to keep up an appearance of being put together? All it comes down to is the parts of yourself that have gone unnoticed. Individuation asks you to sit with these feelings in totality. No judgment, just you looking in the mirror and unraveling the messages held within your discomfort. This process of turning inward is what helps cultivate a richer connection to the self. In a paradoxical way, it also lessens loneliness. As we engage in deep self-reflection, we grow and become better equipped to engage with the world authentically. Slowly, the need for external validation fades, and it's replaced by a cool, quiet confidence, one that is entirely rooted in self-awareness. A practical approach to individuation and by extension combating loneliness involves shifting our focus outward. Now, sure, this may seem counterintuitive, but by noticing others constantly striving to be noticed, we dissolve the barriers that isolate us. So, the next time you're outside, instead of thinking about how depressing it is that you don't have many friends, try something new. Living outside of your own head, consider striking up a genuine conversation with someone who often fades into the background. the types of people that you'd think of as NPCs, a delivery guy or a shop owner. Nothing too crazy, just a little bit of human connection. Pay attention to the unnoticed details of their story. By building a habit out of a simple act, you can experience some transformative changes in your own life. As you learn to see others deeply, we mirror that same sort of attention inwards, fostering the same recognition within ourselves. It all starts to make sense once you draw it out in your own head. If there are parts of you that aren't ever seen as relevant within your own self, you're likely using a similar level of harshness in how you judge other people to some extent. Young believed that solitude was an essential ingredient in individuation, but it's not the loneliness that happens when you're disconnected from the world around you. Instead, it's the solitude that exists when you're in tune with the unconscious mind. Through constant practices like meditation, journaling, and creative expression, we're able to engage with the hidden parts of our psyche, allowing the unconscious mind to finally speak. These solitary moments are what weave together the fractured aspects of the self, drawing us ever closer to psychological wholeness. To begin this journey, here are some practical steps worth looking into. Engaging in creative outlets. Creativity is often overlooked in the journey towards self-improvement. But being familiar with who you are and how your mind prefers to express itself is crucial. Art, music, and writing are the sorts of things that bypass our ego's defenses. Allowing hidden aspects of ourselves to surface. Forget about producing a masterpiece. Instead, create for the sake of exploration. It's the journey or process itself where the true value lies. Therapeutic exploration. Yian analysis or other depth oriented therapies are strong sources for a sense of structure towards individuation. A trained therapist can guide you in steps like engaging with the shadow, uncovering projections you've held towards other people, and integrating unconscious material. Practicing mindfulness. When you're able to carve out moments of stillness every day, it'll go a long way in getting you comfortable with being yourself. It also allows you to reflect on emotional triggers, recurring conflicts, or intense reactions. Asking yourself, "What part of me is being activated here?" is a helpful way to unlock some profound insights. Building authentic connections. Individuation thrives in a relationship. This goes beyond the romantic side of things and into communities or friendships where vulnerability is encouraged. By sharing your inner world with others, you can accelerate individuation, revealing hidden strengths and blind spots within. Journaling emotions and dreams. Dreams are seen as the language of the unconscious. They offer clues about neglected parts of our psyche. When you keep a journal by your bed and quickly write down your dreams upon waking, you'll gain some cool insights. Over time, symbols and patterns start to emerge, pointing to areas of yourself in need of integration. Instead of viewing life as some sort of performance, you start to fully inhabit it. The loneliness fades not because the external world shifts, but because you're able to deepen a relationship with yourself. You start to recognize that the connections you seek outwardly are at their core a reflection of the connections that you've cultivated within. Young's perspective on individuation isn't some far-fetched ideal meant for philosophers or mystics. It's for the everyday person. A practical path laid bare for anyone willing to engage with their inner landscape. While the journey is sure to be solitary at times, it leads us back to the collective, making us more connected, whole, and a lot more at peace with who we really are. Although Carl Young has proven himself to be a helpful voice in the field of psychology today, his influence hasn't been met without a healthy amount of skepticism. Concepts like the shadow, archetypes, and the collective unconscious have helped to shape psychotherapy, pop culture, and literature. Yet, critics have had one specific issue with the philosophy. And the issue in question is the metaphysical nature of Young's theories. To put it simply, there are a lot of people who feel that Young's work can't really be tested with science or put in practical terms. If we truly want to fully appreciate this iconic philosopher's work, it's essential to explore his strongest criticisms and the debates they've ignited within psychology as a whole. It's well established that Young was seen as Freud's protege and potential successor. Both agreed on a lot, especially in their interests in the unconscious mind. As we noted earlier, their philosophical paths eventually diverged and this led them to some significant theoretical clashes. Freud, who is known for a psychoanalytical framework, emphasized the importance of sexual drives and repressed desires as the primary forces that shape human behavior. Creating a model of the psyche, he believed that our behavior revolved around the id, ego, and superego, painting an image of humanity that's largely driven by our early childhood experiences. For Young, he proposed a broader, more spiritual view of the unconscious. Instead of focusing solely on the personal feelings of repression, he introduced the collective unconscious as an idea, using it as a collection of shared archetypes and symbols that our species inherited from our ancients. Critics believe that Young's departure from Freud's beliefs pushed him in a direction that was much more imaginative than his old friend. However, it also lacked the empirical foundations that were emphasized and maintained by Freud. By choosing to focus on symbols, myths, and dreams, Yian psychology felt too out there, and some considered it to be in speculative territory. Now, the biggest part of Yian philosophy that raises eyebrows is his mysticism. This is a person who was never one to shy away from astrology, alchemy, or religious symbolism. Young was ready to explore the human psyche in ways that had never been done before. This further cemented his reputation as a thinker who constantly straddled the line between metaphysics and psychology. Some interesting things about Young include his belief in synchronicity, the idea that coincidences always have a meaningful connection. He also used tarot cards and an Iching, an ancient Chinese text that functions similarly to tarot. These resources helped Young better understand the psyche. But he also drew sharp criticism from numerous contemporary psychologists who preferred to be more grounded in empirical research. Some argue that Young's embrace of mysticism tends to detract from his work's credibility. Modern psychology is something that prioritizes constant results that are repeatable with tests and datadriven methods. Meanwhile, with young analysis, there's a lot of emphasis on subjective experience, which means that it struggles to meet the criteria set out by modern standards. There are critics like Richard Null, an award-winning author known for the Young Cult, the origins of a charismatic movement, who believe that Young's approach is a quasi spiritual movement rather than a scientific discipline. even going further to claim that Young's approach is similar to that of a religious leader, not a psychologist. This mystical quality, which is often the subject of criticism for Young, is also what makes him so appealing. The innate willingness to engage with the unknown and explore the mind is something that resonates with certain types of people. You know, the sort of people who seek meaning beyond the confines of materialism. For many, Youngian psychology is what offers a bridge between science and spirituality. It addresses questions of purpose, transformation, and identity, the things that psychological models tend to overlook. Another common critic of Carl Young's work lies in the complexity it brings, yet there aren't many practical ways to apply them. When you take a look at concepts like the enema and animus, individuation and the shadow, there's this abstract way that they are described. This makes it difficult for the average person to implement in their daily life or fully grasp. Unlike something along the lines of cognitive behavioral therapy, which is a form of treatment that uses clear, structured techniques when addressing mental health issues, in young analysis, things tend to feel slowm moving or for a niche audience. With individuation, there's a strong belief that it's an essential element for psychological growth. Yet, it lacks any clear or actionable steps. Critics argue that without any concrete methods, young therapy is really just a type of introspective exercise that yields basically no tangible progress. In clinical settings, this ambiguity can get frustrating for patients seeking immediate relief from their psychological distress. In the 21st century, you'll notice that Youngian psychology has evolved quite a lot. Some practitioners have attempted to ground some of Carl's ideas into contemporary research. Neuroscience is a field that has started to show interest in the role of the unconscious, particularly in the ideas like the unconscious mind and its role in influencing patterns of behavior. This heavily echoes Young's notion of archetypes. Yet, we also have some modern psychologists like Jordan Peterson who draws heavily from Youngian ideas in his writings and lectures. He also has faced a lot of criticism for oversimplifying or misrepresenting Young's more nuanced theories. Peterson's take on concepts like the shadow has introduced Young to wider audiences, but it has also sparked a debate on whether or not these simplifications dilute the richness of Young's original work. One thing Yungian psychologists can't seem to shake away from is this portrayal of the animus. Arguments are often made about the description of these inner figures as they tend to reinforce gender stereotypes. On one side, femininity is seen as emotional and passive, while masculinity is represented as strength and logic. While Youngian analysts point towards the fluid and constantly evolving nature of these archetypes, critics argue that such frameworks actually risk promoting outdated notions of gender roles. Despite the strong criticisms, Young's work continues to prove valuable. His theories invite exploration into the inner world in ways that extend beyond diagnosing symptoms. Instead of feeling like a checklist, Young and Psychology encourages a holistic approach to mental health. Although some of his ideas can't withstand scientific scrutiny, they still offer tools for self-discovery and artistic inspiration. On a deeper level, criticisms of Young mirror the dualities that he sought to explore in his work, especially relating to science versus spirituality. Young's greatest contribution doesn't lie in providing definitive answers to questions, but rather promoting us to ask much deeper questions about the nature of the human mind and the mysteries shaping our existence. Carl Young's ideas didn't fade out with the 20th century. No, they've woven themselves into the very fabric of today's art, pop culture, and psychology. His exploration of archetypes and the collective unconscious play a major role in the way stories are told and how we understand ourselves. In cinema, we can easily see this impact on some of the most iconic works of our time. Directors like Christopher Nolan, George Lucas, and David Lynch have openly drawn from Youngian philosophy to craft complex and symbolic narratives. The hero's journey storytelling structure popularized by mythologist Joseph Campbell, himself, a devout student of Young, is the basis of countless blockbusters ranging from Star Wars to the Matrix. These stories resonate so deeply with audiences because they mirror the archetypes and patterns described by Young in his work. This philosophy is so relatable, it helps pop culture by reflecting humanity's shared psychological experiences. Outside of film, Young's ideas are solidified in music, literature, and even video games. The concept of a battle between light and dark, a search for self-actualization, and an integration of the shadow are recurring themes found in countless creative works. Artists usually channel the unconscious to make their best work, transforming personal and collective symbols into expressions that are understood universally. Now that we live in an era of identity exploration and increased mental health awareness, taking a look at Young's emphasis on individuation feels more relevant than ever. His work offers something beyond simple insights. Instead, it's a map for those seeking meaning in an increasingly fragmented world. This is the brain of around 53 million Americans who in 2023 were diagnosed with a substance use disorder. On the left is someone who can enjoy a drink or a high and walk away. While the one on the right can't because for them, the craving just doesn't stop even when the substance is actively harming them. But this isn't just about drugs or alcohol. At the core of addiction is something that all of us struggle with. Compulsion, escapism, and negative patterns that we can't seem to break. Why does this happen? And more importantly, what can we do about it? To answer that question, I studied the psychology of addiction, searched through the latest neuroscience, but the answer I found was much older than you might think. What if addiction isn't just about chemicals or choices, but about meaning and wholeness? Addiction used to be a dirty word. People who struggled with substance abuse would suffer in silence alone. Families were ashamed, unsure of how to feel about their loved ones who seem to be plagued with unsolvable problems. Students were taught that they could just say no through academic programs that shaped addiction as a choice. But now we know the reality is much more complicated. Still though, addiction feels like a reality that's difficult to talk about, even though its root cause might be a lot more common than many of us would like to believe. Have you ever tried to stop doing something, even if it's just something small, and then realized you couldn't? Um, for instance, uh, you tell yourself you won't check your phone after 10 p.m., but there you are scrolling again. Or you've sworn off caffeine or junk food, but it keeps pulling you back. >> Yeah, definitely. Um, especially the the junk food part is definitely something that I've I've seen, you know, come up again and again. And I guess my question has always been, even if I know that these things aren't good for me, like my brain knows these things aren't good for me, but yet it's still my brain that can't stop craving them. Um, I've always wondered like what is that disconnect between, you know, these cravings and basically the functional brain saying, "Okay, I don't need this thing." You know, and that's something I've always wish to understand. That feeling of being at odds with yourself might not be a full-blown addiction, but it does give us a glimpse. For most people, the brain tends to self-regulate. And if you try hard enough, that craving can fade, but addiction is a lot different. Addiction is like a hijacking of the brain. These substances basically take over the brain and completely rewire its natural learning system. They reprogram the brain to obsess over and pursue these substances even when it's actively causing harm. And while that first drink or sniff might be voluntary, what happens next often isn't. The person becomes trapped in some kind of psychological prison. Drugs stimulate the brain's reward system, especially a part of the brain called the nucleus acumins by causing a surge in dopamine, our neurotransmitter that relates to motivation and pleasure. That surge of dopamine then fixates your attention on the substance that you're using. With repeated use, those dopamine surges in the hyperactivation of the reward system keep you coming back for more without any control. Our preffrontal cortex governs judgment, self-control, and decision-making. Connections to that part of the brain get weakened when someone is struggling with addiction. Their ability to choose or delay the gratification of using drugs is impaired. After reading and understanding all of this, I still wasn't satisfied. Sure, all of this explains how addiction works from a neurological point of view, but it still didn't explain why it happens in the first place. Why is the brain who is so good at ensuring its own survival suddenly create this psychological trap and why is it so difficult to break out of it? During my research into all of this, I discovered Carl Young. Now, have you heard of the psychologist Carl Young? >> Oh, yeah. I have actually. I know that he used to work with Freud u and I know a lot about like Freudian psychology. So, yeah, that's how that's how I know him. What does he have to do with addiction? >> He worked on addiction uh quite extensively, but he's done a lot more than that. As I was doing the research for this video, I discovered that even his ideas on addiction go a lot deeper than even um like basic neuroscience. Jung believed that people struggling with addiction were often seeking deeper connection or fulfillment that they thought they would find through substances or addictive behaviors. In a famous letter with Bill Wilson, the founder of Alcoholics Anonymous, Young suggested that alcoholism stemmed from a spiritual thirst. He wrote, "You see, alcohol in Latin is spiritus. The same word is used for the highest religious experience as well as for the most depriving poison." Jung thought that addiction could only be solved through a spiritual awakening, which is why many of his ideas on addiction recovery have to do with a sort of spiritual journey. The main part of which is something he refers to as confronting your own shadow. Do you ever feel like there's a part of yourself that you can't reach? Like you're doing certain things and you're just saying to yourself, "Wow, I I cannot believe I just did that. That is not who I am." um you know there are certain things that that you do and you just you know you feel like was that me who did that thing you know and and I think what's even worse is that you end up like in this place of of shame um and just feeling really bad about the thing that you did and just trying to like hide it as much as possible not even from anyone else but like from yourself in a way and you kind of want to just put it in the back mind in somewhere that you even you can access. So yeah, it's it's it's a very strange experience, >> but that's actually what Carl Jung would call your shadow. Uh the shadow is the repressed parts of ourselves, uh desires, fears, and unresolved traumas. Um our conscious self, which he refers to here as the ego, refuses to accept the shadow and actually keeps the shadow buried. The ego is shaped by socialization and your personal decisions. Whereas the shadow is um more kind of what the ego wants to exclude or or or get rid of. It wants to disown it, you know. Um but you know, the irony is always that the more you try to suppress the shadow, the more it fights to get its own way to kind of operate on its own. Addiction isn't always about substances. Sometimes it's the subtle daily compulsions like checking your phone every few minutes that quietly rewires your brain. We often think we're in control until we try to stop. But not everything about our phones is inherently bad. In fact, when I started understanding how addiction works, I realized I could take back control by being intentional with my screen time, one of the best decisions I made was replacing doom scrolling with learning. Real active learning. That's where Brilliant, the sponsor of today's episode, completely changed the game for me. Instead of passively watching lectures, you learn on Brilliant by solving puzzles, interacting with concepts, and building intuition. 