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Nihilism: The Belief in Nothing

A twelve minute Aperture essay on nihilism, the belief that life carries no meaning and that all action, suffering, and emotion are senseless. It defines the idea, then does the harder work of separating it from pessimism, cynicism, and apathy, and sorts it into political, ethical, and existential kinds. The famous glass cup runs through it: the nihilist does not see it half full or half empty but throws the cup away. The back half turns to Friedrich Nietzsche, who argued both for and against nihilism, declared that God is dead, and warned it would drive civilization toward catastrophe while still insisting the wreckage was where a new morality could be built. It closes on the practical question of how to live once the meaning is gone.

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At a glance

This is a twelve minute essay that walks straight into the oldest question we have, what is the meaning of life, and then hands the microphone to the one answer most people flinch from: there isn't one. Aperture defines nihilism plainly, the belief that all action, suffering, and emotion are senseless, then spends most of the runtime doing the harder job of separating it from the philosophies it gets confused with, pessimism, cynicism, and apathy. It sorts nihilism into its political, ethical, and existential kinds, stages the famous glass cup, and follows the word "why" all the way down to nothing. The back half belongs to Friedrich Nietzsche, the man who argued both for and against nihilism in the same breath, warned that it would drive civilization toward catastrophe, and still insisted the wreckage was where a new morality could be built. It ends where all of this has to end, with the practical question of how you live once the meaning is gone.

This page rebuilds the essay in full, in its own order, with every philosopher, work, and idea named and linked, so you can read it and lose almost nothing by skipping the video.

The question that will not go away

The film opens on the shape of a human life. One day we are born, one day we die, and everything in between we know and understand. Everything before and after we know nothing about. That gap is the problem. If we cannot say how we got here or where we came from, we cannot say why we are here. And if we do not know where we are going or what we will become, we cannot tell whether anything we do right now matters at all.

This uncertainty about both our collective past and our collective future is what has let the question "what is the meaning of life?" haunt us ever since we became sentient. We have never answered it objectively as a species. What we have done instead is find comfort in ideologies that at least quiet the anxiety. Religions offer a deity who built the universe, placed us in it, and will weigh what we do here to decide how we spend eternity. Others locate the meaning in the love shared with friends, family, and the people they hold dear. Others say the mere fact of being alive is what makes life worth living.

And then there are nihilists, for whom life is meaningless. Every action, all the suffering, every emotion good and bad, senseless. This is nihilism, the belief in nothing.

The word "why" and the descent to nothing

Most of us have brushed against this. A sudden sense of purposelessness, the feeling that our lives carry no meaning and we hold no intrinsic value. It tends to arrive at a specific moment, when we have started questioning our old beliefs but have not yet found new ones to hold on to. That in between phase where you are growing out of your parents' beliefs, taking in new experiences, and assembling your own picture of the world.

The essay says these thoughts almost always begin with one small word: why. A three lettered, monosyllabic word with the power to turn anything that felt like solid foundation into something slippery, like quicksand pulling you toward the suspicion that your whole life has not been what you thought it was. Try it, the film says. Take your core values and ask why. Why do you believe those things? Where did they come from? Who did they come from? Keep asking, and eventually you reach a point where there is no longer an answer. You arrive at nothing. All the religions of the world, all our scientific discovery, and the question "why" is still one we cannot answer. For the nihilist, that dead end is the whole point. There is no why, there is no answer, there is simply nothing. As Alan Watts once put it, life is nothing more than a trip from the maternity ward to the crematorium.

It is right there in the name. "Nihilism" comes from the Latin nihil, meaning nothing, joined to "ism," meaning ideology. The ideology of nothing. Which is true, and not nearly enough to understand it, because the whole difficulty is telling this ideology apart from the ones that look like it.

What nihilism is not, part one: pessimism

People reach for pessimism first, and get it wrong. A pessimist believes in the worst outcome. They hold a down trending view of the world and fix on the negatives, because they believe that in the end evil will always overcome good. Notice the hidden commitment in that: the pessimist believes there is good in the world. They simply do not think humans are capable of pulling it off, at least not fully. Good is real. People just fall short of it.