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But if the shadow is ignored, Young warned, it can dominate your whole personality, leading to addiction, compulsion, narcissism, and even violence. The ignored shadow can also cause prejudice or moralistic superiority. It fuels extremism both within ourselves, but also in our society. A repressed shadow is just as much a breeding ground for addiction as it is for an authoritarian movement. Young felt that addiction could be an attempt to escape or soothe the discomfort caused when the shadow starts to rear its head. Instead of confronting those painful feelings or traumas, addiction offers a way to push them back down. Substances or behaviors can act as numbing agents against this psychic pain. Instead of doing the often painful inner work of facing one's shadow, someone may turn to substance abuse instead. Jung saw all this as evidence of the split psyche between the ego and the shadow. When a person becomes addicted, the ego is no longer in charge and the shadow begins to express itself through substance abuse. Someone struggling with addiction might say it wasn't me or I don't know why I acted like that. Jung tells us that they are probably right. It wasn't the part of themselves that they know their ego. It was their unconfronted shadow taking center stage, which can be a very jarring and very dangerous experience. Addiction doesn't just stem from the shadow, but it becomes a part of the shadow as well. The behaviors and consequences of substance use like lying, stealing, or harming others are often shameful and even further repressed, which according to Jung increases the psychic split between ego and shadow. The more a person judges or hates the addicted part of themsself, the more it is banished to the shadow and the stronger the shadow becomes and the more substances the person needs to numb that ever growing pain. It is a vicious cycle of hurt. This is why confronting the shadow is a key step in overcoming addiction. Shadow work helps individuals own all pieces of themselves, including those unwanted parts like anger, envy, and grief. In recovery, people find their authentic whole selves. But it takes a strong ego to confront and integrate the shadow without being overwhelmed by it. Shadow integration can be used in addiction recovery through techniques like journaling or creative expression to explore repressed feelings or memories. Dreamwork to understand the symbols of chaos or the unknown and therapy focused on reintegrating the rejected parts of the self. As destructive as the shadow can be in the cycle of addiction, it also contains a lot of positive potential like unrealized talents or creativity that were suppressed alongside these unwanted traits. Sometimes the more creative or complex pieces of our psyche are lumped in with the dark and traumatized ones, so we learn to repress them all the same. For people with substance abuse disorder, this repression can be even more pronounced. But when the shadow is confronted in recovery, those creative instincts can manifest in incredible ways. Young refers to those pieces as the golden Have you ever thought about how our lives, how they reflect stories found in ancient myths or religious texts like the uh Bible or the Quran? Yeah. Um, as someone who, you know, grew up in the church, so I read a lot of of Bible in in in Sunday school and as an adult, I started to learn, you know, about other religions and cultures, even my own. And one of the interesting things that I found is that you kind of almost get these sort of recurring characters who have a names, but they kind of do very similar things. So you'd you you'd almost always have like a savior type of person, like a trickster and and you just have like these different personalities. So yeah, that's something that's always like intrigued me honestly. >> Yeah, I mean that's that's really insightful because uh surprise surprise. Uh Jung talks about those. He refers to them as archetypes. Uh now archetypes are universal patterns or symbols within our collective consciousness. Um a few examples we have the hero, the mentor, uh the lover, the trickster. Jung actually suggests that these archetypes play roles in the dynamics of addiction. And you can actually view addiction as a mythological arc uh like in these stories. In the beginning, the person is the orphan or the rebel feeling alienated. The orphan tries substances to fit in. The rebel wants to go against the grain and might try substances because it's a way to act out and rebel. Then that person falls deeper into addiction and loses control. Jung associated this stage of addiction with the trickster using substances to manipulate their own reality. The trickster is a chaotic, deceitful, and clever force that disrupts order and plays with its boundaries. In the journey into addiction, this manifests in different ways. One might rationalize their consumption by saying, "Oh, just one drink won't hurt." Or they may deceive others in their lives by hiding their use or manipulating people. They may also find a sense of confidence at this point by skirting consequences and always landing on their feet for a while. From here the person has developed a substance abuse disorder and embodies the archetypes of the shadow as we discussed or the destroyer. This stage is marked by chaos, a loss of control, shame, and destruction. Relationships will fall apart. Physical health will begin to fail. One might lose their job or their general sense of responsibility. Eventually, they hit what is often known as rock bottom. In this stage of hitting rock bottom, the person reflects the archetypes of the wounded healer finding themselves with a sense of hopelessness, grief, and surrender to the substance abuse disorder. The wounded healer is based on the myth of Chiron and suffers deeply but eventually transforms that suffering into healing. We can see this happen in real time with many people who recover from addiction going on to become counselors, sponsors, or therapists. They heal through their own wounds. From there, one can become the wise old man or woman and ultimately the hero, providing spiritual insight during and after their recovery. These archetypes are associated with transformation and giving meaning to not only their own lives but the lives of others. Jung felt that using these archetypes can add meaning to the process of addiction and recovery. He believed that addiction is not random but deeply symbolic. Viewing addiction through archetypes reframes the suffering as purposeful and not shameful, as a journey that one can go through and not a lifelong sentence that one must endure. Archetypes can help people struggling with addiction understand the invisible forces driving their behavior and give names and references to their struggles. Substance abuse, Jung thought, is often the soul's misguided dream and archetypes offer a map to wake up, return to life, and heal. >> So far, I understand a lot of Young's ideas on how they show up during addiction and even recovery. Uh but just like stepping away from from his ideas for a little bit, I wanted to I wanted you to sort of explain to me the neuroscientific aspect of it like when we actually look at these two brain scans, what's the real tangible difference between them? >> That's that's a great question. So while young saw addiction as he he saw it as like a spiritual crisis, brain scientists and neuroscientists describe it more as a disorder of learning and habit. Addiction rewires the brain, especially the parts that deal with reward and decision-m. And how that works is our brains are always learning. That's that's a process called neuroplasticity. It's um it's essentially your brain's ability to change based on our experiences. It's how we learn to say ride a bike or play instruments or remember people's name. But in addiction, that same learning ability actually goes in the wrong direction. So the brain starts to focus on one thing and and that happens to be the drug and it learns to obsess over it. So at first the the drug floods the brain with dopamine and that's the really that's the feelgood chemical that we get, you know, when we see a sunrise or, you know, after a really good jog, you feel great. And drugs cause the brain to flood with dopamine. And obviously the brain loves that and we love that. So the brain begins to build stronger and stronger pathways so it can chase that feeling again. So over time it actually starts to um it it eats away at other interests like uh music, relationships or heck even food. And instead the brain starts to become really laser focused on just that one thing. And it's getting more and more of that substance because it wants more and more of that dopamine. But it doesn't even stop there. Um, certain people, places, or or things or even emotions actually, they get tied up with that drug, with that dopamine rush. And just seeing that person, place or feeling that emotion can trigger a craving. And eventually the brain gets stuck in a really, really awful loop. And that's when addiction stops being about a choice and it starts being a compulsion. One thing that both Jung and modern neuroscience agree on though is that addiction isn't a failure of character. It's a powerful habit the brain has been trained into. And like any habit, it can be unlearned. But it takes time, support, and a lot of relearning to rebuild those pathways. And that brings us to a bigger question, one that shapes how we treat addiction and how we fund its research and even how we judge the people who suffer from it. Is addiction a disease or a disorder? Is there really a difference? >> Well, actually, uh, there is. So, imagine that you're looking at two houses on your street and one of them has this huge gaping hole in the side and the damage is obvious. You know, there's the the shingles are falling off and you you know as soon as you look at it what's wrong. Now, there's a second house uh right next to it. And the second house looks like it's off. Make no mistake, it you know, you can't quite place what it is, but you know there's something wrong with it. And so if you were asked to fix one of these houses, which one would be easier to fix? >> Um, definitely the one with the walls broken in. Um, even though it sounds like a lot more work, I think just the fact that I know exactly what is wrong from just looking at it means that I also know what to fix. With the second one where you said like I don't really know what's off, like I feel like that's going to take a lot more time to figure out first what's wrong before like figuring out how I can fix it. So definitely the first one the walls broken in. >> That's essentially the difference between a disease and a disorder. So uh describing a disease it usually means that there's something wrong physically like there's something damaged physically. There's a structural change in the body or the brain and that change can produce symptoms and the treatment for a disease is usually pretty direct uh whether it's medication uh surgery or or some kind of intervention you know. But a disorder on the other hand is a lot more subtle and that's the house where you can tell something's off but you're not sure what. It's a functional disruption and uh it means that things aren't quite working the way they should but nothing really looks obviously broken and that can mean that the symptoms or or even the causes and therefore the treatments are a lot harder to define. There has been a debate about whether addiction is a disease or a disorder. Many institutions like the American Medical Association and the National Institute on Drug Abuse define addiction as a chronic brain disease. But some researchers, clinicians, and philosophers argue that calling addiction a disorder more accurately captures its psychological behavior and social dimensions. Addiction changes brain function not because the brain is broken physically but because someone's normal processes have gone ary. While addiction changes the brain, the brain is neuroplastic. So these changes are not irreversible as they are in many other diseases. Perhaps the most convincing argument that addiction is a disorder and not a disease is that to label it a disease indicates that someone is simply at the mercy of their own biology as they would be if they got cancer or diabetes. But we know that behavior plays a major role in how people who struggle with substance abuse recover. In many cases, changes in behavior and mindset can lead to a full recovery. The main takeaway here, whether you want to think of addiction as a disease that creates a structural biological problem or a disorder that affects someone's functionality, is that people can recover from it. But stopping use is only one part of that recovery. Crucially, recovery also relies on neuroplasticity. Those in recovery have to find new behaviors and experiences that can rewire the brain towards healthier habits. To heal from addiction, the brain must form new connections and weaken old ones. This can be done by building new habits like exercise and therapy. Reconnecting with natural rewards like an amazing meal or playing fetch with your dog, developing emotional regulation and stress tolerance when things get tough, and practicing mindfulness, which has been shown to enhance neuroplasticity. Labeling addiction might help some people navigate it, but what's important to remember is that recovery is possible. It is shifting things around in that house to make it livable again. This is where Carl Youngung's philosophy offers a more practical approach to healing. Addiction and substance abuse from a Yungian perspective are not just behavioral or biological disorders. They are signs of a disrupted or blocked individuation process. There are several elements that all of us but especially those with substance abuse disorder have to reconcile. One is the ego or our conscious mind. This is our sense of identity. Individuation starts when the ego recognizes that it is not the whole self but just part of the larger psyche. Then there's the personal unconscious which is the layer of ourselves that contains forgotten memories, repressed emotions and experiences that are unique to us and only us. Individuation requires that we confront and integrate this unconscious. This can happen through methods like reflection in the form of journaling or meditation or dreamwork where we analyze symbols and stories that come up in our And then we have the shadow, which we now know is all the traits that the ego has rejected or repressed. A major step in individuation, especially for those dealing with addiction, is facing the shadow without fear or judgment and reclaiming its energy in a conscious, meaningful way. Addictive behavior can be understood as a symbolic search for inner wholeness. For men, this might mean accepting vulnerability, emotional depth, and relational sensitivity. For women, this could be embracing confidence, rationality, and assertive self-expression. It's not about the binary of gender, but a guide towards emotional balance that often gets thrown out of whack during this cycle of addiction. And then there's the self. The self is the central archetype of wholeness, the totality of psyche, both conscious and unconscious. It is the guiding force behind individuation which is often symbolized by wise figures or spiritual experiences. When the individuation process is stalled or avoided as is often the case in a struggle with addiction, the individual may feel empty, fragmented, anxious, or depressed or or disconnected to any sense of purpose. Substances offer a temporary escape or counterfeit version of this wholeness. Since addiction can seem like wholeness, it cuts someone off from individuation. The person with substance abuse disorder gets so deep in the addiction cycle that they then think that they are whole, but really they're just pushing away any intention to explore their inner selves. The addiction cycle seeks comfort and escape, suppresses inner life, and is driven by compulsion and results in a loss of identity. On the other hand, the individuation process seeks truth, engages with the inner life, is guided by meaning and self-awareness, and allows people to emerge as their authentic selves with an understanding of their true identity. Recovery is, according to Jung, a process of becoming whole through self-awareness and resolving internal conflict, as in the 12 steps of Alcoholics Anonymous, which Jung influenced. Recovery often involves surrender to a higher power. Most people think of this as a religious experience and the higher power as a deity, but that doesn't have to be the case. In fact, in most cases, this higher power is seen as the inner wisdom or the self. I think what I'm learning here is that Young really knew his stuff. If he understood this much about addiction hundreds of years ago, why isn't everything he said taken as, you know, fact by modern neuroscience? A lot of what Young has said about addiction does really help with addiction recovery and a lot of it has been applied. The problem with a lot of what Young has said is there isn't a lot of data or evidence to support a lot of his theories. One of the biggest examples of this is actually his theory of synchronicity. Have you ever experienced it's it's a phenomenon where you dream about a friend and then you wake up and you check your phone and right there it's you get a text from them or you've had a song stuck in your head and then you hear it three times in one day like you know really like too much to be a coincidence. >> Um yeah, all time. Um I remember uh there was a time that I wanted to to buy a car and once I had made a choice on like the car I wanted I just started seeing the model everywhere. It was like the whole city had the car I wanted to buy. So, uh, Jung actually had a word for that and it's synchronicity and it refers to meaningful coincidences that show a connection between our inner world, say the example that I used of of dreaming or your example of wanting to buy a car or a certain kind of car and external conflicts. In addiction recovery, people often report moments of synchronicity, which fascinates me. They're they're um unexpected events guiding them towards sobriety and transformation. Uh again these coinc coincidental events that are kind of giving them that push towards um recovery and uh where that comes from is Jung was very influenced by Taoism and Eastern philosophy especially the Iching. It was a Chinese divination text which assumes that the universe is interconnected through patterns of meaning. Unlike western medicine and western kind of logic where uh cause and effect are very much the view of reality. East the eastern worldview embraces patternbased thinking and more symbolic resonance if that makes any sense to you. Now, one example that Jung co-opted of synchronicity is a story that he would repeatedly tell about a uh it was a scarab um in ancient Egypt and they were they were the symbol of rebirth and transformation and the cycle of life. Now uh this actually happened to Jung. He was seeing a patient who was describing a dream involving a golden scarab. Um it was a golden scarab and at that exact moment an actual scarablike beetle struck Young's window. So it's pretty crazy. He was just thinking about it and then it happens. So he opened up the window and caught the beetle and presented it to his the patient who was like absolutely stunned that they were just talking about this and suddenly there's this beetle. And that appearance of the beetle as she was describing the dream about a beetle broke through her resistance to therapy and then she was ready to start her um her healing journey which uh you know obviously was amazing enough for Young to build an entire theory off of. And um Jung claims that in fact we all all of us experience this uh all the time in our daily lives. Um so we we talk about a friend we haven't seen in years and the next day you know there they are on the street. Uh we quote a line from a movie and suddenly the movie shows up first on our on our recommended um moments like it feels kind of fun when these moments happen. It's surprising and you feel like oh am I tapping into the Matrix or something like that. But the problem is with this theory and with a few of Yung's theories is there's again really no data to support that this isn't just our brains regular pattern recognition at work. >> Yeah. Like honestly as you were talking about it and as I was thinking about it as well that's kind of what was going through my head. It kind of just feels like when you consciously think about something your brain starts to focus more on it. Like with the cars for example, I don't know if I would necessarily say there were actually more cars there. Um I just think it's because my brain was now focused on this one particular car. I started recognizing it a lot more compared to the other cars. >> I think there's a certain degree of just our own biases that we put on our experiences of synchronicity. But on the other hand, um our experience of synchronicity can also support the process of individuation. And um it sort of acts like a guide or nudges us towards this path of self-realization. We have to take control for ourselves in our lives by making room for our whole selves. And this nudge can be really helpful in addiction and in addiction recovery. And it can act as a turning point for a lot of people like you know the scarab how it broke through that patient's emotional barriers for therapy. She said, "Oh, nope. You know what? I've seen the signs. Let's move on." And that that can happen for a lot of people. These moments of synchronicity often happen right after a person bounces back from hitting rock bottom. Um you might run into uh you know an old friend in recovery just after contemplating dipping back into your addiction. Um you you might get an offer of help from a stranger at just the right time or or you know what you you're reading a book or a quote seems to leap off the pages and apply directly to what you are currently experiencing. And Jung believed that those moments weren't random. He thought that they were actually orchestrated by the self, uh, the deeper center of the psyche to redirect you towards healing. And whether or not he was correct, it's definitely worth noting as something that it does help people out when they feel like they're not immediately in control. Jung's ideas around addiction stem from years of research on patients and his own observations. He emphasized the need for transformative or spiritual experiences to overcome psychological challenges like addiction. But seeking a spiritual awakening can be a heavy task of someone struggling with substance abuse. How can you even think about such a transformational moment when you're just trying to make it to the next day? What Young's thinking lacks are some of the more basic steps some people can take to break the addiction cycle. Yes, it is important to confront one's shadow or inner traumas, but it's also just as important, if not more, to create simple habits like exercise or meditation. There's also the reality that spiritual thinking just isn't for some people. It might be helpful to believe in some larger power or element at work. But if that worldview doesn't resonate, Jung's insistence of spiritual transformation to recover from addiction could feel unattainable. Perhaps a deeper understanding of neuroplasticity and what can affect it is going to be a more effective tool. Jung did the majority of his work in the early and mid 1900s, well before a lot of modern medicine and prescription drugs were developed and before cultural thinking evolved. In this day and age, there are other therapies and medicines and even philosophies that can help someone move through addiction and recovery that can be separate from However, if you strip away the labels and insistence on spiritual transformation, Young's ideas can get at the heart of how difficult it is to escape the clause of addiction. They also help outsiders understand what the individual is going through because his ideas are so universally applicable. We all grasp the concept of not wanting to confront our deepest traumas and turning to something else to mask that pain, even if that mask isn't necessarily substance abuse. By fostering this type of empathy, Jung creates a language that makes it easier to talk to and about people who are suffering. As science evolves and past ideas become irrelevant, in many cases, Young's findings still ring true today. The key isn't to take them wholly literally. As with all therapy, advice, or guidance, part of the onus is on us as individuals to take the pieces that resonate and leave behind the ones that don't. Without the ability to adapt old ideas for new times, we wouldn't be where we are today with our attitudes about addiction. we would still be trapped in the negative way of thinking that people dealing with substance abuse have somehow failed at life and are irreparable. Of course, we now understand that that couldn't be farther from the truth. In many ways, Jung was one of the very first voices to paint addiction not as a moral failing, but as something that was deeply connected to someone's inner life. He was way ahead of his time in this sense and actually thought much more like current addiction researchers and therapists than the medical professionals and religious leaders of his day. I think all in all, um, Young's ideas were definitely revolutionary for his time. And honestly, the fact that we can still use a lot of what he taught today is really amazing. You know, fun fact, I've actually never had alcohol before because I'm just worried I'll get addicted to it cuz I believe that I have an addictive personality, whatever that mean. Um, so just hearing all of this, it kind of made me realize that, okay, maybe I need to do some shadow work on myself to understand what part of myself I'm hiding away from. Uh, by the way, I definitely want to know if I'm the only one that feels this way. So you guys just comment down below if you've ever struggled with substance addiction. And if you have, and if you haven't, if you're like me, you also live with a constant fear that if you ever try something, you'll get addicted. I'll just love to hear your thoughts. Whether it's through Young's ideas or modern science, the important thing we must all remember is that recovery from addiction is not only possible, but it can lead to a much better life than the one that you had before the addiction. In connecting with the shadow and balancing the neurotransmitters that went haywire, you can become an even better version of yourself, one that is whole and free. Sigman Freud, one of Jung's closest companions, the father of psychoanalysis, who made the unconscious visible and exposed the primal forces we spend our lives trying to control. What does it take to change the world? Sometimes the price is everything, even your own life. This is the story of Sigman Freud, the man who invented modern therapy and in the process destroyed himself. Like most things, there are three sides to Freud's story. There's the story he told himself, a man on a mission to decode the mysteries of the human psyche. The one people tell about him, that he was deranged, cocaine addicted, and sexually perverse. A lunatic drowning in a pool of his own theories. And then there's the truth. After reading dozens of papers, diving deep into the world of Freud, and interviewing Freudian experts, we've put together the story of a man who ravaged his own mind in his quest to change the world. It's Saturday in the small community of Hampstead, England. The lush gardens of Marsfield create a picturesque background for the tragedy that's about to unfold. An exiled figure lays in an invalid couch just a few feet away from what would be his legacy, the psychoanalytic couch. It's been seven decades of service to neurology. Successes and failures run through his mind as he slowly fades to darkness. His breathing becomes more labored as the years of cigar smoking have taken their toll. Mouth cancer is a diagnosis and there's not much time left. The pain is extreme, but this suffering must end on his own terms. The doctor can't endure this pleading anymore, so he grants the man's final request, administering a lethal dose of morphine. The date is September 23rd, 1939. Sigman Freud is dead. Death's relationship with great minds is one that's always captivating. Often tragic, it evokes a warning to those who dare seek meaning in the void that is life. For Freud, death's ironic twist met him on an insignificant couch steps away from the embodiment of his life's work. An ending that mirrors the pain that Marie Curi endured from radiation poisoning, the results of her own scientific discoveries. Although these pioneers experienced tragic endings, there's a poetic undertone to their fates. It's like the myth of Icarus. Icarus and his father Detilus were imprisoned on an island. A determined craftsman, Detilus devised a plan to escape, creating wings made of feathers and wax. But before they took to the skies, Detilus warned Icarus about flying too close to the sun, concerned about the heat melting his wax away. He also cautioned him on flying too close to the sea, as the moisture would weigh his feathers down. But the excitement of flight overcame Icarus, and he soared high, daring to reach above the clouds. As he inched closer to the sun, the wax melted and his wings fell apart, leaving him to plummet into the sea and drown. For Icarus, the flight was a chance to rise above where none had dared to cross. This frames the struggles of pioneers brilliantly. An ambitious mind succumbing to a cruel fate for defying the norm. Like Icarus, they flew. And in Freud's case, his work was the foundation of modern psychology. Yet, like Icarus, Freud flew too close to the sun. And as a result, his violent descent into the depths of human struggle was unavoidable. To understand what made Freud's fall so devastating, we have to go back to the beginning. And to help us out is Karen Doherty. >> I'm Karen Doherty. I'm a psychotherapist and a psychoanalyst and a documentary filmmaker. I'm in Amaranth, Ontario, rural Ontario. I'm part of the Toronto Psychoanalytic Society. That's where I trained. and I'm the host of the Canadian Psychoanalytic Society podcast conversations in Psychoanalysis Today. >> Born on May 6th, 1856, in a time when religion defined society, Sigma and Freud's life was that of a true outsider. Being Jewish in the Catholic town of Fryberg, now called Pribore, located in the Czech Republic. Freud felt the mental anguish of alienation early on. Pushing religion to the side, he embraced atheism, further distancing himself from the people he was closest to. >> Freud was kind of anti- relligion. For him, it's a little bit of a symptom. Do you know? It's wishful thinking. For him, it's edible to to believe in God. It's like you want there to be an all-perfect father who who tells you what to do and so on and punishes if you don't do it. But he he really did think of religion as um as as problematic for sure. >> Freud's family was far from ordinary. His father, Jacob, was a wool merchant who had been married twice. His mother, Emily, was Jacob's second wife and 20 years his junior. By the time Freud was born, he already had a nephew, John, who was a year older than him. Freud grew up in a household with unusual dynamics. His connection with his mother was even weirder. They were intensely close. Some might say too close. Family roles were blurred, and this confusion may have left an effect that shaped his later theories on familial relationships. Yes, the ones he's now infamous for. Freud was a lot like that one person that we all know. The one that can't let a debate go until they've made their point. His competitive drive wasn't just about winning. It was about uncovering truths, even if they were uncomfortable. And Freud's love for dispute was evident even in his childhood. While intense, this same drive led him to revolutionize our understanding of the psyche. But it also came at the cost of pushing those around him away. Freud's need to be right would also eventually contribute to his downfall. Academically, Freud demonstrated excellence right away. He attended the Leopolder Communal Rail Gymnasium, and it was here that he developed a strong interest in books. Freud was the kind of student who would stay up late reading Shakespeare, searching for the answers to the world's most fascinating mysteries. His teachers often praised his brilliance, but it wasn't pure intelligence that set him apart. It was his unending curiosity. And that growing appetite for knowledge laid the foundation for his intellectual pursuits, including his development of complex psychological theories. A pivotal moment for Freud came at the age of 17 when he stumbled upon a poem he initially thought was written by Johan Wulf Gang Vongut. At the time he was unaware of the profound impact that it would have on him. The poem in question him to nature provided him with a flash of inspiration steering him towards medicine as a pursuit. Ironically it later would be revealed that the work was actually written by George Kristoff Tobler a devout Christian and pitist not gu. Nonetheless, Freud found Guate's other work to be the source of inspiration throughout his life, often citing him in his theories and essays. Looking back, it really feels like the wildest butterfly effect. Throughout Freud's life, seemingly random events were catalysts for his most compelling results. When he started attending medical school at the University of Vienna in 1873, he wasted no time establishing himself as a gold standard student, particularly when studying the physical structures of the brain. At this stage of his life, Freud saw himself as a scientist first and a physician second, an approach that helped shape his later focus on the mind's more abstract properties. In the late 1870s, Sigman Freud met Dr. Yseph Buya, one of Vienna's top researchers and 15 years his senior. It was through that Freud discovered the talking cure, a treatment encouraging patients to address their symptoms through conversation. Bruya had a patient, Bertha Papenheim, referred to as Anna O, in his studies, who initially began hypnosis treatments with him for her hysteria. In these sessions, Broya noted that she would spit out a continuous stream of words, leading the two of them to agree on trying a different approach that didn't involve hypnosis. Yeah. See, this is the thing. before Freud really when it comes to, you know, sort of like hysteria or or depression or or madness, lunacy, what you have is doesn't it's not pretty. It's it's madous. It looks like exorcism, mesmeriism, you know, maybe hypnotherapy, chains, you know, people locked up. This is the one of the most revolutionary things that he does is he decides that he's going to listen to the patient. That's the heart of psychoanalysis. Listening, a very particular way of listening. That in itself is at the heart of all good psychotherapy. The relationship between the patient and the therapist. When the patient it feels heard, recognized, tuned into, really listened to, they tend to get better. >> Freud was fascinated by the idea that talking about one's problems could unlock hidden traumas. And after working with Ysef Bua, Freud began introducing the talking cure in his own practice. This influenced his development of free association, a method of treatment that focused on getting patients to talk about their darkest desires. The free association setup was simple. Have a patient lying on a comfortable and specially designed couch, communicating freely about their problems and desires. All while Freud listened intently, taking notes away from their line of sight by peeling back their layers to uncover hidden desires. Freud believed that he could help these patients find the root causes of their suffering. This was the classic psychoanalyst setup and it was a massive success. Today, modern therapy closely mirrors this. A patient lies on a comfortable couch involved in an honest conversation while their therapist takes notes. The psychoanalysis setup was crucial, helping push Freud towards his groundbreaking theories. But this also worked as a double-edged sword, revealing Freud's own obsession with the process, specifically his hyperfixation on sexuality and the unconscious. Freud's relentless focus on these concepts was strange to his colleagues and critics, setting the stage for some of the consequences that would define his entire career. From Freud's point of view, all of his patients seemed to be driven by sex. But there was a huge hole in this conclusion. Many of Freud's patients were female with most of them being burgeois or upper class. He believed in sex as a fundamental force shaping human behavior and was determined to prove its role within the inner self. This idea would lead to his most controversial theories such as penis envy and the edipus complex. >> For contemporary psychoanalysts, we still all look to Freud. we don't necessarily follow to the letter what Freud thought when it comes to things like like penis envy for example I don't know I'm not so sure maybe some people but certainly not all people so I think when we start to imagine that all of his ideas were are correct or that they must be thought of as universal I think I think that we we get Freud wrong and we get psychoanalysis wrong >> this role of sex was ultimately debatable but free association revealed the hidden desire ers that were at the root of many problems for his patients. He coined the term psychoanalysis as the process of treating these issues. After establishing a baseline treatment with free association, Freud began his most impactful work, introducing us to his structural model of the psyche. First, we have the unconscious mind. The idea that a significant part of our thoughts and motivations are hidden from us, kept away in a part of our psyche that we'll never fully access unless we dig deeper. At the time, this was revolutionary. and Freud's embrace of the unconscious mind helped to popularize it. Before this, the belief that our thoughts and motivations were repressed was unimaginable. It was an era where religion, particularly the church, was the only real authority. Freud argued in his 1927 book, The Future of an illusion, that religion was only rooted in our need for security, not an actual connection to its teachings. Even within the confines of people's thoughts, many depended on God and religious leaders for guidance. During that era, the answer to most mental afflictions was prayer, not introspection. With the unconscious mind, people learned that there was a reservoir of memories, feelings, thoughts, and desires that were not accessible to our conscious awareness. Freud believed that these hidden elements significantly influenced our behavior even when we are not aware of them. This is called repression, and it occurs when the brain pushes uncomfortable, threatening thoughts down into the unconscious. According to Freud, the unconscious mind acts as a reservoir for these repressed elements. But despite being hidden, they become shadowy whispers that continue to influence a person's behavior. You might find yourself losing sleep over your actions or events that you've witnessed, struggling with anxiety, and feeling like an impostor. Worst case, it affects your relationships and you start to question your self-worth. When these effects of repression start to hit you, it's known as the return of the repressed. When left unattended, they can resurface in various ways. In our dreams, for example, or even worse in the waking world through conditions like depression and anxiety. Repression is also associated with behaviors you're more likely familiar with. Freudian slips. Have you ever said something that you couldn't believe just as it flew out of your mouth? Maybe you said your ex's name when you're addressing your current partner. If so, there's a chance that you did that because of some unresolved thoughts or feelings. The human subconscious, according to Freud, holds many secrets. But the structural model of the psyche wouldn't be complete without highlighting its biggest idea, the id, ego, and superego. Terms to help us understand how the mind is organized down to how it interacts with itself. The id is unconscious, a more primal part of ourselves with little to no nuance. It's entirely driven by instinct and desire for immediate gratification. Then there's the ego, a part of the psyche mediating between the id and the external world. Sure, you may want to stay up late binging a show, but that's not going to help you in the long run, especially if you've got a commitment like work the next day. As for the aspect representing our sense of morality, we call that the super ego. It's the more judgmental and social part of a person's psyche. You'll find moral convictions learned from parents and society here, but it's also the source of self-criticism. If you're aware that you can do better, your super ego will subconsciously punish you with feelings of shame and guilt. It is what anchors a person's moral compass. While Freud's model of the psyche is insightful, it's also the foundation for some of his most questionable theories. Despite his successes, Freud's career was littered with moments where he just plain missed the mark. not just in the theoretical sense, but also practically. These were mostly instances of arrogance where he stubbornly believed that he knew better than everyone else, abandoning scientific methods and leaning only on his own understanding. Perhaps the most frustrating part of his more controversial ideas was that they weren't completely far-fetched. Some would prefer to believe that he woke up spewing nonsense, but in tracking his thought process, there are some valuables in the wreckage. In his 1900 book, The Interpretation of Dreams, Freud proposed the idea that dreams are linked to hidden wants and repressed desires. Instead of random stories created by our brains, Freud argued that they have two main properties. The manifest content, which is the things that we literally experience in the dreams, and the latent content, which possesses the symbolic meanings of those experiences. So, if you see a snake in your dream, that's the manifest content, a literal hissing reptile. But if you're wondering why that snake showed up in the first place, the truth you uncover is latent. This latency varies from person to person, but according to Freud, some symbols have more universal meanings. In this instance, a snake often symbolizes a repressed sexual desire or a male figure in the dreamer's life. This interpretation of dreams starts to lose ground once we put it to the test, especially when comparing it to the self-organization theory of dreaming. a perspective that suggests our dreams are a byproduct of the sleeping brain's self-organizing processes. In this theory, it's proposed that the brain is sorting itself while we sleep, but the discontinuous signals it produces are turned into a narrative. There's significant scientific backing behind self-organization as a more likely theory with dreams, and modern research has revealed that dreams may primarily exist to consolidate or preserve memories and to help with learning. But what scientific backing is there to support Freud's theories? Here's the problem. For as big a thinker as Freud was, he had a terrible habit of lacking any empirical evidence to support his theories. As the decades have passed, some of his theories have increasingly presented as fascinating for the time in which that they were proposed, but don't stand up to modern era understanding of the human mind. like the Edipus complex. Among the ideas proposed in the interpretation of dreams, the Edipus and Electrica complex are the most controversial. It's proposed that children have unconscious desires for their opposite sex parents during the early stages of development. Freud believed that the first 5 years were essential for a child's development of their adult personalities, especially the ability to control and direct sexual desires. Remember the Edipus and Electrica complexes exist in the unconscious. So he didn't necessarily believe that kids literally wanted to act on these feelings. Instead, these complexes exist to help them understand relationships, cope with desires, manage anxieties, and learn societal norms. Freud had some blind spots, you know, for all of his genius. And it's interesting that for someone who is really talking about uh all of these things starting in infancy and childhood, the Edipus complex, this is a man who never analyzeed children. There was no child analysis. >> Once again, his lack of empirical support was glaring. On a deeper level, Freud's heavy emphasis on sexuality in describing human growth seemed forced at that point in time. It felt like an exaggeration of factors to fit into his ideas, especially at the expense of other social and cultural elements. For example, he introduced the concept of penis envy in the Electra complex, an idea that a girl has disdain towards her mother for depriving her of a penis. Freud completely ignored the societal factors motivating women, especially a desire for social status. Males are granted more opportunity and freedoms than females. Therefore, this envy that Freud observed was probably not a desire for male anatomy. With this criticism, Freud's need to tie things to his sexual interpretations feels forced. But maybe there's a reason why he became so involved with these myopic sexual meanings. After all, Freud's childhood bond with his mother was one that seemed to cross the usual boundaries of parental sentiments. In some ways, Freud was too keen on using his own personal experiences as a blueprint for the treatments he was pushing on others. Then there's the Freudian coverup theory. Many of Freud's early patients experienced sexual abuse. Most of the women revealed early childhood instances of sexual molestation by their fathers. Instead of that being the focus, Freud decided to propose the Edipus and Electra complexes to explain these occurrences. Essentially, he was excusing the abuse by tying it to an innate incestuous attraction from young girls towards their fathers. Some critics consider Freud's theory as a deliberate act to cover up the reality of childhood sexual abuse towards women, particularly in Vienna, where Freud practiced. Although some do not believe this is the case, >> there's a lot of Freud bashing in our culture for whatever reason, and usually by people who don't know much about what Freud actually said or how much he revised of his ideas or how generous he was in sort of passing the torch on to other people. So, we're listening to the contents of someone's mind. And so, that's very hard to get if you're not an analyst. He's just been painted as someone who didn't believe women, and that's just not true. >> Although Freud's theories on sex were controversial, they pale in comparison to the death drive, a baffling idea that humans carry an innate drive towards death and destruction. The aim of all life is death, he wrote, connecting us to a repressed desire for non-existence. This concept is perplexing for a couple of reasons. He came up with it during a period of extreme turmoil globally and a dark period of time in his own life. World War I was underway and around the same time he lost his daughter Sophie. So there's a good reason for him to justify death's irrationality as part of the unconscious. According to Freud, human nature is tied to two opposing forces. Aeros, the life drive, and Thanatos, the death drive. These weren't just abstract ideas. They were the fundamental forces shaping all of human behavior. The core concept behind Thanatos sounds grim, but it's not accurate to define it as a desire for death. The theory is more like a drive towards non-existence or an inorganic state. Theatos is also rooted in the concept of entropy where all systems are designed to move towards a state of disorder. As humans, life is a part of a system and by that implication, we have a desire to return to nothingness. Although Freud himself never used the Thanatos and aeros labels to define these drives, these names serve his concepts better. Thanatos is borrowed from Greek mythology after the personification of death, a figure who delivered the death to the underworld. Aeros is taken from the Greek god of physical love and desire. And it's from his name that we have the word erotic. Now, how this desire manifests comes down to behaviors we've displayed since the dawn of humankind. Aggression, for example, is considered an expression of the death drive. Same with self-destruction because it can turn inward, leading to self harm and even suicide. The death drive is also connected to repetition. Freud theorized that people feel compelled to revisit and repeat past traumas. For example, soldiers in World War I often reexperience combat in their dreams. He believed this happened as an attempt to master those events. There are concepts based on other reasons for encountering traumas in our dreams that challenge Freud's theories with some being that the brain may be consolidating those traumatic memories. Along with a death drive, Freud's aeros has some questionable elements. Aeros is the impulse for survival, reproduction, and pleasure. In his eyes, the two forces are in constant tension, competing to influence our actions and propel much of the human experience. However, the life drive suffers from the same shortcomings as its counterpart. It's extremely abstract and lacking in scientific backing. There's also the criticism of Thanatos centered on how it might come off as a form of encouragement for suicide. Yet, there are still some positives in this Freudian theory. For what it's worth, the concept of provides a framework for understanding some more self-destructive or even aggressive aspects of human nature. These controversial theories often led to conflicts within Freud's professional circle. Certain disagreements stung more than others, though. Among the many people that Freud encountered, none echo louder his legacy like Carl Young. Freud's book, The Interpretation of Dreams, triggered a fascination in Young, prompting him to reach out to Freud in 1906. The two had a 13-our meeting that began a beautiful relationship. The pair shared a mentor mentee relationship, and Freud often referred to Young with endearment as his successor. Young naturally embraced this dynamic, writing that he wished to enjoy their friendship as one between a father and son. Unfortunately, this peaceful period was never bound to last. Tension grew between them once some foundational differences in ideology began to take root. Specifically, Young was conflicted with Freud's emphasis on sexual drives being central to behavior. >> For Young, Freud fell off the pedestal, and uh Freud didn't like that. He didn't like um at all uh people having, you know, sort of challenging him in that way. His men his mentees. >> Partially because of this, Young went on to create his own analytical psychology, a school of thought that presented concepts like archetypes, the collective unconscious, and individuation. Like Freud, Young's ideas continue to influence the field of psychology today. The two thinkers ended their friendship in 1913 following a letter from Freud. In it, he proposed that they abandon their personal relationship entirely. Following this, Young wrote in his diary, "The rest is silence." As he lost some of his strongest professional connections, Freud also suffered significantly within his own family. World War I demanded a heavy toll across Europe, and for Freud, the price was