The nihilist does not believe in anything of the kind. Not that evil rules the world, not that good does. In the nihilist's mind the world simply exists, and it was humans who invented morality, and by inventing morality invented good and evil along with it. This is where the film brings out its signature image.

THE SAME GLASS half water, half air OPTIMIST see it half full PESSIMIST see it half empty NIHILIST throw the cup away
Figure 1. The glass cup, read three ways. Optimist and pessimist argue over full versus empty, but they agree the level matters. The nihilist rejects the frame itself: full, empty, good, bad, all irrelevant, because we are all going to die anyway. What does it matter what is in the cup?

What nihilism is not, part two: cynicism and apathy

Nihilism gets thrown in with cynicism and apathy too, and sorting your own thoughts into the right basket is harder than it sounds. A cynic believes people are always driven by self interest. They grant no one intrinsically good motives, have no faith in the species, and see us all as fundamentally selfish, each fighting only for our own benefit. But look closely and the cynic has smuggled in a belief: if humans are not good, then good exists somewhere out there, just not in us. The cynic still believes in good. They only despair of finding it in people.

The nihilist grants nothing out there at all. No good, no evil, anywhere. They do not see people as evil, and they do not see them as good, because they do not believe either thing is real. Good and evil are traits we have applied to things, not properties the things possess.

An apathetic person is different again. They might well believe life has meaning. They simply do not care about it. Nihilism is not indifference to meaning, it is the claim that there is no grand design or purpose in the first place, nothing to believe in, and therefore no meaning to be indifferent about.

Which leads to the trap the essay calls the paradox of nihilism. If you believe in nothing, then that nothing becomes something you believe in. And once you believe in something, you are no longer a nihilist, because nihilism was the belief that there is nothing. The doctrine eats its own tail.

The stanceGood and evilWhere meaning livesThe core move
NihilismNeither is real; humans invented morality.Nowhere. There is no grand design.Throw the glass away.
PessimismBoth are real; evil tends to win.Real, but humans fall short of it.Expect the worst.
CynicismGood is real, just not in people.Out there, never in human motives.Assume self interest.
ApathyMay well be real.Perhaps it exists. Who cares.Simply does not care.
Figure 2. The family of gloom the video is careful to keep separate. The pessimist, the cynic, and the apathetic all leave meaning or goodness standing somewhere. Only the nihilist pulls the floor out entirely, which is exactly why the other three are so easy to mistake for it.

A word the writers invented, and the three kinds it grew into

Nihilism has an odd origin that explains its blurriness. Unlike most philosophical ideas, it was a literary invention before it was ever a philosophy. Because it started in fiction rather than in a system, it was never as cleanly defined as its neighbors. Different people described it different ways, and over time those descriptions were sorted into distinct kinds of nihilism.

There is political nihilism, whose adherents hold that for humanity to advance, all political, social, and religious order must be torn down. There is ethical nihilism, which rejects the idea of any absolute ethical or moral values. On this view good and bad are only defined by society, and if we ever want true individual freedom, those definitions should not bind us. We can more or less do whatever we want. And there is existential nihilism, the understanding that life has no value or meaning at all. It is the most popular kind, and the one the essay has been circling for most of its runtime.

NIHILISM the ideology of nothing POLITICAL tear down every political, social and religious order ETHICAL no absolute morals; good and bad are just society talking EXISTENTIAL life has no value or meaning at all; the popular kind
Figure 3. Nihilism is not one position but a family. Political nihilism aims at institutions, ethical nihilism at morals, and existential nihilism at meaning itself. The essay spends nearly all its time on the third, highlighted here, because it is the one that reaches into an ordinary life.

Why we still obey, when nobody can answer the why

For the nihilist, the state, religious bodies, and even shared morality are a breach on our freedom as individuals. If we cannot do absolutely anything we want, are we truly free? Or have we bound ourselves with an invisible mental chain for reasons we cannot even explain?