dire. All three of his sons, Martin, Ernst, and Oliver, fought in the war. Freud himself was heavily critical of this conflict, condemning hypocrisy among the fighting parties. But the words of an academic bore little consequence to the powers at play. Of all tragedies that struck, the death of Freud's daughter Sophie from pneumonia in 1920 was the most devastating. This led Freud to explore a deeper understanding of grief. Previously, he was the type to tell people to simply carry on with life. But losing a child left a profound impact to the extent that he dismissed the idea of moving on after a loss. This wasn't the end of Freud's tragedies, though. In 1923, his grandson Hines died as well. This struck deeply, and those around him observed that it had killed something in him for good. The Nazis also made Freud a target when they rose to power in the 1930s. It wasn't a secret that he was ethnically Jewish. So, the oppression of Jews during this time period eventually led to a knock on the psychoanalyst's door. By 1933, the Nazis were seeing to it that anything written by Freud was burned. After Germany took over Austria in 1938, the Gestapo raided his apartment. They arrested his daughter Anna and questioned her for several hours. This was when Princess Marie Bonapart of Denmark, a patient of Freud, helped his family flee to Paris and then London. Tragically, four of Freud's sisters were unable to leave Austria, later dying in Nazi concentration camps. Through all of this, there was one constant in Freud's life, smoking. He lit up his first cigarette when he was 24, spurring an addiction to tobacco. He eventually shifted to cigars, often indulging in more than 20 in a day. As an excuse for the habit, Freud claimed that it enhanced his creativity and productivity. But in 1923, doctors discovered a cancerous tumor in his mouth. To save him, they had to remove a large part of his jaw. Ultimately, his chain smoking led to more than 30 surgeries over the course of 16 years. But as you know by now, Freud was not the type to admit to being wrong. So, he never quit smoking even through the surgeries. Unlike cocaine, which he started to wean himself off of during the 1890s, but still used for migraines and depression, cigars led to Freud's most dire personal decision. In the summer of 1939, and after nearly two decades of fighting cancer, Freud pleaded with his doctor, Max Shore, to help him end his life. With consent from Anna Freud, herself a psychoanalyst at this point, Dr. Shore injected him with a lethal dose of morphine. Freud slowly faded into a coma and died shortly after. While his death was undoubtedly tragic, Freud's story has so many high points that eclipse his darker shortfalls. His work exploring the unconscious mind elevated our understanding of human behavior, including motivations driving our choices. By focusing on the critical role of hidden wants, psychologists found a way to address previously untreatable conditions. Freud's work still sparks fierce debates. For every medical professional who considers Freud a genius, there's another who finds him teetering on the edge of fantasy. Yet Freud's place in psychoanalytics is undeniable, and academics continue to cite his research on early childhood experiences. Freud's theories, no matter how controversial, are still relevant today. His ideas are scattered throughout movies, TV shows, and literature. The portrayal of the unconscious in characters like Don Draper from the AMC television series Madmen makes for a great watch. exposing casual audiences to the struggles of an individual battling with his hidden desires. A similar thing happens in the 1999 psychological thriller Fight Club, where the main character, spoiler alert, has an alter ego named Tyler Deran, who represents his repressed desires. Apart from his theories on hidden wants, Freud's work also shines through in his symbolic approach to dreaming. We get to see this in films such as Darren Areronowski's Black Swan along with Christopher Nolan's acclaimed Inception, both released in 2010. These movies blur the lines between reality and fiction through the use of symbolic imagery, just as Freud himself emphasized. But there's also the day-to-day influence. Presently, mental health is more important than it has ever been. For that to happen, psychoanalytic therapy was a necessary catalyst. From the talking cure to modern therapy, >> is Freud obsolete? like well Freud died a long time ago so I guess but his ideas inform therapy and um sort of psychotherapy psychonamic therapy and and even um the so-called evidence-based brief therapies like CBT modern society wants things to be really fast you know we live in an age of Tik Tok and Instagram and uh better help and so on um so people want a quick fix now this is wishful thinking you don't get better in in 10 sessions. And you certainly don't get better with um an untrained therapist, but to commit to psychoanalysis or long-term psychonamic psychoanalytic therapy twice, three, four times a week for a long time, years. That's, you know, it's almost antithetical in some ways to what the culture uh seems to prize. You don't get ill quickly and you don't get well quickly when there are developmental things missing when things when there's deep deep unprocessed trauma. This takes time. I don't think it's obsolete. I just think it's kind of radical today. Freud's work has left an indelible mark. Passion is rightfully a cornerstone for success. As dreamers, we're often drawn to stories of protagonists obsessed with winning. Regular people who ascend past their known limits at all costs. Vincent Van Gogh, Bobby Fiser, Sigman Freud. These names remind us of our hidden potential. And their heights were like none other. But across the mountaintops of greatness, there's an often overlooked valley of darkness, a pit of despair where even the most ambitious stumble and fall. It's easy to write off those at the bottom as not good enough. But pride is both a dear friend and a cruel master. For Sigma and Freud, this final chapter was a brutal reminder. One that warns us sometimes, even with the keys in hand, some doors stay perpetually locked. But what if there was a way to confront that darkness? Check out this video on Freud's disciple Carl Young, who found the answers that his master never could. Theodore Dossyki, the man who stared into the abyss of death and didn't flinch. A prisoner of war turned novelist who understood psychology better than most scientists. His characters walk the tight rope between faith and nihilism, love and despair, and show us how suffering shapes the human condition. >> The time is 10:00 a.m. A young man is folded on the floor of a dark cell. A gentle tap wakes him up from his sleep. The governor tells him that his execution time has been set for 10:00 a.m. that very morning. He immediately sat up in disbelief. He expected that death would come in weeks due to the usual formalities that come with being a prisoner of war. He wanted to argue, but his lips wouldn't form any words. All he could mutter was, "It's very hard to bear. It's so sudden. When you are sentenced to death, there is no hope. Death is certain and has a specific appointment. If you were to get chased, you would at least be concerned with escaping before your demise and that life would still be possible. You would not have the time to consider the finality of your life. But when you have been told what time you will go, it is very difficult to process. As he was brought out to the execution grounds, he left a choking in his throat. His mind wanted to fight, but his body was powerless and unable to move. A priest presented him with a silver cross. He kissed it greedily and thought of his brother at the last minute, realizing how much he loved and missed him. He and his fellow prisoners, including a close friend, were tied to pillars. Bags were put over their heads. It was almost time. But then, just before shots were fired, he was released along with the rest of the group. His imperial majesty has granted us our lives. The Russian author Theodore Dosstoyki survived his near-death experience. The whole ordeal was staged, intended to be the first step of his punishment, psychological torture. One of the prisoners who stood with him was completely broken from this event and driven to insanity. But Dstoyki triumphed over death and was inspired to embrace life in a way that he had never done before. However, that would only be the beginning of the many fights DSTski would have with death, both physically and mentally. My life begins again today. I will receive four years hard labor and after that will serve as a private. I see that life is everywhere. Life in ourselves. There will be people near me and to be among them. That is the purpose of life. I have realized before his fake execution, he saw life quite differently. Dstoyki spent much of his childhood in the residence of Moscow's Marinsky Hospital for the Poor. His father was a physician, which meant that Theodore witnessed the struggles of the sick and the impoverished up close. He was also introduced to literature at a young age. Although he would become a lieutenant engineer, he was distracted by literary opportunities. After translating several texts with little financial success, in 1845 he published his first novel, Poorfolk. It was an immediate success and he quickly explored literary circles where he started to embrace the values of utopian socialism. He would meet with socialist groups and discuss reforms such as abolishing surfom and establishing freedom of press. By this point, both of his parents had died and his health was compromised by epilepsy. He was prone to seizures that he believed were triggered by losing sleep, drinking too much, and overwork. Before the seizures, DSTski describes feelings of deja vu, and following them, overwhelming fatigue. They had a lasting impact on his health and instilled a sense of fear that the seizures could happen at any time. Life was already a struggle, but everything took a sharp turn for the worse. His regular meetings with socialist groups caught the attention of the Russian Empire. Zar Nicholas I was worried about a revolution and determined that critics of the government were dangerous. They needed to be detained and that meant that vocal critics such as the socialist groups were at great risk. Dstoyki's involvement in the Petrachevsky circle is what ultimately led to his arrest. He was accused of being critical of the armed forces and creating anti-Russian government propaganda on an illegal printing press. After his mock execution in 1849, he was sentenced to 4 years of hard labor in Siberia, which was brutal and degrading. Guards took joy in humiliating prisoners and dehumanizing them. Dosstoyki describes this horrible treatment in his 1862 novel, The House of the Dead. He uses the character Goreikov as a vehicle to convey his own experience in the Siberian prison camp. In the story, the protagonist has killed his wife and turned himself in. From there, the first person diary describes the true horrors of the camp. During his confinement, Gorianov was never alone. Prisoners had no privacy at any time and were in close quarters, always sharing rooms and always being visible. They were confined to filthy conditions, forced to live in squalor and in close proximity to antisocial individuals. The camp was a form of hell where suffering was present everywhere. Each prisoner was forced to share a room with a rotating number of inmates. Many would make Goreikov feel unsafe as he tried to rest. Sleep under these conditions was almost impossible. What the prisoners of the camp lacked most of all was human dignity. It was denied to them thoroughly by the conditions, the proximity to other inmates, and the cruelty of the guards. At the camp, the prisoners were forced to do manual labor. They had to make bricks and dig up earth. And although the actual work was not tiring, there was something truly awful about it. There was a purpose to the work, but that purpose was not relevant to the prisoners. As Goranchikov explains, it once came into my head that if I were desired to reduce a man to nothing, to punish him atrociously, to crush him in such a manner that the most hardened murderer would tremble before such a punishment, and take fright beforehand, it would be necessary to give his work a character of complete uselessness, even to absurdity. A farmer may work harder and longer hours than the prisoner, but they are working to suit their own ends. Their labor produces fruit that the convict could never hope to enjoy. The other inmates in the house of the dead cause the narrator great misery, but also become a source of value. Goranchikov develops relationships with them. They form bonds, share stories, and humanize each other. Goreikov also recounts how the characters manage to find freedom in the camp. They smuggle alcohol to trade for currency, which they are able to use as they please. This gives some of the prisoners a sense of agency that the camp has largely robbed them of. The prison does not reform the inmates, but through denying human dignity, makes them monsters. Systematically, it perpetuates a cycle of violence. Corporal punishment is inflicted on them, and it shapes who they become. It does not impact their moral guidance. In Dstoyky's real life experience of a Siberian camp, many of his fellow prisoners died in the brutal conditions. Yet again, Dstoyki would simply not let death win. Instead, like his traumatic episode with the faked firing squad, his time in the camp shaped his view of life in a tremendous way that he would explore more in his other novels. Human life deserves dignity and freedom. That's what was taken away from Dstoyki when he was first apprehended and what he eventually got back. The author insists that our need for freedom is what makes us human. After his time at the camp, he was forced into military service in the Siberian army corpse for a few years. To start publishing again, he had to send a formal letter of apology to the government. In 1857, he married a widow named Maria Isaiva. On their honeymoon, she witnessed one of his seizures, complicating their marriage from that point onward. His health struggles and their unique personalities put pressure on their union until she died just 7 years later. During his time in prison, Dstoyki developed a distaste for the ideology he once embraced, which became a big theme in his work. Two years after publishing The House of the Dead, Dstoyki released Notes from the Underground in which he expressed his rejection of the way the socialist radicals of his time viewed humanity in a mechanistic way. In his novel, he highlights a Russian society that is increasingly using science to understand human beings. Humanity is treated as an entity determined by casual laws. The liberals of the time suggested that we can understand human behavior psychologically and human history in a strictly casual manner. The unnamed narrator in the book is critical of the idea that a utopian society can be built based on strictly casual understandings of human beings. Even if it could, he believes people would hate being treated this way. The narrator explains his position. If you say that this too can be calculated and tabulated, chaos and darkness and curses, so that the mere possibility of calculating it all beforehand would stop it all and reason would reassert itself, then man would purposely go mad in order to be rid of reason and gain his point. This utopian society would undermine the one value that gives life its meaning, our capacity to choose and build our own lives. In their vision for the future, he saw reflections of the prison camp that robbed him of his agency and his dignity. In the second half of the book, the narrator reflects on his past behavior, acting out against his casual understanding of the human being. Out of spite, he starts acting against his best interests. He behaves like a complete fool at a party. When his toothaches, he refuses to go to the dentist. When the man is shown warmth, he rejects it. Eventually, he causes his own destruction, demonstrating that his rejection of casuality and systemization isn't any better than the utopian version of society. DSTOski inspired many other works of fiction, including the 1924 dystopian book we by Yavghi Zamayatin. In the novel, the author portrays the world as a futuristic version of the socialist utopia. As in most dystopias, the main character D503 feels that something is wrong with his society. He wants to make choices for himself, including who he loves and what he learns. Eventually, D503 tries to break free of the society that satiates and controls him. The book is meant to reflect our human need to be treated as ambiguous while predicting the terrors of the Soviet Union. It is a precursor to other dystopian classics such as 1984 and Brave New World. In Notes from the Underground, Dstoyki demonstrates the human need for freedom of choice while also showing how a reckless pursuit of it can cause great harm. We have to be thoughtful in how we react to ideology. It is not enough to just mirror their position. In The Possessed, one of his follow-up novels, Dastoyki directly attacks utopian socialism and the notion of enforced equality. Through his characters, he expresses his concern that such a utopia requires suppression of all independent thought and individuality. Here's an excerpt from one of the critics in the novel. But what are the men I've broken with? The enemies of all true life. Outofdate liberals who are afraid of their own independence. The flunkies of thought. The enemies of individuality and freedom, the decrepit advocates of deadness and rottness. All they have to offer is senality and glorious mediocrity of the most burgeois kind. Contemptable shallowess, a jealous equality, equality without individual dignity. The book portrays intellectuals as ruthless and uncaring of how their designs would impact the people they supposedly speak on behalf of. Dstoyki clearly sides and sympathizes with the ordinary people in society overcalculating intellectuals. After his time in prison, he had an admiration for persons who didn't try to impose their theories on others. In his most well-known book, 1866's Crime and Punishment, Dstoyki challenges his ideological approach to life specifically. He gives a close-up view of his attitude in action in all its grotesqueness. The book focuses on Rascolnikov, a former student who struggles with financial problems. He's also a theorist who publishes work on the subject of extraordinary people. In his theory, Rascolnikov suggests that it's okay for great people like Napoleon and Caesar to commit immoral acts. He divides people into two categories, extraordinary people and people who just exist to procreate. He contends that we should allow great people to transgress to make progress possible. Rasculov goes on to question morality in general. What if man is not really a scoundrel? Man in general, I mean the whole race of mankind, then all of the rest is prejudice, simply artificial terrors, and there are no barriers and it's all as it should be. Rascolnikov's view aligns somewhat with Friedrich Nichzche's concept of higher and lower types. Nichze believed that the norms of morality shouldn't apply to everyone and that they would limit higher types in their pursuit of excellence. Dstoyki was not aware of Nichzche's work. However, in Crime and Punishment, Rascolnikov decides to solve his financial problems by putting his theory to the test. He murders an old pawnbroker woman in cold blood and then an innocent bystander who witnesses the immediate aftermath. In his mind, he believes that gray people such as himself should be allowed to kill, but also that the pawn broker woman deserved it for oppressing the poor. He has a mess of justifications in his mind. The act is brutal in depiction and feels incredibly unnatural. Few other stories demonstrate murder outside of necessity or psychopathy. A killing committed with only loose theoretical justification is extraordinarily awkward and grotesque. In the aftermath, guilt tears Rascolnikov apart. He feels a horrible sense of isolation from others, laying sickly in bed, avoiding life in any capacity. Our protagonist is a complete mess. He tries to understand exactly why he committed the murders, but he can never come to a definitive conclusion. As he wallows in misery, Detective Porfiri Petrovich picks up on his guilt, but has no concrete evidence. Petrovich toys with Rascolnikov until he offers him a more lenient sentence in return for a confession. In the end, it is a Christian sex worker, Sonia, who convinces Rascolnikov to confess. He mostly confesses out of emotional stress, but later repents with Sonia's guidance. Rascolnikov is sentenced to a Siberian prison camp where Sonia follows. Rascolnikov dehumanizes his primary victim using theory. He forces an ideology on her with horrific consequences. The world around the main character is also engaging in a similar process. Russian society is going through a major reform that results in an intense period of poverty and crime. Surfdom was abolished in 1861, but the surfs themselves were worse off because of how emancipation unfolded. Land owners kept most of their land and the surfs had to compensate them for the rest. Since they had no money, they had to borrow it from the state and land owners. However, the land the surfs received was largely small and in poor quality. They struggled to pay the tax man and many were swallowed by debt. In his novel, Dstoyki details the widespread poverty and crime that results from the emancipation. This serves as a reminder of how reforms can leave people behind, even if they're intended to help humanity. Ideologally for most of his writing career, he needed his books to succeed to pay off his debts. Losing most of his finances gambling, DSTOvski wrote The Gambler and Crime and Punishment under intense deadlines. He had to hire a stenographer just to finish them, who he married shortly after. He also continued to struggle with epilepsy. His seizures left him in poor health for extended periods of time. He had to fit in his writing between bouts of exhaustion, which put further financial strain on him and his new family. He put a lot of his life and perspective into his work, from his epilepsy to his Christianity. In 1869's The Idiot, he writes about a fictional prince who suffers from seizures and represents a Christlike figure. Prince Mishkin is gentle, kind, and very generous. He tries to be as selfless as possible in his interactions and timidly resists his desires for pleasure. The prince also finds beauty in life regardless of his circumstances. I used to watch the line where earth and sky met and long to go and seek there the key of all mysteries, thinking that I might find there a new life, perhaps some great city where life should be grander and richer. And then it struck me that life may be grand enough even in a prison. Mishkin is released from a mental institution and becomes entangled with two distinct groups. One consists of rich worldly people who are powerful and conservative. The other consists of young, rebellious youth who are very intellectual but foolish at the same time. For his Christlike behavior, both groups despise Mishkin for stepping on their toes. Later in the story, the prince has the option of choosing between two women to marry. In his mind, he would choose Nastasia out of compassion and Agllaya out of desire. He tries to pick Nastasia selflessly, but on their wedding day, she leaves him. She finds Prince Mishkin to be too pure. Nastasia instead runs to Regojan, a man who is very jealous of the prince's engagement to Nastasia. Rogojan kills her and the prince goes mad while trying to console Rogojan in his anguish. In The Idiot, Dstoyki tries to demonstrate how a Christlike figure would fit into 1860s Russian society. And as you can tell, it didn't go very well. Everyone around the prince hates him and ends up worse off in general. Dastoyki rejects the values of materialism embodied by the conservative elite and young rebels. He shows us that the Russian society at the time would revile Christ in the flesh even if most would still claim to believe in Christianity. In his opinion, Russian society needed to completely rethink its religious values. The brothers Keramazoff was Dastoyvski's last book published in 1880. He wrote it three months before he died of three pulmonary hemorrhages. These were a result of several seizures happening in quick succession. While Dosstoyki was a Christian, he was also a skeptic. He constantly challenged his beliefs in Christianity, even if he always remained a believer. In a well-known letter, he writes, "If someone proved to me that Christ is outside of the truth and that in reality truth were outside of Christ, then I should remain with Christ rather than with the truth." With the brothers Karamazoff, he uses an intellectual character, Ivan, to give a blistering challenge against God. In the chapter the Grand Inquisitor, Ivan writes a story about Christ returning to his world during the Spanish Inquisition, a period in history where the monarchy in Spain forced Jews to be baptized or face death. Many were killed and the ones who converted under pressure were always confronted with suspicion. When Christ arrives, the Inquisitor immediately arrests him as a heretic of the church. He yells at Christ for offering the people freedom when what they really want is security. They want to be certain that they have no possibility of committing error and sin. As the Inquisitor explains, there are three powers, three powers alone, able to conquer and to hold captive forever the conscience of these impotent rebels for their happiness. Those forces are miracle, mystery, and authority. The church has essentially adapted to the weakness of humanity with control. In this chapter, Dstoyki criticizes both the Catholic Church and the socialists of his time. Both seek to impose authority on people who are supposedly too weak to know what is best for them. He wants to return to a more pure version of Christianity that respects the freedom of the individual, their moral responsibility, and their dignity. Dstoyki had a strong fondness for Russian Orthodoxy, which he believed was the religion of the common people. The church in Spain wanted to create a Christian kingdom here on earth. But Christ rejected the enforcement of belief as documented in the biblical narrative referred to as the temptation of Christ. He wanted people to believe in him through free will and faith. Jesus is silent as the inquisitor yells at him. Interpretations vary, but it's possible that Christ is trying not to interfere with humanity's free will in the story. He is showing by example, not telling. The chapter ends with Christ kissing the Inquisitor on the lips. The Inquisitor releases him but tells him to never return again. When people suffer traumatic incidences, they often respond by trying to control their surroundings. From experiencing an overwhelming sense of powerlessness, they grow to want people and situations to be predictable. They are adverse to risk and demand perfection. For hours, DSTski thought he was going to be put to death. It was an incredible moment of powerlessness. He had to confront the certainty of his life ending at a set time. As he described in letters and books, this punishment is even more cruel than the crime of murder, as the victim of murder isn't certain they will die. But his imprisonment wasn't justified on any moral grounds. He was apprehended for independent thought because the prospect of revolution threatened the Russians. He had to stomach a sentencing that he could not rationalize himself. Although his life was returned to him, he still had to give up control over his destiny to the state for several years. In grueling conditions, he worked toward an end that was not his own and suffered constant abuse from guards and inmates. The author lost two children at young ages. His first wife and brother died months apart. Both were dear to him and at the time were his only strong connections in the world. He writes about his loss in the letter to his friend Baron Rangel. And thus I suddenly found myself alone and simply terrified. My entire life at one stroke broke into two. In one half which I had lived through was everything I had lived for and in the other still unknown half everything was strange and new. And there was not a single heart that could replace those two. Literally, I had nothing left for which to live. So much of his life was beyond his control. And yet, Dstoyki didn't abandon life for security. He came to value it more and encouraged others to do the same in his body of work. He believed in the valuing of human dignity, freedom, and moral responsibility. This is how he fought death and won by embracing what he determined to be fundamental demands of human life found in your common man beyond intellectual scheming. However, dstoyvki was writing in a specific place in time. What he considered to be enemies of human dignity have changed and grown in many cases. Utopian socialism would eventually be channeled into Leninism. Much of what he expressed in the possessed came to fruition in the Soviet Union. Our materialist preoccupations have grown exponentially as capitalism has become the dominant ideology worldwide. Worker exploitation is slowly eroding our freedom to choose a life for ourselves and maintain human dignity. Every day, more of the fruits of our labor goes to the leadership class while we're expected to work longer hours. Like in the Siberian prison camp, many are borderline stuck in their lowpaying positions, especially with the cost of living being so high. The church in the United States is trying to create a Christian kingdom once more despite the teachings of Christ in the Bible. We don't have to agree with Dstoyki's Christian worldview to appreciate his project and his personal story. We can certainly question the role of moral responsibility in society and the notion of a Christian God. The author himself always checked his belief with a healthy amount of skepticism. after all. But the notion of cherishing life after nearly losing it is something valuable we should all remind ourselves of. If you find yourself diminishing human life in favor of ideology or principles, remind yourself that there's nothing more important in this world than the living. There will be people near me and to be among people. That is the purpose of life. I have realized. >> Carl Sean, an astrophysicist with a poet's soul. He reminded us that we are made of star stuff and that science and wonder are not opposites but allies. But Sean didn't just look outward. He looked ahead in one of the most powerful and overlooked speeches of the 20th century. He warned of the danger we pose to ourselves. Using the atmosphere of Venus as a model, Sean predicted a future where unchecked carbon emissions could turn Earth into a furnace. Not from malice, but from ignorance, pride, and delay. Long before the world caught up, Carl Sean saw the end and begged us to change course. Flowers are blooming in Antarctica. There are two species of flowering plants in the continent, the Antarctic hair grass and the Antarctic pearl wart, and they're both growing at a much faster rate than ever before. In a study published by the University of Inserbia in Italy, it was discovered that between 2009 and 2019, the hairrass grew at the same rate as it had in the 50 years between 1960 and 2009. The entire continent has warmed by around 3° C, and glaciers have begun to melt. All around the world, people are experiencing extreme weather conditions like never before. Rising sea levels, heat waves, unpredictable weather patterns. The Earth is warming faster than ever before and it's because of human consumption of fossil fuels. On December 10th, 1985, Carl Sean, one of the world's brightest astronomers and science communicators, gave a speech to the United States Congress. Everything you're about to watch was said 39 years ago, but it could have as well been said yesterday since nothing has really changed. At the time the speech was given, the concentration of carbon dioxide in the atmosphere was 346 parts per million. Today, it's 421 parts per million. If we don't do something collectively, we will reach tipping points in the next 40 years that will endanger our planet's ecosystem. Carl Sean offers a master class in explaining what climate change is, what could happen, and what we can do about it. Here is that speech. uh as I understand my uh my function it is uh to uh give some sense of what the greenhouse effect is to uh try to say something about uh greenhouse effect on uh on other planets to uh again underscore that this is uh is a real phenomenon and then uh perhaps I can take liberty to say uh a few remarks about uh uh what to do about it. The uh power of uh human beings to uh affect and uh control and change the environment is growing as our technology grows. And uh at present time we clearly have reached the stage where we are capable both uh intentionally and inadvertently to uh make significant changes in the global climate and in the global ecosystem. And we've probably been doing on a smaller scale things like that. uh for a very long period of time. Uh for example, slash and burn agriculture uh which has been with us for tens of thousands of years probably uh changes the climate to some extent uh by changing the albido the reflectivity of the earth. Uh that massive changes have occurred is clear from the historical record. For example, Egypt was once the bread basket of the Roman Empire. uh it uh maybe the same uh role as the American Midwest plays today. Uh that is certainly no longer the case. It's not a greenhouse effect uh issue. It uh may be an overg grazing issue, but is an example of how humans are perfectly capable of making these unexpected and inadvertent changes. uh because the effects occupy more than a human generation. There is a uh tendency to uh say that they uh are not our problem. Uh of course then they are nobody's problem. Uh not on my tour of duty, not on my term of office. It's something for the next century. Let the next century worry about it. But the problem is that uh there are effects and the greenhouse effect is one of them which have long time constants. If you don't worry about it now, it's too late later on. And so in this issue, as in so many other issues, uh we are passing on extremely grave problems for our children. Uh when the time to solve the problems, if they can be solved at all is now. If you ask what determines the earth's climate, clearly the main the main thing that determines it is sunlight. Sunlight is what heats the earth. uh not all the light that uh arrives at the earth from the sun goes to heating the earth. Some of it is reflected back. It's just the uh the part that is absorbed. Uh and what happens is there's a certain rate at which sunlight is absorbed by the earth's surface and there's a certain rate at which the earth's surface radiates to space. What comes from the sun is in the ordinary visible part of the spectrum that our eyes are sensitive to. what the Earth radiates into space is in the infrared part of the spectrum. Longer waves than red that our eyes are not sensitive to, but it's as legitimate, excuse me, a form of light as the kind that we're that we're uh used to. Now if you calculate what the temperature of the earth ought to be from how much sunlight is being absorbed uh equaling how much infrared radiation would be radiated to space. You find that the earth's temperature by this simple calculation is too low. It's about 30 centrade degrees too low. And uh why is it too low? It's too low because something was left out of the calculation. What was left out of the calculation? The greenhouse effect. The air between us is transparent except in Los Angeles and places of that sort. Uh in the ordinary visible part of the spectrum, we can see each other. But if our eyes were sensitive at say 15 microns in the infrared, we could not see each other. The air would be black uh between us. And that's because in this case carbon dioxide, carbon dioxide is very strongly absorbing uh at 15 microns and other wavelengths in the infrared. Likewise, there are parts of the infrared spectrum where water vapor absorbs where we could not see each other if uh if we were only as far apart as we are in this room. If you add these infrared absorbing gases to a planetary uh to a planet, then what happens is the sunlight comes in as before, but when the surface tries to radiate to space in the infrared, it is blocked. It is impeded by the absorbing gases. And so the surface temperature has to rise so that there is an equilibrium between what comes in and what goes out. So this is uh the greenhouse effect. It is a misnomer for more reasons than one. It's a misnomer in particular because that's not how the florist greenhouse works. But that's a very minor point. Um there are other gases which absorb in the infrared. Uh all of many of which have been mentioned already. nitrous oxide, methane, the halocarbons and these are products partly of um agriculture. It's fertilizers, um refrigeration, aerosol spray cans and so on. All products of our technology. We don't generate much water into the atmosphere, but we certainly do generate a great deal of carbon dioxide through the burning of wood and uh fossil fuels and apparently benign uh activity. who could object to uh humans burning oil and coal, gas, and wood. I'd like to stress that the greenhouse effect makes life on Earth possible. If there were not a greenhouse effect, the temperature would, as I say, be 30 centrade degrees or so colder, and that's well below the freezing point of water everywhere on the planet. Uh the oceans would be solid after a while. uh a little greenhouse effect is a good thing. But there is a delicate balance of these invisible gases and uh uh too much or too little greenhouse effect can mean too high or too low uh a temperature. And here we are pouring enormous quantities of CO2 and these other gases into the atmosphere every year with hardly any concern about its long-term and global consequences. Certainly not all aspects of uh how increased CO2 and other gases into the atmosphere affect the climate are known. There are still many uncertainties although the overall picture is uh I think quite clear and uh quite widely understood and accepted. But there are questions about uh aerosols, about clouds. You heat up the earth. How much uh increase or decrease in cloudiness is there? How does that change the albido or reflectivity of the earth? There's questions about the um ocean and uh its response time to an increase in CO2. there are feedback effects uh and uh therefore it is certainly worthwhile to uh spend some additional money on uh further research on the subject. Uh another point is that um the significant temperature changes on the earth between uh ice ages and out of ice ages, glacial and interglacial time periods seems to be connected with quite small changes in uh the amount of sunlight that reaches the earth due to changes in the earth's orbital properties. And that is a suggestion that uh the earth's climate system may be uh uh very delicately dependent on the sorts of factors that we're talking about here. And that's why it makes sense to study past climatic change uh on the earth as an attempt to obtain some calibration. Another source of calibration is uh the other planets. Every planet with an atmosphere has some degree of a greenhouse effect. The most spectacular case by far is the greenhouse effect of Venus. It's the nearest planet. It's a planet about the same mass, radius, density as the Earth, but uh it uh is spectacularly different in several respects. One of which is that the surface temperature is about 470° centigrade, 900 Fahrenheit. And that enormous temperature is not due to it being closer to the sun because Venus is surrounded with bright clouds. And in fact uh because it reflects so much light back to space if that's all that was happening it would be cooler not warmer than the earth. The reason for this uh absurdly high temperature on the surface of Venus which is well understood. I mean Soviet spacecraft have landed on Venus and in effect stuck out a thermometer. There's no doubt that that surface temperature is very high. Um and and later US spacecraft have as well. uh the reason is a massive greenhouse effect in which carbon dioxide plays the major role. Now the amount of CO2 in the Venus atmosphere is much larger than here. Uh the atmosphere is almost entirely carbon dioxide and there's 90 times more of it uh there than here. But it is an indication of uh what can happen in an extreme case. You look at uh Mars or Jupiter or Titan, the big moon of Saturn, and you have additional examples of greenhouse effects. Different gases, different amounts of sunlight reaching the surface, different planetary albidos and cloudiness. Uh and in all those cases, there is also a greenhouse effect. In addition, it has been possible to calculate those greenhouse effects fairly accurately so that the kind of theoretical uh uh armamentarium which is used to calculate the greenhouse effect greenhouse effect changes on the earth is also used for other planets and therefore can be calibrated to some extent against those other planets. If we keep coming out with the right answer in all those different cases, then probably we understand fairly well how greenhouse effects work. It would however uh be worthwhile in along the lines that uh Senator Gore was talking about to uh have an increased program through NASA to understand the greenhouse effects on other planets. This might be a very uh practical uh application uh of planetary exploration. As you've heard, the uh the best estimates, they certainly have some uncertainty attached to them, are that uh at the present rate of burning of fossil fuels, the present rate of uh increase of minor infrared absorbing gases in the earth's atmosphere that there will be a several centrade degree temperature increase uh on the earth global average uh by the middle uh to the end of the next century. And that has a variety of consequences including uh uh redistribution of local climates and uh through the uh uh melting of uh glaciers uh an increase in global sea level. There is concern uh on a somewhat longer time scale about the collapse of the West Antarctic ice sheet and uh a general rise of many many meters in uh in sea level. So uh we we have a kind of handwriting on the wall. Uh certainly there's more research to be done but as I say there is a consensus what can be done about it. The idea that we should uh immediately stop burning fossil fuel has such severe economic consequences that no one of course will take it seriously. But there are many other things that can be done. uh one has to do with u subsidies for fossil fuels. More efficient use could be uh encouraged by fewer government subsidies. Secondly, there are alternative energy sources. Uh some of which are uh useful uh at least locally. Um solar power is certainly one that might be of more general use. safe fision power plants which are in principle possible. Uh and then on a longer time scale uh the prospect of fusion uh power fision and fusion power plants uh in principle uh vent no infrared active gases and therefore uh whatever other problems they may provide they do not provide a greenhouse problem. Uh I'd like to close by just saying a few words on the uh the kind of perspective that this problem as related problems pose to us. U here is a problem which uh transcends our particular generation. It is an intergenerational problem. If we don't do the right thing now, there are very serious problems that our children and grandchildren will uh have to face. Uh it is also a global problem. It is no good if uh just one or two major industrial nations take uh major steps to prevent uh a major increase still further in CO2 and other greenhouse gases because other nations uh may uh u through their industrial development um cause the problem by themselves and not to say that this is inevitable but just to give an example uh the largest coal reserves on the planet are the United States Soviet Soviet Union and China. China is undergoing a very major uh industrial development and the burning of coal is certainly something that must be very attractive uh for the Chinese looking into uh the future. Uh I would say that there is no way to solve this problem even if the United States and the Soviet Union uh were to uh come to a perfectly good accord on this issue without involving China and many other nations that will be uh uh developing rapidly in the time period we're talking about. So uh here is a u a sense in which the nations to deal with this problem uh have to uh make a change from their traditional concern about themselves and not about the planet and the species. A change from uh uh the traditional short-term objectives to longerterm objectives. Uh and we have to bear in mind that in problems like this, the initial stages of uh global temperature increase, one region of the planet might benefit while another region of the planet suffers and there has to be a kind of uh trading off of uh of benefits and uh and suffering and that requires a degree of international amity which uh certainly doesn't exist today. I think that what is essential for this problem is a global consciousness, a view that transcends our exclusive identifications with the generational and political groupings into which by accident we have been born. The solution to these problems requires a perspective that embraces the planet and the future because we are all in this greenhouse together. Friedrich NZ the philosopher who declared God dead but still searched for meaning in the aftermath. He warned us of herd mentality called us to create our own values and asked what would it take to truly love life. God is dead. God remains dead and we have killed him. The words of Friedri Nich have echoed through generations. Although many know the statement and even quote it, only a few people truly understand its meaning because just like much of NZ's work, there's more than meets the eye. This is the story of Nichze, the man who killed God. At face value, the statement God is dead means that God existed and no longer exists. Or in a more philosophical sense, God only exists in the hearts of those who believe. And so at a time when it seemed like Europe was turning towards atheism, God no longer existed. God was dead. While this was certainly part of what Nze meant, it wasn't the full story. Nichza wasn't praising atheism or the fact that belief in God was dying. He was just explaining how a decline in the belief in God creates both a crisis and an opportunity. God is dead. God remains dead and we have killed him. How shall we comfort ourselves? the murderers of all murderers. What was the holiest and mightiest of all that the world has yet owned has bled to death under our knives? Who will wipe this blood off us? What water is there for us to clean ourselves? What festivals of atonement? What sacred game shall we have to invent? Is not the greatness of this deed too great for us? Must we not become gods simply to appear worthy of it? Although the first line of the statement is the most wellknown, the last line is the one that tells us Nichzche's true intent. He believed that to fill the void created by a lack of belief in God, humans would need to become gods ourselves, creating our own values and morals. For some, this was liberating and comforting, but for others, it was the validation they needed to commit heinous crimes against humanity. After dropping the most lethal weapon humanity had ever created, J. Robert Oppenheimer lamented, "Now I am become death." the destroyer of worlds. He realized he had opened Pandora's box and had forever put humanity in mortal danger. Ironically, Friedrich Nichzche was born to a town pastor Carl Ludwig Nichza and his wife Francisco Nichza in 1844. His uncle and both of his grandfathers were Lutheran ministers and his grandfather on his father's side was a scholar who wrote about the survival of Christianity. It's safe to say Neo grew up surrounded by Christianity. When he was five, he lost his father to a brain hemorrhage. His 2-year-old brother died 6 months later. Nze and his younger sister Elizabeth were left in the sole care of their mother. Losing both his father and younger brother so young had an impact on his personal beliefs, and these tragic events stayed with him his entire life. Growing up, he