The essay makes this concrete with a story. One night, scrolling Reddit, the narrator finds the question: if you had the chance to save your pet or a stranger, who would you save? An overwhelming number of people say their pet. Then one commenter turns the question around: why do you think a human life is worth more than that of an animal? And no one has an answer. People try to talk around it, but the "why" is never actually answered. That, the film says, is precisely the nihilist's point. If we cannot say why we bind ourselves with these rules, then why do we choose to keep obeying them?

The answer it offers is the existential horror and emotional anguish that come with admitting life is meaningless. Sit with it for a minute. If life is truly meaningless and everything we do carries no value, then all the feats of science, the wonders of technology, space exploration, human rights movements, look how far we have come, and then consider that it might all be a waste, a blip in time with no consequence whatsoever in the grand scheme of things. Every high and low we live through, in the end, all for nothing. The film does not linger in despair, though. It lands on a lighter register: we are not obligated to understand the chaos of reality, only to laugh at it.

Nietzsche, for and against, in the same breath

Then it turns to the philosopher who owns this subject, Friedrich Nietzsche, and the essay calls him strange because he argued both for and against nihilism at once.

Arguing for it, Nietzsche held that there is no objective structure or order in the world except the one we make for ourselves. As he put it, every belief, every considering of something as true, is necessarily false, because there is simply no true world. He believed nihilism would expose all of humanity's beliefs and truths as nothing more than symptoms of a defective Western mythology. This is the context of his most quoted line, God is dead. He was not announcing the death of an actual deity. He was speaking metaphorically about the collapsing power of the religious orders of his time, and how people were beginning to chart their own paths and find their own meaning, denying the status quo.

But in the same breath Nietzsche argued against nihilism. He warned that in the centuries to come its advent would drive civilization toward catastrophe, a disaster waiting to implode, a river that has reached its end. Look at the most destructive civilizations in history, the film says, and you can see it: long standing traditions, beliefs, religious institutions, even financial systems break down, and nothingness starts creeping in. Here the essay names the sharpest edge of the problem. If nothing matters and we are just a random combination of transient atoms, how can we ever truly say that slavery, apartheid, or nuclear warfare are bad? How can we call Adolf Hitler objectively one of the worst humans who ever lived for trying to wipe out an entire culture? Most of us understand at a fundamental level that these things are terrible. The danger is that because we cannot explain why we feel that way in strict logic, we can never convince anyone else to feel it too. That, exactly, is what Nietzsche feared.

It is also why some still blame him for the Nazi era: he saw the dangers clearly and went on preaching nihilism anyway. But his reason was constructive. He believed that if we could work through the breakdown that nihilism would cause, we could then set a new course for mankind. To move forward as a species, he argued, we must build a new morality, one free of the prejudice baked into the old. In his image, tearing down your old house should not leave you homeless. It should give you the chance to build a bigger, better home on the same ground.

  • nihilThe Latin word for nothing. Bolt "ism" onto it and you get nihilism, the ideology of nothing. The whole doctrine is folded into its own name.
  • 1862Ivan Turgenev's novel Fathers and Sons pushes the word "nihilist" into wide use. As the essay notes, nihilism was a literary invention before it was ever a philosophy, which is why it was never as tidily defined as its neighbors.
  • 1882Nietzsche writes "God is dead" in The Gay Science. He means the fall of religious authority, not a literal deity, and he both warns against nihilism and tries to push through it.
  • 20th c.Alan Watts distills the mood into a single line: life is a trip from the maternity ward to the crematorium.
  • TodayReligion no longer settles what is moral, long standing beliefs are being torn down in public on social media, and the essay warns of another nihilism outbreak already underway.
Figure 4. The idea has a long spine. It begins as a word, becomes a literary provocation, hardens into Nietzsche's warning, and resurfaces every time a civilization loses confidence in its own foundations. The film argues we are living through one of those moments now.

A new outbreak, in real time

Nietzsche wrote about coming centuries. The essay says we may be inside one of his predicted outbreaks right now. Pause and look around, particularly on social media, and the signs are there. Religion no longer holds much say over what is morally acceptable. People are dismantling long standing beliefs and cultural practices and charting new courses for themselves. Anything, no matter how despicable someone else finds it, now has a loyal base defending its right to exist, and, in reality, why not? That is the question no one can answer. So the needle keeps shifting forward, ever so slightly, until one day none of us will be able to tell another person they are wrong, because we will have no way to say why they are wrong.