was interested in music and literature. He was notably fond of the composer Richard Vagner. He appreciated romantic writers like David Strauss who wrote the infamous life of Jesus critically exclaimed. A book that dethized Jesus Christ and was controversial for obvious reasons. Nze went to boarding school and eventually enrolled at the University of Bon in 1864 where he studied theology, the study of religion and philology, the historical study of literary and mechanical texts. During his time as a student, his peers and teachers considered him a brilliant scholar. He quickly directed his focus to philology and pursued it at the University of Lipig. There he started reading the works of the philosopher Arthur Schopenhau and was impressed by his godless worldview and the value of art and his philosophy of pessimism. Schopenhau also understood humanity's main motivation which he described as an aimless striving or desire. He believed that the will could never be satisfied. It always wants something and when it gets what it wants, it wants something else. Anything this insatiable will inevitably lead to suffering. There's never satisfaction. If this sounds familiar, it's because Schopenhau's pessimism was inspired by Buddhism. The Buddha insisted that craving was the source of human suffering, which is very similar to Schopenhau's philosophy. Schopenhau believed humans had to deny their will to be compassionate and good. This involved living a life of self-denial, rejecting earthly pleasures, and denying one's desire as much as possible. Filled with inspiration from Chopenhau and Vagner, Nze wrote his first book, the birth of tragedy. In it, he laments the loss of Dionician energy in western society. In Greek mythology, Dionicis is the god of fertility, wine, pleasure, and theater. Dionian energy refers to the sensual, spontaneous, and emotional aspects of human nature. Nichze believed that since the time of Socrates, western society had become too focused on logic and rationality to the point where society had become repressed and even unhealthy. Perhaps there's a realm of wisdom from which the logician is exiled. Perhaps art is even a necessary correlative of and supplement for science. Nze described reality and creativity is non-rational. This Dionian spirit of embracing primordial creativity and the joy of existence was best expressed in art and music. In his time, there was what Nze considered a rebirth of the tragic spirit in music by the likes of Vagner, Beethoven, and Bach. He felt their music was filled with Dionian energy and could help save European culture from repression. At the University of Lipig, Nze met the German composer Richard Vagner whom he admired greatly. Nze enjoyed an almost familial friendship with Vagner, even though the composer was of a similar age to his father. They bonded over their appreciation for the philosophy of Schopenau and of course music. Even though their friendship was filled with conflict, Nichze was very proud to have Vagner as a friend. Their fights affected him deeply. After writing the birth of tragedy, Nichze turned away from Schopenhau and Vagner, rejecting what he saw as a life-ding philosophy on one hand and art of the past on the other. He wrote his second major work, human all too human, which was more science inspired. It moved away from the idea that art and tragedy would restore culture and toward a culture grounded in scientific knowledge. Amid the different philosophical trajectories, Nichzche's friendship with Vagner ended. human all too human marks the first time Nichzche started writing in short passages and apherisms as a style to reflect his new philosophical direction. He didn't give a comprehensive account explaining why he started writing this way. Still, it did allow him to explore different themes and perspectives in each book and it likely also worked better for him due to his frequent bouts of illness. Nze was very sick throughout his life. At the age of 23, he was injured in military service. He suffered a chest wound that took a long time to heal. At 25, he contracted dtheria and dysentery while taking care of wounded soldiers in the FrancoRussian war. At 34, nature resigned his position as a professor at Basil University due to his health issues. He had eyesight problems, migraine headaches, and was prone to vomiting. His health deteriorated so much that he was unable to function in his role. While Nichza struggled with his physical health, he pursued the value of good psychological health in his work. For NZ that meant avoiding the abyss of nihilism while at the same time staying far away from biblical values that he considered unhealthy. In one of his works, the gay science he famously declared that God is dead. He believed that belief in the Christian God was becoming increasingly difficult to maintain and that it was destined to collapse. This wasn't surprising as Nze was writing after the age of enlightenment in Europe. The age of enlightenment was an intellectual and philosophical movement in Europe around the 17th and 18th centuries. During this period, there was a scientific revolution and religion started to take a backseat in favor of reason and the scientific method. The power of religious authority, which had been dormant for over a millennia, was shrinking in its influence over European society. Atheism was becoming more accepted and popular. However, unlike most other atheists at the time, Nichze wasn't interested in proving that God didn't exist. He considered that a given. So he focused on preparing society for the inevitable absence of a god figure and the long shadow it would cast on humanity. Without God, the morals of Judeo-Christianity lost their foundations for belief. Philosophers in Nichzche's time tried to find a rational justification for these same values. But Nze thought this was naive. Without God, these values will ultimately vanish. But they're thoroughly ingrained in the psyche of the western world. To uproot them, Nichze took it upon himself to deconstruct the origin of these values by demonstrating that they don't have a foundation in rational thought. In his book, the genealogy of morals, na deconstructed values in the Bible to show that they come from slaves resentment toward their masters rather than a rational concern for others. He described the dominant emotion that created slave morality as slaves prejudice against their masters who had achieved the kind of happiness they could not. Before the dominance of slave morality, the masters or nobles evaluated people using a good and bad framework. They valued people based on their exceptionality. Ne referred to the way nobles valued things as master morality. Given that the nobles were masters of the slaves, slave morality took the nobles values and condemned them as evil and the opposite to be morally good. Any harm towards another person was considered morally wrong. This was their philosophical revenge against the masters born from resentment. Christianity was Nichzche's primary example of slave morality, valuing equality, humility, selfless concern for others, love, and forgiveness. He cites the vengeful outburst in the Bible as more evidence for its foundation in resentment. For a religion based on love and forgiveness, there are quite a few vengeful moments and diet tribes on brimstone, hellfire, and damnation. These values and condemnations seem at direct odds with each other. In addition to them having an irrational foundation, Nietze believed that biblical values were actually harmful to one's psychological health. Guilt plays a significant role in the Christian psyche. Nze suggests that it's very similar to the notion of indebtedness. When we harm someone, slave morality indebts us to them or to be punished by owing the victim something. This relationship between compensation and immoral action is internalized. When someone commits an immoral act, they feel indebted, negatively impacting their sense of selfworth. They feel guilt. Moral guilt is internalized in a very intense way. It applies to any violation of the rules, regardless of whether there's an actual victim. Anyone can resent and blame the rule breaker, regardless of whether they're a victim or not. Guilt even becomes free from rules to form a pathological desire for self-punishment. We want to be punished to alleviate ourselves from the feeling of indebtedness. were striving for purity. The acetic priest, he had obviously been victorious. His kingdom had come. People no longer protested against pain. They thirsted after pain. The logical conclusion of this way of thinking ultimately leads to becoming an acetic. Someone who rejects self-indulgence and practices extreme self-discipline. The only way to live free from the feeling of indebtedness is to always be punishing yourself. According to Nze, this harms a person's sense of selfworth. A big problem for Western societies is that the death of God leaves a void that humans need to fill as valued creatures. Nichze believed it was the role of philosopher types like himself to create these values. Nze isn't a nihilist as many may have assumed. Although he's usually credited as the father of nihilism, he's actually protested against it. While acknowledging that there's no inherent value in anything, Nze believes that living in this valueless state can lead to despair and suicide and as a result should be avoided. That's why Nichze spent much of his time writing proposing new values for humanity. However, how he intended his proposed values to be understood isn't 100% clear. He most likely didn't mean for them to be taken as objective truths because he insists that values must be created. They don't exist in the world to be discovered. In this way, Nze believed in perspectivism, the philosophy that we don't have access to objective truth in the world because we always view things from a perspective. We can't access an independent point of view like some omnisient god. When philosophers write about an objective truth, niche suggests they're speaking more about themselves and the perspective rather than the truth. He seems to think of value creation almost as an artistic expression. But just as he assessed biblical values by how they impact psychological health, his own values are intended to produce a healthier mind. The ultimate goal of his values is to create the conditions for a healthier psyche in a post-god world where slave morality rejects so much of life like bodily pleasures and excellence. Nichian values align with life itself. This couldn't be more present than in his value of affirmation. Affirmation is about saying yes to life. All the pain, joy, and pleasure. It's about saying yes to every detail of our past, present, and future. is taking what is necessary in life and finding it beautiful. I want to learn more and more to see as beautiful what is necessary in things. A morati. Let that be my love henceforth. I don't want to wage war against what is ugly. I don't want to accuse. I don't even want to accuse those who accuse. Looking away shall be my only negation. And all in all and on the whole, someday I wish to be a only yesayer. Nichch's affirmation rejects nihilism which finds no value in life. It also undermines values that reject the fundamental parts of life like the slave morality he described. Christianity requires repenting our life on earth to access heaven, a more pure plane of existence. It asks us to turn against ourselves and our bodies, and it wants us to negate life. Nze asks us to affirm it. Now, it's important not to confuse affirmation with hedonism. Nze criticized hedonism for making pain an evil. Not only is pain a fundamental part of life, but it's instrumental in our ability to overcome and affirm life. Being sick and recovering allows you to appreciate life more, which wouldn't be possible without the pain of sickness. Without experiencing pain would never be able to appreciate pleasure, where Christianity asked you to reject sensuality in your desire for excellence, Nichze's affirmation asks you to embrace them. His value even asks you to say yes to those rejecting life through slave morality, pessimism, and nihilism. This doesn't mean you accept their beliefs, but embrace their presence and necessity in life. In Nich's doctrine on the eternal recurrence, he tests your ability to affirm life. Imagine that you'll live your life the exact same way over and over again for eternity. Your life as it's lived is a cycle that will keep repeating. Can you say yes to your most painful, embarrassing memories? Can you allow them to happen again and again for eternity? Will you live the rest of your life in a way you can affirm? This test helps you affirm that everything that has happened to you in your life up until this moment was necessary and teaches you to strive towards a life that you would be willing to live over and over again. And not just the good parts of life, you say yes to everything from the highs of a young romance to the lows of your most painful breakup. After NZ left his university position, he lived a nomadic life traveling Europe looking for a more accommodating climate for his health. He became friends with an academic named Lu Salame with whom he had a strong intellectual connection. Nichza, his friend Paul Ray, and Salame planned to move in together to form an intellectual commune. But both Nichza and Paul developed romantic feelings for Salame. She left to go live with Paul after Nietz proposed to her unsuccessfully and it was a painful end to their collective relationship. In his writing, Nichza described a person capable of affirming their life entirely as superhuman or uber mench. In his text, thus spoke Zerahustra, the prophet Zerathusra prepares his disciples for the coming of this superhum. The Uber Mench wasn't a specific person or race destined to enslave others as some have carelessly interpreted. It's just somebody who embodies Nichzche's value of affirmation to its fullest extent. Someone who embraces all of life, not rejecting it as the worshippers of slave morality do. If we're to affirm everything of life itself for Nij that means embracing an undeniable internal drive that is present in all living things. This internal drive is what he called a will to power an ingrained inclination towards growth, strength and expression. We find happiness in overcoming resistance to achieve our end which ultimately gives us a sense of power and satisfaction. Life will grow, spread, seize, become dominant. Not from any morality or immorality, but because it's living, and because life simply is will to power. If this rubs you the wrong way, you're not alone. It's one of the most controversial parts of Nichch's philosophy. He believed our will to power is inescapable, as it's a fundamental component of life. To express our will to power is to live more healthy. While this view encourages mastery in the form of self-overcoming, it also seems to encourage domination over others. Nze believed we shouldn't pretend all humans are equal and that the more powerful and skilled people should lead the weaker ones. The problem with this ideology is that while it might seem healthier for the individual to express their desire to expand and dominate, that domination comes at the expense of another person who is dominated and not free to pursue their own will to power. It's because of this that many people blame Nichzche's philosophy for the rise of Nazi Germany and other totalitarian states. Although some scholars have suggested that Nietze put a much bigger emphasis on self-mastery rather than the dominion of others, that notion continues to be debated. In reality, Nze was never a big proponent of nationalism, and in fact, he greatly opposed the big state and nationalism. Any references to his work from the Nazis were extremely superficial. Hitler read very little of his work and even professed that he had no use for Nichzche's complex ideas. Nichch's philosophy was non-racial and he vemently opposed the growing anti-semitism in Germany. He even refused to go to his sister's wedding because she was engaged to an anti-semite. Nichza was also deeply troubled by his friend and composer Richard Vagner's antagonism towards Jews. In 1889, Nze collapsed trying to defend horse from being whipped. He became an invalid for the remaining 11 years of his life. His sister, first from a failed Aryan colony, took care of him and looked after his body of work. She published a book from his scattered writings called the will to power. Its status among NZ's text is somewhat questionable since someone with an ideological agenda put it together, but there are plenty of consistencies with NZ's other work to warrant consideration. Another core value of NZE is his commitment to truthfulness. If we're to affirm life in its entirety, we have to be honest about it. We shouldn't be satisfied by a notion of truth simply because it makes us feel a certain way or has a practical benefit. Nze was critical of the Christian apologetic argument that claims that since Christianity can make us feel good, it must be true. Few would accuse Nichzche of not being boldly honest. His writing is often slanderous and scathing in critique. Few people in this world have thrown such scathing words towards priests as Nze. He even accused them of exercising their dominion over others for satisfaction while guilting Christians for harboring the same sinful desires. At the same time, NE warns that an unconditional devotion to the truth can harm the values that make life worth living. Too much honesty about the world can lead to nausea and suicide. You can see how he always tried to avoid the pit of nihilism in his work. Our demands for truth can also be never fully satisfied. We're cognitively limited and are prone to delusion and error. We have to be satisfied with appearances over objective knowledge. Nze believes art could work as a goodwill to appearance to alleiate the burden of honesty. It can make the breath of life beautiful even when it's painful. He encourages a level of illusion to make affirming life more palatable. Knowledge kills action for action requires a state of being in which we are covered with the veil of illusion. If Nichch's value of truthfulness and art as unnecessary illusion seems like contradictions, that's because, well, they are. Nichch's values don't work as a perfect system which can confuse readers of his work. But it all makes a bit more sense if you consider another important value of his pluralism. According to NZ, we only have perspectives on truth. But to make our best attempts at knowledge, we need to be able to use different outlooks, values, and perspectives to evaluate something. The more eyes, different eyes, we know how to bring to bear on one in the same matter, that much more complete will our concept of this matter, our objectivity be. In this way, having multiple competing values would help one find a superior way to evaluate things in life. Understanding Nichch's values in this way makes sense. They support each other, but also oppose and limit each other. His value of affirmation supports his value of life and power. To affirm all of our existence, we need to acknowledge our desire for power. However, his value of honesty runs into limitations when considering that we need useful illusions to avoid nihilism. While Nze's values were important to him, he never wanted them to be adopted the way a student adopts facts. He wanted his followers to create themselves and their own values. In thus spoke Zerahustra, the prophet Zerathustra is greatly disappointed when his followers simply adopt his teachings. He offers this departing advice. Now I go alone my disciples. You too go now alone. Thus I wanted go away from me and resist Zarathustra and even better be ashamed of him. Perhaps he deceives you. One pays a teacher badly if one always remains nothing but a pupil. Now I bid you to lose me and find yourselves. and only then when you have all denied me will I return to you that I may celebrate the great noon with you. He wanted us to create values like artists making art. Despite the case he makes for his own, it's unlikely he thought value creation should end with him. Nze encouraged people to be free spirits, to embrace self-determination, and to reject committing to the values of others. However, Nze clarifies that individuality alone doesn't give someone value. A person has to work on value creation and self-governance, not just on being unique. Nichze believed you should give yourself laws to follow and exercise self-control based on them. Most importantly, you shouldn't blindly follow and worship the values of others. Fanaticism is the opposite of what Nichza had in mind. Nze routinely described higher and lower types in his work. The higher ones are people like Napoleon and the writer Gerta who he believed were able to achieve an excellence and live without the constraints of traditional morality or slave morality. They have a psychopysical makeup that enables them to pursue greatness. Importantly, they were autonomous in nature, exuding qualities of a free spirit. These higher types could commit all of themselves to a greater purpose of their own design. They weren't perfect examples of what Nichze values, nor should they be. Of Nichzche's examples of higher types, most were artists and intellectuals. Napoleon is the only example of a person who pursued the domination of others through war. The lower types are those who slavishly obey traditional values and seek to bring the higher types down to their level. They are weaker individuals by comparison, resenting anyone who embodies excellence and a free spirit. Nze didn't imply that these types could be divided based on race or class, but could be recognized by key traits. The traits aren't mutually exclusive. Niche insists many individuals have both higher and lower traits. There's a strong element of determinism in Nij's writing. Being born a higher type is described a bit like winning the genetic lottery, but again, it's not race-based. He also criticized the idea that we're in full control of our actions as implied by the Christian doctrine. It's a source of debate whether NZ was a hard determinist or believed in some freedom of will. He does seem to imply that our wills are determined to be weak or strong, but a will that is not free at all would undermine his notion of creating yourself. This could be an example of Nichze deploying different perspectives to better understand the will. He may also have held a more deterministic position earlier in his writing and less so later on. In Beyond Good and Evil, he criticizes hard determinism for making the weak willed worse off. While Nze admired the higher types, he didn't think just anyone should pursue greatness. If people are content with being Christian, he suggests they may as well stay that way. Some scholars believe that Nze wrote about Christianity in such an incendiary way to discourage believers in God from even considering his work. Nichzche's writing is for those who look into the abyss of nihilism and need help pursuing meaning despite it. His work is intended to solve a crisis of nihilism after all, not to convince people that God doesn't exist. Nze never laid out a political program or aligned himself with ideology. There were clues, however, to his political leaning. He wasn't an egalitarian and wasn't a proponent of a democracy. He appreciated the competitive spirit of the Greeks before Plato, which fostered a healthy spirit of striving for greatness. He describes great festivals of music, tragedy, and athletic contests. There was competition, hierarchies, and a level of ingenuity that NZ appreciated. His description is part history, part myth, but most importantly, it exemplifies a world that allowed great humans to rise. NZ did clarify that he didn't think the Greeks should be taken as a political paradigm for the future. He resisted developing that kind of a political program. Insisting on a political position would defeat the purpose of Nichzche's philosophical aims. He wanted to lead people from nihilism to pursue meaning and overcoming oneself and creating new values. Deciding those values for you would undercut our pursuit of meaning. Just as he wanted great people to be able to rise, he didn't want to tell them exactly what to become. That's why his descriptions of people he admires as higher types aren't very specific. Nze was also concerned that people might use his authority as an author to give rise to disaster. And to some extent that has been the case. Nazis borrow bits and pieces from his work superficially to bolster their justification of war, domination, and racial superiority. Writing in an obtuse fashion like he did carries a real risk. Most of his books compromise aphorisms which are short, punchy, disconnected paragraphs. He was very hard to interpret by any standard. And after a century of unpacking his body of work, scholars still have plenty of disagreements over what he truly intended. It's probably expecting too much of your average reader to see Nichch's values in the proper light, even if such a feat has been achieved. People are prone to taking a profound idea as if they were the word of God. You could say it's psychologically ingrained in many of us. His approach was a bit reckless in hindsight, but then his project of inspiring you to create your own values seems to depend on this ambiguity. It almost seems necessary. If he had been more concise in making this point, people would have taken his word as law. It would no longer strive to create their own morality. And while willful misinterpretations of his work likely contributed in a small way to the rise of Nazism, more thoughtful interpretations had a big influence on psychology, sociology, philosophy, and the arts. Nichze's work greatly influenced well-known psychologists Sigman Freud and Carl Young. Freud likely borrowed from the ideas of repression and the unconscious mind that Nze explored in the gay science. Man thinks continually without knowing it. The thinking that rises to consciousness is only the smallest part of all of this. Freud denied having read any Nichze, but a strong paper trail of correspondence and interviews suggests otherwise. I can think of a few Nichian values Freud undermined with this calculated move and a couple he would have affirmed. Psychologist Alfred Adler developed an individual psychology that was heavily influenced by Nichzche's values of self-creation and striving. In modern psychology is now referred to as self-actualization, which you're probably pretty familiar with. Nichze also greatly influenced postmodernism as expressed by philosophers Jacqu Dereda and Michelle Fuku. Existentialist philosophers who followed Nichzche like Haidiger and Albert Kimu often drew on Nze in their work. Like Nze believed we needed to create values to avoid nihilism. Kimu thought we should always try to create meaning in our lives despite life's inherent meaninglessness. Nichze's influences can also be found in the works of countless authors like Herman Hess Canut Hamsoon and Eugene O'Neal. And let's not forget that he did help us think more deeply about how to move on from God in the values of slave morality. Did the belief in God truly die? No. God is obviously still around as Nze himself predicted. God is dead, but given the way of men, there may still be caves for thousands of years in which his shadow will be shown. And we we have to vanquish a shadow, too. But thanks in part to Nichze, a wider variety of values has become more commonplace in society. The values of self-creation and rejecting societal norms are very popular to whatever extent you can credit Nichza for them. and were a bit more accepting of excellence for better or worse. After seeing the influence of his work, do you think Nze would affirm the world he had a part in shaping? I like to think he would because what happened is necessary. If he were as strong as his philosophy, he would allow it to happen over and over again for eternity. Precisely the same way. Alan Watts, a philosopher who bridged east and west. He challenged us to let go of control, embrace impermanence, and laugh at the illusion of the self. When I started this YouTube channel, I became fixated on the day it would succeed. I stopped going out with friends and spent almost every waking moment working towards and dreaming about the future. When I did manage to go out with friends, I spent all my time daydreaming. I was stuck imagining a far-off future, a future that would never come. Don't get me wrong, objectively, this channel is successful, and all of you who choose to watch these videos have literally changed my whole life. But the future I dreamed of will never come because there's always something more to chase, something bigger and better to look forward to. Many of us live life like this. We spend most of our time preoccupied with things that don't exist and very little time enjoying the things that do. When we're not fixating on the future, we're being haunted by the past. We spend our nights curled up in bed thinking about the wrong choices we've made in the past and what we wish we'd done instead. As a culture, we're obsessed with time. We're both haunted by the past and dreading the future. But the truth is that the future and the past don't exist. We might think that the past and the future are as real as the present, but that's the illusion of time. In reality, the present is the only thing that exists or can exist. A clock tracks movement like the rotation of the Earth in our orbit around the sun. But its measurement of time isn't objective. There is only the present and its direction is forward. The past can be accessed by our memories or recordings. But even this access is tremendously limited. Our memory is fallible. We often misremember critical details of events and can be influenced to think we did something we never did. Memory itself is known to get less accurate each time we think to reflect on it. And when video is available, it doesn't give you the first person experience. It's only a tiny piece of the past that doesn't truly capture what it was like to be there or the full range of emotions you felt at the time. The past is just a previous experience of the present. It doesn't exist. The future hasn't happened yet. We might prepare for conditions like rain later in the week. Many of us will make plans for a satisfying career, but these things don't exist, and there's a fair chance they won't ever exist. The forecast is often wrong and careers rarely go as planned. If you continue to obsess over the past and the future, you'll never truly live a full life. You'll be too busy thinking about the moments that have either already passed or are yet to come. You'll forget to be present and to take it all in. Whereas animals live primarily in the present, humans have strong memories. We can bind time together. This can be helpful from a survival standpoint. Our species anticipates the future and prepares for it now. This was necessary for humans to successfully survive threats and to develop more complex societies. Early humans carved spears to take down woolly mammoths. They realized that if they made these weapons now, they'd have a better chance of killing a giant beast tomorrow. They also anticipated that a mammoth would provide sustenance for a long time. And by preparing for the future, they significantly increased their odds of survival. This ability to plan for the future is why we're here today. But we've paid a heavy price for that practical sense of time. And that price is our happiness, our peace of mind. We're too stuck in the future to be at ease now. We make it all seem okay by telling ourselves the big lie. According to the British philosopher Alan Watts, this notorious untruth is that we think we'll be happy in our imagined future, but it never comes. When that future does arrive, according to our current definition of time, we'll be stuck in another imagined future. Our minds will be focused on the future until our bodies no longer have a pulse. It's like a donkey chasing a carrot on a string. We can never get closer to our meal, and our appetite will never go away. To an observer, the donkey is foolish. But from a first person perspective, we're convinced of the illusion. We don't see the string or the stick, only the carrot and the promise that it holds. Our memories control our lives and we make decisions about the present in the future based on what happened in the past. Using our memory, we limit the possibilities of the present. We assume we can't do something because we weren't able to do it in the past. We avoid going places and doing things because we've previously had poor experiences with them. Sometimes we decline offers because they conflict with our sense of who we are based on our past understanding of our identity. You may think of yourself as self-sufficient. But what about those moments when you truly need help? People have died clinging to their identity as self-sufficient. And why? Because they're tied to a past that doesn't even exist. Our schools train us to always look for the next ladder to climb. The present is mostly considered beneath us. And we criticize those who live in the moment because they're not preparing for the future. They're focused on now, which by our cultural standards is often regarded as antisocial behavior. We invent gadgets for productivity thinking they will give us more time. It's like saying you can enjoy more moments if you buy the next piece of tech. But all we end up doing is anticipating the next upgrade or the next big innovation. That's why the most popular question that tech reviewers get is should I buy this now or wait for the next one? And when we get the new technology, we use it to escape the now rather than embrace it. For over 15 years, we've had the ultimate tool for fleeing the present, our smartphones. We turn to our phones whenever we're idle or in any situation without something purposeful to do. And we feel a panic from the present and escape it by seeking out the past and future on our mobile. We make plans with text conversations or by opening up the calendar. We browse news about what's already happened or read predictions about what will happen next. Alerts are set in the reminders app and we accept notifications to warn us about anything and everything that isn't in our present moment. When's the next ball game? What are the best beach resorts? Where's the price of housing headed? We're constantly searching for answers about the future instead of enjoying the present. On social media, we look at images of the lives of others, and we project ourselves into a future where we're on vacation, like our social media connections. Or we look back on the trips we've taken in the past, and with regret, we wish we'd planned things differently. It's not so easy to live in the present. Sitting still gives us anxiety as a survival mechanism. Preparing for the future and anxiety are intrinsically connected. We're not planning for the future when we're in the moment. It can feel a bit like closing your eyes when you're driving. You're not looking at what's ahead to avoid disaster. But we've evolved beyond the point where survival needs to occupy our minds. Always at least. In fact, many of our jobs are only connected to survival because they provide us with an income to buy food and shelter. We've got free time outside of our occupations. At the very least, we should enjoy our free time by living in it. Our smartphones open a gateway to filling that time with plans for the future. Many of us will prepare our next workday or respond to emails about the past. We ignore the people around us and become more distant from them. Relationships are all about the present, and one of the ways you can tell they're not going so well is if one or both partners aren't very present. The more we try to escape the present moment, the more we neglect our relationships. And ironically, many of our plans are intended to strengthen our relationships. We save for retirements and vacations. In other words, we're planning for a time when we can exist in the moment. But when that time comes, we'll be stuck thinking about another future instead of enjoying the one we're in. Of course, global issues make living in the moment particularly challenging. The climate is changing due to humans creating greenhouse gas emissions a legitimate threat to our survival. We need to do what we can to prevent catastrophes in the future, but we shouldn't let that steal the present from us. Otherwise, we'll only be saving a future that we won't even be bothered to live in. Alan Watts was a student of Eastern philosophy. He studied Buddhism, Zen Buddhism, Dowoism, Hinduism, and more. And from his studies, he took away the importance of being present and methods of living in the now. Distilling these religious concepts made him very popular in the west. He wasn't a proper scholar in the strict sense, but he wrote a lot of books on these subjects and gave a lot of entertaining lectures. Some of his teachings are a bit dated now, but his distilled messages are still as relevant as the future continues to haunt us at every turn. Watts had a particular interest in Zen Buddhism. It emphasizes being here and now, but also goes much deeper than that. Unlike the teachings of Buddha, Zen Buddhists believe that achieving a permanent state of enlightenment or nirvana was impossible. We can only try for fleeting moments of pure essence called sattorii. These are moments when we're so perfectly in the present that we're cut off completely from the past and the future. We experience the present without our ingrained interpretation of the world around us. We don't see chairs as chairs. We see no chairs. Words fail to capture zen as do logic and our schematic laws of thought. In explaining Zen to you, I am failing to demonstrate Zen. That's why Zen masters often respond to questions by raising a finger. Alan Watts would hit a symbol in an attempt to demonstrate Zen. The idea isn't to murder the mind or bring it to nothingness. Zen is an affirmation. It wants to put you in direct contact with your mind in order to give you peace. Zen Buddhists believe in the inner purity inside us and that getting closer to it should be our ultimate goal. In achieving Zen, the past and the future won't bother you. as forms of structured thought. The past and future have no way to enter your mind. They don't exist in Zen. They don't exist at all. When Watt speaks of time as an illusion, he's suggesting that we aren't doomed to live as being stifled by time. Like the Zen Buddhists, we can live in the present. Even when we aren't striving for moments of saturator, we can still free ourselves from the tyranny of the past and the future. Carpedium sees the day. To better understand how to live in the present moment, watch this video on hedenism. Dioynes, he owned nothing, lived in a barrel, and still managed to humiliate kings and philosophers alike. Dioynes didn't care about status or wealth, only truth. Brutal, raw, and often hilarious. The abstract world of philosophy is interesting. From stoicism to nihilism to absurdism, there are many different schools of thought trying to teach us how to think, act, and tell right from wrong. But have you ever felt that philosophy is sometimes a bit too elaborate, too structural? Since written records began, philosophers have produced mountains of text. But how much of it really connects with us? Some of it does. Definitely. Deart's I think, therefore I am is one of the most beautiful realizations you can have. It is so concise yet so beautifully self-evident. On the other hand, how many of us are spending our days thinking about the form of a table or its corresponding tablehood like Plato? How many of us use Pimenites argument against motion in our daily lives? The Greek philosopher Pommenities was teaching in a school in Athens how motion doesn't exist. His argument was that if motion exists, that would mean the universe has a beginning and an end. And if that's the case, motion had to have been created out of nothing. Since before the beginning of the universe, there was nothing. But that can't be since something can't be created out of nothing. It sounds intelligent and maybe even wise. But upon close inspection, you quickly realize it can't possibly make sense because of course motion exists. You and I have our life experiences to show for that. Himemenity's argument may be philosophically interesting and even intellectually stimulating, but a bit silly if I'm being honest. And one of the people who sat in that class in Athens listening to Pommenities agrees. Like you and me, he felt that arguments like this were so complicated that they missed the rather obvious realities of our lives. So what did he do to prove that motion existed? He got up and walked out. His name was Dioynes the cynic, the craziest philosopher of all time. Dioynes was born in the Greek colony of Sino, which is present day Turkey. And this was only a glimpse of his eccentricities. He lived from 400 B.CE to 323 B.CE. Most philosophers of his time were sages, respected by the public and held to a high standard of conduct. Dioynes, on the other hand, would do things that just weren't impolite, which is downright strange and insulting, even by history standards. He lived in a giant stonewear wine container, and on most days would beg for food. He would urinate and defecate in public and spit wherever he pleased, sometimes even at people. Because of his behavior, one day a man called him a dog and even threw bones at him as an insult. Dioynes, not one to ever feel insulted, simply walked up to the bones and peed on them. The man who had just called him a dog, couldn't believe what just happened. Dioynes wittingly questioned, "Why call me a dog, but be surprised when I acted like one?" Dioynes not only relieved himself in public, he pleased himself sexually wherever and whenever he wanted to, since he believed that what isn't shameful in private shouldn't be shameful in public. Who are we kidding, really? He must have thought Dioynes believed that philosophers were making life much harder than it needed to be by creating unnecessary rules and regulations that aimed to block man's true nature. And people blindly following these rules made it all the worse. He recognized that these people had no self-mastery and would do as they were told no matter how pointless the task was. Once he was speaking and noticed that nobody was paying attention to him, so he began making strange noises which immediately drew people's attention. Dioynes lamented that nonsense draws attention far quicker than wisdom. And if that isn't the state of social media today, I don't know what is. Like every philosopher, some of what Dioenese preached was controversial. Things like sexual promiscuity and cannibalism cast some doubt about the quality of his philosophy, but it's difficult to draw too many conclusions given how much of his life is still unknown. What we do know is that his way of life was unique. But it begs the question, what inspired him to be so cynical about life? Why was he called Dioenese like cynic anyway? It started off from an innocent observation. One day, Dioenes noticed that while the rest of the world was partying and finding ways to celebrate their wealth, rats were having a feast on the crumbs that fell from his plate. One account notes, "By watching a mouse scurrying about, not anxious for a place to sleep, not afraid of the dark, nor pining away for any of the so-called pleasures, he discovered a way to cope with his surroundings. He realized that humans don't need all that much to be happy. And he also noticed that most people had a never-ending pursuit of wealth, which at the end of the day didn't lead to any substantial happiness. So, he set out on a journey to ridicule the public and to show them just how out of touch their lives had become. Even philosophers, people who were supposed to be the wisest among the masses, have become attached to their fame and material possessions. This is what ultimately led to his criticism of the philosophers of his time and his cynical view of life. Cynicism is the idea that most human beings are fueled by self-interest rather than a deep inclination to be good. It's a concern that most of us can relate to the fear that most of our relationships are transactional. That the people we call friends and lovers are only with us because of something they can get from us and not because they truly like us. Did Diagonese believe that all humans were fueled by only self-interest? Well, yes and no. Interestingly, he believed that people are inherently good, but that societal norms and an inability to accept our instincts has led us to our current state of misery. But even though he had a tendency to make fun of societal norms, he wasn't advocating for chaos or disorder. He didn't want to break customs purely for the sake of breaking them. He broke them to prove a point and often at the expense of someone else's prestige. You might think that Dioynes simply hated life and that this was his way of letting other people know just how miserable he was. But it's not even true because he was quite fond of life. When asked if life was evil, Dioynes replied, "Not life itself, but living an evil life." He appreciated the simple things in life and was grateful for whatever came his way without the boastful show of wealth or extravagant parties of the social elite. He enjoyed the warmth of the sunlight on his skin, the sight of nature, the companionship of a dog. In fact, he claimed to be a king among men, which is ironic to say the least, considering he was basically homeless. But he didn't make that claim because of the wealth he possessed. He did so because he felt no need to possess such wealth in the first place. He also mocked the remarkable lack of humanity that he experienced in Athens. This led to another stone of his where he went to a marketplace in the daytime with the lantern and stopped to say, "I've been looking for a man." Because according to him, there was no one human enough in Athens. Though calling him a dog was meant to be very much an insult, Dioynes in his own way interpreted it as a compliment because a dog lives an unaffected and honest life. A dog eats anything that you give to it, sleeps wherever, and lives free of anxiety. exactly the life Dioenese wanted to live. An underrated part of his philosophy is his idea of self-sufficiency and autonomy. Dioenese doesn't want you to simply recognize that a world is cynical. He wants you to be aware of that fact and eventually be free from it. It's one thing to lament how transactional today's world is, but it's another thing to act upon it or at the very least be prepared for it. Dioenese is said to have stood in front of statues and begged for food. When asked about it, he said he did so to get used to being rejected. Yet another thing we can learn from. Whether it's a job that we applied for and missed out on, a school we think we should have gotten into but didn't, or a relationship we always wanted, we've all experienced rejection. Dioenese doesn't want us to shy away from rejection, but rather accept it as part of life. This is in line with what a lot of us believe today, that one's happiness is his or her sole responsibility, and relying on someone else or something else for it would be a serious mistake. Dioenese went out of his way to manufacture a discomfort by doing things like rolling in the sand on hot summer days to make himself more resilient to life's misery. While this example might sound like a little too much, it's essentially the same as people who take cold showers and freezing temperatures when they could have just stayed in bed where it's warm. Why do this? Why expose yourself to this kind of discomfort? You do it to condition yourself against the misery of the rest of the day. After you experience that level of discomfort, whatever nature sends your way, whether it's the company of a dog or the warmth of sunlight, it'll be the most beautiful and pleasant gift you could imagine. Dioynes seems crazy at first glance, but deep down his beliefs resonate with us more than we might have thought. Most people have never read elaborate philosophical texts, and maybe it's best that all of Dioyny's writings have been lost. All we have left are his examples and his actions to go by. how he felt alienated by shows of wealth, how he experienced rejection, and how he dealt with insults. Dioynes's teachings and actions were aimed at critiquing conventional values and norms. He also highlighted our growing distance from nature, something that has left society puzzled and depressed. He used humor, paradox, and shocking behavior to provoke thought and challenge our assumptions about what truly matters in life. And his approach was influential in the development of later philosophical schools, particularly the Stoics. Even in the worst of circumstances, even when Dioynes was held captive and enslaved, he didn't lose himself in despair, and not once did he consider himself less than the people who were buying or selling him. In his own eyes, even slave owners needed masters. Slaves were starved and poorly fed. And while this affected the other enslaved people, Dioynes merely reflected on how odd it was that instead of trying to make him look healthy by feeding him well, his masters were starving him and reducing his value on the market. Regardless, there was no happier man when Dioynes did get to eat a good meal. Anyone else in this position would have lost all self-esteem, but not Dioynes. When asked about what he was good for by someone who wanted to purchase him, Dioynes simply replied, "Ruling over men." The philosophy of cynicism is closely related to nihilism or the belief in nothing. Watch this video next to understand the difference. Charles Bukowski, a poet of the gutter. He exposed the soulc crushing routine of modern life and found a strange kind of freedom in the wreckage. Marcus Aurelius, an emperor who ruled the most people simply empty out their bodies with fearful and obedient minds. The color leaves the eye, the voice becomes ugly, and the body, the hair, the fingernails, the shoes, everything does. Does this sound familiar? A long day looking in front of the computer screen causes an aching feeling behind the eyes. Your legs turn to jelly after spending a long shift behind the cash register. Your skin becomes pale and gray with too much time under fluorescent warehouse lights. The 9 to5 continues to diminish our morale and humanity. Why are we doomed to this unsustainable way of life? These were the same questions posed by writer Charles Bukowski in a famous letter to his friend John Martin. Born in Germany and raised in 1930s Los Angeles, Charles Bukowski faced a rough childhood marked by abuse, poverty, and bullying. His hardships fostered an early dependency on alcohol. Bukowski attempted to pursue a career in writing in New York after high school, but financial struggles forces returned to LA, where he reluctantly spent almost a decade as a postal clerk. His detest for the 9to-5 lifestyle became a barrier to his creative aspirations. After his career with the postal service, Bukowski wrote an autobiographical novel about his working years aptly titled Post Office. Its publication launched his career and he became a literary sensation at age 51. 