What to do with a meaningless life

The essay closes not with a proof but with a posture. It borrows from William Shakespeare, from Macbeth: life is but a walking shadow, a poor player that struts and frets his hour upon the stage and then is heard no more, a tale told by an idiot, full of sound and fury, signifying nothing. If life really is meaningless and we have no purpose for being here, then the response the film settles on is simply to make the best of a bad situation. Instead of seeing the glass half full or half empty, we can throw it out entirely and drink straight from the faucet until we are satisfied. The nihilist's rejection of the frame, turned from a shrug into a way to live.

Key takeaways

Chapters

0:00 Nihilism: The Belief in Nothing 0:27 Human Uncertainty About Past and Future 1:27 What is Nihilism: The Belief in Nothing 2:44 Understanding Nihilism vs Other Philosophies 4:30 Comparing Nihilism to Cynicism and Apathy 5:57 Types of Nihilism (Political, Ethical, Existential) 6:59 Why Nihilism: Confronting the "Why" Question 8:15 Friedrich Nietzsche's Perspective on Nihilism 10:36 Contemporary Nihilism in Modern Society 11:39 Finding Meaning in a Meaningless Life

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Where it stands

Taken on its own terms the essay is a clean, careful piece of teaching, and its best work is negative: the patient sorting of nihilism from pessimism, cynicism, and apathy is genuinely clarifying, and the paradox of nihilism is a real logical knot, not a rhetorical flourish. Where it is thinner is in treating existential nihilism as a settled destination rather than a doorway. The claim that we cannot answer "why" any given value holds is true, but the same is true of any first principle in any system, including logic and mathematics, and most philosophers do not conclude from a chain that bottoms out in axioms that the axioms are worthless. The essay also leans on the reading of Nietzsche as a nihilist, when Nietzsche is more accurately the philosopher who diagnosed nihilism as a crisis to be overcome, his new morality and the revaluation of all values meant as the cure, not the disease.

That gap matters because nihilism is only one of three classic responses to a universe with no built in meaning, and the two the film does not name are the ones most people actually reach for. The comparison is worth drawing plainly.

The stanceOn meaningWhat it tells you to do
NihilismThere is none, and that is the end of the matter.Stop pretending. Nothing is owed, so throw out the glass.
ExistentialismNone is given, so you must create your own.Choose, commit, and own the values you build. The line runs through Sartre.
AbsurdismNone exists, and the honest response is to revolt and live anyway.Embrace the absurd. Camus asks us to imagine Sisyphus happy.
Figure 5. Three answers to the same void. The film ends by describing something close to the absurdist move, drink from the faucet, make the best of a bad situation, which is why its final note lands less like surrender than like the start of a different conversation. Nihilism clears the ground. Whether you leave it empty is a separate question.

The honest verdict is that the essay is a superb map of the territory up to the edge of the cliff, and stops right where the interesting disagreements begin. Its own last image gives it away. A person who has truly concluded that nothing matters does not walk to the faucet and drink until satisfied. Wanting the water back, and bothering to satisfy the thirst, is already a small act of meaning, the very thing the doctrine says is not there.

Full transcript
We all know how it goes. One day we're born, one day we die. Everything that happens in between we know and understand, but everything that happened before and will happen after, we know nothing about. As a result, it's really difficult to say what exactly the meaning or importance for us being here is. If we can't tell how we came or where we came from, how can we know why we are here? In the same vein, if we don't know where we're going or what we're going to become, how can we tell if any of our present actions have any significance at all? It is this uncertainty of both our collective pasts and futures that has allowed the question "what is the meaning of life?" to plague humanity ever since we became sentient. We've never been able to objectively answer this question as a species, however, a lot of us have found comfort in many different ideologies to at least subdue the anxiety that it causes. In many different religions, a deity made the entire universe, put us all in it, and whatever we do on this Earth will be used to determine when and how we spend eternity afterward. For some others, the meaning of life is the love we share with friends, family, and our loved ones. Some others believe the existence of life in itself is what makes it worth living. But for nihilists, life is meaningless. All action, suffering, emotions both good and bad, are entirely senseless and meaningless. This is Nihilism, the belief in nothing. At some point in our lives, many of us must have been faced with nihilistic thoughts. We're hit by a strong sense of purposelessness, like our lives have no meaning, and we have no intrinsic value. Usually, this happens when we begin to question our old beliefs, but also just before we get new ones to hold on to. It's in that phase where you're growing out of your parent's beliefs, learning new things, getting new experiences, and forming your own views about the world. And usually, all of these thoughts begin with one simple question: why? A three lettered monosyllabic word that's capable of making anything and everything that feels like the rock of your foundation start to become slippery. Like quicksand dragging you into the misery that maybe, just maybe, your whole life hasn't been what you thought it was. Just pause and take a moment to think about your core values and just ask the question: why? Why do you believe those things? Where did they come from? Who did they come from? Keep asking and eventually, you'll arrive at a point where there's no longer an answer, you'll arrive at nothing. All the religions of the world, all our scientific discovery, but yet the question "why" is one that we still cannot answer. And so for the nihilist, it is at this point that they come to the conclusion that there is no why. There is no answer, there is simply nothing. As Alan Watts once wrote, "life is nothing more than a trip from the maternity ward to the crematorium." It's really in the name, the term "nihilism" comes from the Latin word "nihil" which translates to "nothing," and "ism" which translates to ideology. It's the ideology of nothing, but that doesn't really help us in understanding it completely. Usually, people confuse nihilism for pessimism, but they are very different from each other. Pessimists believe in the worst outcome. They have a down trending view of the world, and tend to focus on the negatives in life, because they believe that, in the end, evil will always overcome good. And this is what makes them different. Pessimists believe there's good in the world, but they just don't think humans are capable of doing it, at least in its entirety. Nihilists, on the other hand, do not believe in anything. They don't believe that there is evil in the world, neither do they believe that there is good in the world. In the mind of the nihilist, the world simply exists and humans created morality, thereby creating good and evil. Let's take the glass cup metaphor for instance. Optimists say you should see the glass as half full, while pessimists say we should see the glass as half empty. Nihilists? They say throw the entire cup away, because what does it matter if it's full or empty? Full, empty, good, bad, it's all irrelevant, we're all going to die anyway. Nihilism is also often compared to several other philosophies like cynicism and apathy. But again, they are all very different from one another, and correctly categorizing your thoughts in these baskets might be harder than you think. Cynics believe that people are always motivated by self interest. They do not believe that anyone can have intrinsically good motives. They have no faith in the human species and believe we are all entirely selfish, only fighting for our own benefit. However, the idea that humans are not good means that in the mind of the cynic, good exists out there somewhere, just not in humans. In the mind of the nihilist, nothing exists out there, there's no good or evil. They don't see people as evil, neither do they see them as good, because they don't believe either of those things exist. They are simply traits we've applied to things. Apathetic people don't care. They might believe that there's meaning to life, but they simply don't care about it. Nihilism, on the other hand, is the idea that there's no grand design or purpose. Nothing to believe in, and therefore, no meaning. This brings to mind the paradox of nihilism. If you believe in nothing, then that nothing becomes something that you believe in. But since you now believe in something, then there is no nihilism, because nihilism is the belief that there is nothing. Nihilism is quite different from other philosophical ideas because it was first a literary invention before it ever became philosophical. As a result, it's not as clearly defined as many of the other philosophies that exist. Many different people explained it in different ways, but eventually these different definitions got categorized, forming many different kinds of nihilism. There's political nihilism. Political nihilists