15 years later, in his famous letter, Bukowski wrote of how 9 toive work empties the body and trains the worker of any essential life. It's hard to believe that the 8-hour working day came to be through activism. Between the late 17 and mid 1800s, the industrial revolution transformed the working world. Instead of working in the home and sustaining their family off of small trade loops within their community, people started selling their labor to companies. Let's use the textile industry as an example. Mechanization meant clothing was now a good to be bought and sold instead of made in the home and laborers were required to work the factory floor. They would then use their work money to buy the required goods and services. Working outside the home for a company was a massive economic shift and it resonates in the modern day. Income and population rose as this change significantly increased global living standards. But an average working day this time could range from 10 to 16 hours and children were not exempt from the labor force. Rumblings of disscent reverberated among workers as fatigue, sickness, and injury were common in the workplace. So in the early 19th century, activist Robert Owen proposed standardizing a 10-hour workday. By 1817, an even better proposal of an 8-hour workday gained popularity. Labor activists believed that 8 hours of the day should be dedicated to work, 8 hours to rest, and 8 hours to recreation. This revolution improved working conditions and also productivity. Foreman and managers realized that happy, healthy workers were more productive. But how much of your time off each day or supposed recreation time is used to prepare yourself for the next day? Does this tidy division of time work in reality? Your allotted 8 hours for recreation per day quickly dissolves when you add meal prep, commuting, laundry, housework, child care, and errands into the mix. And at the end of all that, do you even have quality recreation time each day? You spend your evenings in front of the TV, doom scrolling, or playing video games, which is okay in moderation, but the demands of your work life in the activities that require you to be an optimal worker tire you out. You feel too drained to partake in hobbies or activities that would otherwise fulfill you. Also, with the dawn of smartphones and wireless file sharing, it's easy for your workday to extend into the night. You're expected to be on the clock checking emails and finalizing presentations, even in your pajamas on the couch. Your work time bleeds over into your rest until you can't see where one roll ends and the other begins. Worse, the extra time you've put in at home doesn't exempt you from clocking back in the following day at 9:00. Even the self-help movement disguises its motives to sneak its way into making you a better participant in capitalism. You're only creating a more productive worker by molding a better you. Things like atomic habits, overcoming supposed laziness, and manifestation promise to lead you to your professional goals while creating a happy, healthier you. Self-help gurus teach you how to do more with less instead of reassessing the root of why the system has left you broken. Writer and cultural critic Gia Toolantino takes this further in her essay, Always Be Optimizing. According to her, every aspect of modern life is geared towards creating a more efficient you. From workout crazes to salad bars, you never have a moment where you are off the clock in a world that strives to produce the best workers. If you're interested, I have a video about self-improvement where I talk about this further. But if you spend most of your life working or preparing to work for a job you resent or don't enjoy, how can you expect to be happy? Yes, it might be hard to get out of bed in the morning or find motivation, but for some discontent in the workplace leads to violent outbursts. Ever wonder where the phrase going postal comes from? Well, in the late 80s and early 90s, there were a series of workplace shootings in US postal offices across America, killing at least 35 people. The gunmen associated with these murders are classified as workplace avengers. They were often middle-aged white men facing economic anxiety, obsolescence, or possible termination from their job. At the peak of their earning potential, they become resentful when they feel like they aren't making what they should be at work. Their co-workers become symbolic of their fury, which results in violent behavior. Often, these homicides were caused by people diagnosed with mental illness or antisocial behavior. Most of the time they were triggered by wanting to take revenge on a boss or the institution after a firing or reprimand. It's called murder by proxy where you transfer the identity of your intended victim onto anyone slightly associated with it. The shooters wanted vengeance on their workplace and their colleagues were sadly representative of that place. The postal service conducted an internal review to try and find the root cause of this discontent. Of course, there's not one specific reason that links to all of these instances of workplace violence. The nature of the work is a common denominator. There are many structural problems with the US Postal Service that are too tedious to get into here, but one of the findings revealed that rural poster workers are happier than urban ones. Rural workers create their schedules and are in charge of how they carry out their work each day. If they get all the mail delivered by the end of the day, that's a job well done. Urban workers, however, negotiate their workload each day with managers. In urban centers, the postal service must squeeze the maximum efficiency out of each worker. They'd rather hand out overtime and overrun the workers they have than hire more. And that one difference, choosing how you will complete your work for the day, is a determining factor of overall happiness at work. Work is whittleled down to its most essential parts and industries with winnowing resources. When profit is king, there's no room to innovate your work structure to support workers better. Something happens when workers become starkly aware of their place as a cog in the machine. While most people don't retaliate against the system in a homicidal rage, we spend so much of our lives working that it has an evident influence on our emotional health. Busting your butt to keep a job that you might want is taxing. In this situation, you must maintain cognitive dissonance or disassociation from yourself for 40 hours a week because what's the alternative? To exist in modern society, you must generate an income. In his letter, Bukowski likened work to slavery for this reason. Unless you come from immense generational wealth or you're at peace with a monkish existence, work is inevitable. Work that is isolating and repetitive, like in a warehouse or factory, causes your mind to wander, and without proper outlets, you can foster pentup rage. Your body becomes like a machine repeatedly fulfilling the same task, an instrument to generate money. Your work denies you your humanity. Yet you're doomed to live most of your life in this state. How can most people genuinely claim that they're happy with this system? The vast majority of us won't be as lucky as Charles Bukowski. Bukowski got a ticket out of his grueling manual labor job. Remember John Martin, the friend to whom Bukowski wrote his letter outlining his problems with the 9 to5? Well, in 1969, Martin offered to pay Bukowski to quit his job at the postal service and commit himself full-time to writing. At the time, Bukowski wrote, "I have one of two choices. Stay in the post office and go crazy, or stay out here and play at writer and starve." And I've decided to starve. Within his first month as a full-time writer, he finished his debut novel. Martin owned a small press. And as a token of gratitude, Wukowski published with him throughout his illustrious career. But how rare is that? Imagine someone approaches you and offers to fund your passional project for the rest of your life. you would probably quit your day job on the spot. Such an opportunity won't arise for most people. So, how do we find a way to cope with this unfulfilling work structure? You can't really opt out. But is there a way to lessen the burden of your 9 to5? One thing you can do is say no to work when you can. Maintaining a proper work life balance is crucial to overall health and happiness, but setting those boundaries takes practice. You have to know your worth as a worker and be willing to stand up for yourself. You must take your entitled lunch and break times and refuse to work after your contracted hours without any overtime pay. While Bukowski was cynical about the sanctity of your free time during your workday, you are entitled to it as a worker. And the more workers youite to enforce these rights properly, the less likely employers will abuse them. Hence the importance of unions. If you're a union member, ensure you're fully informed about what your union can do for you. Participate in union votes and strikes and make sure your voice is heard. It's one of the only ways to push change forward in the workplace. Some companies have taken the initiative to change their structure. And after all, our world looks a lot different than it did during the industrial revolution. The 40-hour work week now seems absurd. Shorter, less demanding work weeks proved this arbitrary time designation is obsolete. In an experiment, companies in New Zealand dropped to a 4-day work week, which resulted in greater workplace happiness without sacrificing that much productivity. Also, working from home, if your industry allows, frees up commuting time and enables you to sneak in some housework between meetings. Workers feel most empowered when they have some say over how their day is spent. Companies that allow their employees to make themselves as happy as possible during the work week help pave the way for a better work life balance. It is also essential to reclaim your free time. And free time means just that, moments that you deliberately dedicate to absolutely nothing. Nothing in this context entails anything where you aren't making or spending money. Walking, picnics with friends, reading a book, even just staring off into space. Those alone moments allow you to cultivate a sense of self outside of work. It's unhealthy to lead your life with a sense of doom, but escaping the doom loop is difficult. Your time is precious and sacred, and the time you spend not working is even more so. Use it to reclaim your humanity and remind yourself you weren't put on earth to work. You are here to live the best life you can. Then you owe it to yourself to create the best life for yourself regardless of the constraints of the 9 to5. the most powerful empire on earth while privately writing reminders to himself about humility, discipline, and death. a philosopher king who believed that peace starts within. >> In the year 165 CE, a black wave of death rose from the east and quickly spread across the globe faster than anyone could have ever imagined. They called it the Antonine plague after the reigning Roman emperor at the time, Caesar Marcus Aurelius Antoninus Augustus. Lasting throughout the time of his rule, this plague claimed upwards of 18 million lives and nearly destroyed the Roman Empire that entire armies could barely scathe. But it didn't. Under Marcus Aurelius's rule, the empire thrived despite the economic crisis, the numerous invasions, and the grueling pandemic. It is precisely during times of distress that true leaders are tested, and the Caesar rose to the occasion every single time. Aurelius was a philosopher before anything else, regarded as the last of the five good emperors of ancient Rome, a term coined by Nicolo Machaveli in the 15th century. It was his stoic philosophy that differentiated him from his predecessors. During the plague, he set his ego aside and broke the mold surrounding himself with talented and experienced public servants instead of aristocrats and nobles. He listened to advice and empowered those around him to make decisions. He hired the best physicians to lead the battle against the disease decimating Roman populations and to give him the opportunity to focus on the growing economic crisis. He canceled debts, sold imperial effects and possessions, and confiscated capital from Rome's upper class to keep the economy afloat. At a time when fear infiltrated the empire, Marcus practiced self-control and inspired his people to remain calm. As if things couldn't get any worse, late in his reign, Marcus received news that an old friend and former general, Avidius Casius, had staged a rebellion and declared himself Caesar in an attempt to overthrow him. Marcus' response was unusual considering the circumstances, but as disciplined and stoic as he was ever known to be. Instead of getting angry and immediately setting out to destroy the man that threatened the empire, his family, and his legacy, Marcus waited to give the defector a chance to come to his senses. When he did not, Marcus demanded that Casius be captured, but not kill him. In true stoic fashion, he said concerning the matter, "Forgive a man who has wronged one, to remain a friend to one who has transgressed friendship, to continue faithful to one who has broken faith." The last of the five good emperors was a student of Stoic philosophy. He was greatly influenced by the writings of Senica and Epictitus, as evident from his personal reflections during campaigning and administration. He didn't get angry. He didn't allow his emotions to guide his judgments, and he didn't despise his enemy. He acted firmly and justly, a posture that calmed an already nervous empire in times of extreme tensions. Stoicism provided Marcus Aurelius with a guideline to use when facing the stress of life. And as the leader of the most powerful empire in history, you know that his stressors were plenty. This guideline was compiled into meditations, Marcus Aurelius's personal diaries, the private thoughts of the world's most powerful man, giving advice on how to be wise in our decisions, just in our judgments, brave in our actions, temperate in all of our doings, to practice self-control, discipline, and modesty. In short, meditations is a timeless piece of stoic philosophy that is as relevant today as it was in the ancient days of Rome. It is a guide to the key principles of Stoicism from the philosopher king himself. One of the most prominent principles of stoicism that Marcus Rulius continually reiterates in this piece of literature revolves around the dichotomy of control. Despite all of his power, the Caesar of Rome constantly reminded himself that he couldn't control all that happened around him, but he could always control how he responded to those things. Flowing from this concept, there are five key and profound lessons we can learn from Marcus' meditations that are a testament to the practicality of stoicism as a philosophy. And by understanding these lessons, we can lead healthier and more fulfilling lives. Even millennia after Aurelius reigned. The things you think about determine the quality of your mind. It's all in how you perceive it. You're in control. You can dispense with misperception at will, like grounding the point. Serenity, total calm, safe anchorage. Before Marcus Aurelius's time, Epictitus and Senica both wrote vast amounts on the power of perception. It's no wonder then that Rebellious echoed these thoughts as it is one of the most essential tenants of stoicism. Our perceptions influence all that we experience. Your car may not start before your important meeting, or your boss may not give you the promotion you think you deserve. Just like Marcus had a choice when the plague hit, you also have a choice to make whenever you are facing a troubling situation. You can choose to feel angry, scorned, depressed, or defeated, which will accomplish nothing. Or you can train your perception to not be influenced by what is outside your control. It's a form of self-discipline that places the quality of your life in your hands instead of in the hands of other people or situations. Marcus' entire reign rested on this guiding principle. As a formidable leader, he understood the power he had and always separated his perceptions from his emotions. He faced invasions from Germanic tribes and internal uprisings within his kingdom. But he knew he could not alter these situations to his favor. His true power came from within, from how he perceived these grievous situations. So instead of reacting rashly, he didn't allow these horrible negative effects to affect him. Instead, he seized his own mind and was able to make just decisions that were void of any emotional attachment. Even in the face of the most troubling situations, to refrain from imitation is the best revenge. When someone despises us, the easy thing to do is to despise them back. But what would that accomplish? When dealing with Cas's rebellion, it would have been easy for Marcus to order his troops to seize and brutally murder him for his insurgence, to use him as a message to all who dare attempt to take his crown. Instead, he was compassionate and chose to forgive him. People will never meet our expectations. So instead of letting their behavior evoke our emotions, it's more prudent to resort back to what is in our control, which is being virtuous, a better stoic, and a better human. Just as nature takes every obstacle, every impediment and works around it, turns it to its purposes, incorporates it into itself, so too, a rational being can turn each setback into raw material and use it to achieve its goal. Before anything, the Stoics were realists. They understood life's challenges, but instead of shying away from them, they embraced them. The truth is that struggle is an essential part of life. It builds character, develops resilience, and ultimately leads to success. Again, this principle is centered around perception. We can either perceive an obstacle as a hindrance to our progress, a knockout punch that we'll never be able to recover from, or a virtue, a test of our ability to respond to adversity. It would be foolish to go through life avoiding struggle and conflict. Instead, we should welcome them as an opportunity to strengthen our character. The obstacle is never in the way. The obstacle is the way. Accept the things to which fate binds you and love the people with whom fate brings you together, but do so with all your heart. Marcus Aurelius believed that the formula for human greatness is to accept our fate no matter what it is. This notion is deeply rooted in stoic philosophy. Whatever happens to you, you must love it for it is your fate. Epictitus faced countless adversities throughout his life, but still embraced his destiny without complaining. He was tortured by a master who twisted his leg and broke it, permanently crippling him. Instead of spending the rest of his life feeling remorseful for himself, Epictitus took control of his mind instead and said, "Do not seek for things to happen the way you want them to. Rather, wish that what happens happens the way it happens. Then you will be happy." The true testament to being a stoic is wanting nothing to be different, not better or worse. Strength of a person is an accepting what the universe has in store for you and not resisting it. You could leave life right now. Let that determine what you do and say and think. No one understood their destiny and loved their fate more than Senica. In 59 CE, Rome was ruled by an insecure and unjust emperor, Nero. He was an uncaring dictator who spared no one from his wrath, including his own mother and sister. After a failed attempt on his life, Nero gathered all the suspected conspirators and either banished or executed them. Senica was wrongly accused as being one of those plotting against Nero's life. And even though he had served as his leading adviser, Nero did not spare him and ordered him to take his own life. Instead of fighting the hand that fate dealt him, Senica not only accepted his fate, but was stoic to the final moment of his existence. As he famously said, "Wouldn't he deserve to weep over parts of life when the whole of it calls for tears?" Senica then cut the veins in his arms and bled to death. Despite being one of the most powerful men in the world, Marcus Reelius reflected on the fleetness of his life. Anyone in his position could very easily get drunk on power. But he reminded himself all the time of those who have come and gone, who have left behind nothing of the power they ever so greedily accumulated throughout their lives. In meditations, Marcus thinks of morality as an inspiration to live his best life and let go of trivial things. He did not see death as morbid, but rather as a motivator to live a life of virtue and gratitude for the time we have. Marcus Aurelius led a Roman empire that went through both hardship and prosperity. He was criticized and praised and loved and hated. But through it all, he always reminded himself of the teachings of stoicism and the dichotomy of control. There are things in our control and others that are not. Which ones will you focus on? If we can learn to emulate Marcus' lessons by mastering our perceptions, accepting others for who they are, embracing the inevitable challenges as an opportunity for growth, loving our fate, and finally accepting our morality, then we can truly live a virtuous life just like that of the philosopher king himself. Waste no time arguing what a good man should be. Be one.