believe that for humanity to move forward as a species, all political, social, and religious order must be destroyed. Then there's ethical nihilism. It rejects the idea of absolute ethical or moral values. With this type of nihilism, good or bad is only defined by society and as such, it shouldn't be followed if we as a species will ever attain absolute individual freedom. We can kind of just do whatever we want. And then we have existential nihilism; it's the understanding that life has no value or meaning. It's the most popular kind of nihilism, and the one we've been talking about for most of this video. For nihilists, the existence of things like the state, religious bodies, and even communal morality is a breach on our freedom as individuals. If we cannot do absolutely anything that we want to do, then are we truly free? Or have we simply bound ourselves by some kind of invisible mental chain for reasons we cannot explain? One night I was scrolling through Reddit and I came across the question: "if you had the chance to save your pet or a stranger, who would you save?" An overwhelming number of people said their pet, pretty obviously. When one commenter was confronted, they simply asked the question "why do you think a human life is worth more than that of an animal?" And no one had an answer. Of course people tried to beat around the bush, but the question "why" was never answered, and that right there is the point of the nihilist. If we cannot answer why we bind ourselves by these rules, then why do we choose to do it? Well, it might be because of the existential horror and the emotional anguish that comes with agreeing to the fact that life is meaningless. Think about it for a minute, if life is truly meaningless and everything we're doing has no value, then all the feats of science, the wonders of technology, things like space exploration and human rights movements, look at how far we've come, and then think about the fact that it all might just be a waste, a blip in time with no consequence whatsoever in the grand scheme of things. Knowing that all the things we experience, the ups and downs we go through, that in the end, it's all for nothing. We aren't obligated to understand the chaos of reality, just to laugh at it. Friedrich Nietzsche was a strange philosopher because he argued both for and against nihilism at the same time. Arguing for, he explained that there is no objective structure or order in our world except the one we create for ourselves. He once said, "every belief, every considering something true is necessarily false, because there is simply no true world." He believed nihilism would expose all of humanity's "beliefs" and "truths" as nothing but a symptom of a defective Western mythology. As he famously said, "God is dead." He wasn't talking about the actual deity of the religions, he was talking metaphorically about the power that religious orders held at the time, and how people were starting to chart their own paths, find their own meaning in life, denying what was the status quo at the time. But then in the same breath, Friedrich argued against nihilism saying that in the coming centuries, the advent of nihilism would drive civilization towards a catastrophe, a disaster waiting to implode. A river that has reached its end. And if you look at the most destructive civilizations in human history, we can clearly see that this is true. Longstanding cultural traditions, beliefs, religious institutions, and even financial systems are broken down and nothingness starts creeping in. Think about it, if nothing matters and we are just a random combination of transient atoms, then how can we ever truly say that despicable things such as slavery, apartheid, and nuclear warfare are bad? How can we call Adolf Hitler objectively one of the worst humans to ever live for trying to wipe out an entire culture? At a fundamental level, most of us understand that all of these things are indeed terrible, but the danger is that because we cannot explain why we feel that way logically, we can never convince another person to follow the same path. And that is exactly what Friedrich feared. A lot of people actually still blame him for the Nazi era, because although he saw all these dangers, he still continued preaching nihilism. He believed that if we could work through the breakdown of civilization that nihilism would eventually cause, we can then create a new course of action for mankind. He believed that to move forward as a species, we must create a new morality, one that does away with the prejudice of what existed before. Because at the end of the day, tearing down your old house shouldn't make you homeless, rather, it should present you with an opportunity to build a bigger and better home. Pause and look around you for a moment, observe everything that's going on, particularly on social media, and you can see that we as a species might just be heading for another nihilism outbreak. Think about it, religion no longer holds any say in what is morally acceptable, people are destroying long standing beliefs and cultural practices, and are instead charting new courses for themselves. Anything, no matter how despicable you think it is, now has a loyal fan base defending why they have a right to do whatever it is they want to do, and in reality, why not? That's the question no one can answer. Humanity will keep shifting the needle forward ever so slightly until one day, none of us will be able to tell the other that they're wrong, because "why are they wrong?" William Shakespeare once wrote, "Life's but a walking shadow, a poor player that struts and frets his hour upon the stage and then is heard no more; it is a tale told by an idiot, full of sound and fury, but signifying nothing." If life is truly meaningless and we have no purpose for being here, our response should be to make the best out of a bad situation. Instead of seeing the glass half full or half empty, we can simply throw it out and drink directly from the faucet until we're satisfied.